Growing Up

Fine

Chicago (Take It Or Leave It)

Stranded

I Want It All Right Now

Tryin'

Need You No More

Crown of thorns on my tongue…
Wings made of smoke…
I bled for nothing  now I speak for silence.

They told me God is watching 
But I saw nothing in the fire.
I prayed into a void
And heard my own voice…
louder
than angels ever sang.

Zar’ven dral-ka, sha’neth kree,
Vel’zar eth-nul, graaz tel’thi,
Skaara zul-thoth, in’el gruln,
Kel vrok’raal… vrok’raal

So I carved a throne
out of bone and black ash,
And I whispered:
“If no god answers…
Then I must be god.”

I am GOD  not your savior, not your sin,
Born from filth, made of men.
I am GOD  not above, but within,
A crown of rot on sacred skin.

I walked through your cathedrals,
Empty hearts in gilded glass.
Your prayers sound like begging
to a mirror that never answers back.

I saw more truth
in the howl of a dying wolf
than in a thousand holy books
untouched by dirt.

You fear me…
Because I found power in my own ruin.
Because I forgave myself… when heaven wouldn’t.
Because I looked in the dark… and it blinked first.

I am GOD  not your savior, not your sin,
Born from filth, made of men.
I am GOD  not above, but within,
A crown of rot on sacred skin.


Let the churches burn in silence,
Let the skies forget my name,
For I am not a lie…
I am flame.

I… am… GOD.
I... am... NOOO! GOD!!!

NOOO... GOD!!!!

I Am (Not) God

Written by - Ilana
SoundEngeneer - LaNoir
Producer - LaNoir
Label - FixedRecords
Performers - Fallout GroundZero

“Thorn Within Her” was born out of the weight of carrying pain that isn’t yours — pain that burrows under your skin as if it belongs there.

I wrote it for the women, and for anyone walking through ruins in their own mind, wearing scars they never earned. It’s about the kind of toxic love, betrayal, and trauma that clings like a shadow — twisting your story until you start to believe their lies instead of your truth.

And yes… mister A. Kutcher, we all know why this song was written. - Ilana


"Thorn Within Her"

HEAR ME NOW

SHE WALKS THROUGH RUINS OF HER MIND
ASHES FALL LIKE FROZEN TIME
WEARING SCARS SHE NEVER EARNED
BUT EVERY PAGE OF HER WAS BURNED

IN THE SILENCE

SHE CONFESSES
TO A WORLD THAT ONLY SECOND-GUESSES

I AM THE THORN WITHIN HER SOUL
THE SHADOW THAT SHE CAN'T CONTROL

A WHISPERED NAME SHE CAN'T DEFEND
THE POISON LOVE THAT WILL NOT END
SHE CRIES IN STORMS I SUMMON IN

I AM THE THORN WITHIN HER SKIN

MIRROR

CRACKS

WITH EVERY BREATH
SHE SINGS IN TONGUES
OF LIFE AND DEATH
A CANDLE FLICKERS ON HER PAST
BUT NOTHING HOLY EVER LASTS

AND EVERY SIN BECOMES HER CROWN
WHILE HEAVEN TRIES TO DRAG HER DOWN

YOU WANTED A SAVIOR BUT I WEAR THE BLAME
YOU CARVED YOUR
TRUTH INTO MY NAME

NOW BLEED THE LIES

YOU DRESSED IN SILK
AND DROWN BENEATH YOUR GUILT

YOU NEVER KNEW ME ONLY SIN
I AM THE THORN WITHIN MY SKIN

I AM THE SPLINTER IN HER SOUL
THE DARKNESS SHE CAN’T CONSOLE
A MURMURED CURSE SHE CAN'T PROTECT
A TOXIC LOVE SHE WON'T REJECT
SHE WEEPS BENEATH THE RAGE I BRING

I AM THE WOUND BENEATH HER SKIN

FORGIVE ME NOW

HEAR ME NOW

I AM THE THORN WITHIN

THE BACKDOOR WITHIN

I AM THE THORN WITHIN

AND EVERY SIN BECOMES HER CROWN
WHILE HEAVEN TRIES TO DRAG HER DOWN

YOU WANTED A SAVIOR BUT I WEAR THE BLAME
YOU CARVED YOUR
TRUTH INTO MY NAME

NOW BLEED THE LIES

Ruins We Still Worship

Thorn Within Her

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