This is a track I made in the middle of 2023, but held off on uploading since it's been such a long time, I basically don't exist anymore. Buuuuuut, regardless if anyone hears this or not, I figured I may as well stick it up on my little desolate corner of the world wide net. For anyone who wanders by, I hope you enjoy. Lyrics below.
Produced by John Savage: https://www.youtube.com/@johnsavagebeats


Lyrics: 
A lifetime of wasted days
Wandering half insane in insomniatic malaise
There's no time anymore, not in this place
Look in the mirror, can't recognize my face
Now a days, every place is a liminal space
Hostile environment got me inspired and shit
But most days it's fuckin tiring
Rats steel food and chew through the wiring
Just trying to get a jolt of energy in a world that's dying
And everybody's just so motherfucking tired of trying
The social space has been misplaced
Given way to atomization and privitization
Locked in a haven of sin where nobody's born to win
We got many different vices, name your prices
Be a good little consumer and nurse those addictions again
Just so long as you make us money you can step on in
Sellin happiness in a tin can, eat it with a post ironic grin
Scrollin through the news feed, seein the same deeds
World war, pandemic, corrupt politicians, dead trees
But the dead do speak
Crying out for vengeance, for rage against the machine
Seven dead billionaires this year, so far the only good news that I've seen (Referring to Ocean Gate, and others)
I pray for the day we raise the headcount
The meek inheriting the earth, that's what I'm about
But social movements are in a drought
Scream and shout, but ultimately they just shut up and pout
Or sabotage each others' work for the sake of some fuckin clout
Our brains are boxed in
The wardens of our own cells, we gladly keep ourselves locked in
Work all day for a meager pay, and then pleasure seek for the rest of the way
Too mentally tired and uninspired to do anything else but waste away
Hedonic depression is the weapon through which they keep us locked in chains
And there's too many lost souls fallin through cracks
Most suburban middle class don't know the half
Of what it's like to grow up in a poverty trap where the only career choice is to sell crack
When we were kids they promised us some kind of life, well I suggest we take it back
Our future was unjustly canceled, by a twisted cabal of greedy fuckin vandals
Appropriating desires, and capitalizing on hopes and dreams
Just to repackage and sell it back to us
Some can buy it back, sure, but most simply lack the means
And I'm so fucking exhausted
I walk through the streets half dead broken and haunted
Most days I scream revolution but half the time I forget what that means
But sometimes I still see it though
The specter of a world which could be free

Free World

this song was in "development hell" for a very very long time, but my homie ManicJay showed me some editing tips that helped get this recording to an acceptable level. special thanks to you dude! be sure to check his soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/justin-sexton-5

Beautiful beat by CJ beatz productions. absolutely amazing <3

H¥pΣr N¤vα - Rain

The time has finally come, a long time ago, when i met my homie ManicJay we said we would do a collaboration, well it was a loooooong time coming, but we finally did it, and we slaughtered this fuckin beautiful beat! This is just the beginning, many more to come in the foreseeable future. 

Check my man's sound cloud out! 

https://soundcloud.com/justin-sexton-5

Beat by Lion'n'Prime Beats, Lyrics below.


[Hyper Nova]
what lies six feet below me, cmon why dont you show me
the lonely phonies come to capitalize on concepts
but always fail to realize that imagination is no object
we set fourth on this journy, forgot where we came from
but remembered just enough to sing this empty anthem
where we're going is a means to an end
but what that end is, we dont know, we just pretend
sorry to offend, maybe it went right over your head
but not all of us can manage to get out of bed
it's been said to envy the lost and the dead
i faild to plant my seeds, ive lost my peace
never play for keeps, instead i play for love
but lately theres no love to be had, so my mind attacks
we have no way of ever going back to our origins
so we're forced to press on indefinitely
our mind is a unified efigy, ravaged by necessity
the storms will wash away all the footprints that you've ever made
on this journy, there is little room for mistakes to be made.
forgive us for vainly attempting in the first place
we tempted fate and failed to properly orchistrate, this endeavor
you can never predict the weather, after all
it seems we've all dropped the ball, atlas shrugged and dropped his as well. 
dont worry, it's completely understandable.
but the repercussions are incomprehensible

nothings ever that simple...


[ManicJay]
This world is pretty shity, 
But I tell you now, 
that everybody lookin' at me like I'm gonna be a beast, 
But Please don't forget I use to be the outcast kid, 
Livin' like the rest of the population, 
Facin' complete humiliation, 
It's too basic, 
I can't accept it, 
Nova hit me and I was like I'm on my way, 
Let me get my pen and pad and speak upon real shit today, 
Let's breakaway from this insanity, 
The man in me is apparently the enemy to society,
I'm a king, 
In my land I do as I please, 
So don't ask me to be a mindless human being, 
Surfin' through the interweb, 
Being controlled by the government hand, 
People be starvin' but we have so much food, 
The question is why ain't they feastin?
Please god give me these 10 reasons for not cause'n treason
This is too outrageous, 
If I ever make it famous, 
I'ma make a change bitch, 
Right now I'm at a disadvantage,
Takin' damage, 
But Hyper is a Savage, 
With his skill and mine, 
I'm pretty sure we can FUCKIN' manage!




[Hyper Nova]
if this life is a river, we travel upstream little by little
stuck in the middle of this apocalyptic riddle
we offer visual representations of these poems that we're making
we aim to continue shaking these conglomerations, up
for all my people who dont give a fuck!
you see, me and manic jay, well we came to pave the way
i dont believe in fate, but this right here is history in the making
just remember your existence is only yours for the taking!

H¥pΣr N¤vα ft ManicJay - Black Swan

After spreading my attention too thin, i finally finished up my half of this wicked track! Much love to my main man ManicJay spiting that dopeness, unfortunately my attention is still divided between 3 other songs, i can never concentrate on one, but i hope to have another song up asap!


Check my homie Justin Sexton 4 on soundcloud, ill get this up on youtube later today.

ManicJay ft Hyper Nova - Immortals Do Not Die

One of my notoriously difficult songs to complete, easy to actually perform, but very hard to make the vocals sound right. 
Beautiful beat by RuJay, As always this was for fun and non profit. Lyrics below!

I wear the shell of a hermit upon my deformed back
And roam these city blocks long after the sky turns black
Cut me some slack, im a victim, an alternative organism
Whose simply trying to cope with the fact he's trapped inside this solar system
It's like i was out driving one day, and rode straight through a portal
And became this random ageless mind within the shell of a mortal
I looked inside myself, forever grounded on this soil
And found that my essence has completely fucking spoiled
Im past my expiration date, no time will pass for past mistakes
My mind is lost in space, eyes trailing off into the distance
With a vacant stare that shows off my unsubtle indifference
Gifted, but listless, lost within this abyss
This is an unfortunate sequence of events which is endless
Even still the monsters are creeping without any proper meaning

And im accepting this suicide mission in order to attend the debriefing
But once i get my free cup of coffee from the office i am leaving
There's no rhyme or reason for these rhymes that i am bleeding
Just hemorrhaging out all of these concepts that i keep dreaming about
It's simply blood for bloods sake, i sure hope it's nutritious
All these devilish organisms will need it to fuel their ambitions
It's sickening, the quickening demise of this feeble little life
That briefly flashed before your eyes depicting sadness in disguise
It's alright my little lonely friend, you have my condolences
We can all wait in utter silence as the vicious cycle begins again
Make amends with the absurd and mock the abyss with relentless laughter
Because in a matter of minutes these minutes will slice through this mindless matter
And the temporal barriers we invented begin to crack and shatter
And the hereafter effects represent a moment worth remembering,
To forget that is, forgive me for stating the obvious
But just be sure to accept the object of consequence with objective common sense

But alas, you always were one to profit off the prophets, 
With all their self fulfilling prophecies eventually becoming black swan events
Stop the fucking press, i think we've just killed what we were tasked to protect
Let me recollect our objectives, and re-collect all of my missing atoms
It's ok we can try again, but i simply can not fathom
Ill reassemble them the best i can, but too bad we lost the fucking manual
We're simply carbon eating carbon, technically we're all a bunch of cannibals
Or maybe all of these poor corpses are more akin to Ouroboros
I implored my neurons to try and change, unfortunately i cant force it
They run away before the storm hits, i guess my words have lost their aim
They want to go up to a shark with the intent to try and tame
And of course when they lose their arm, they look for someone to try and blame
There's nothing new under the sun, everything stays the fucking same
And the same can be said for these broken promises you try and mend


They take desperate pride in their meaningless names until the bitter end
And then when the end passes and a new beginning begins to emerge
All of these worthless curses will continue along their previous course
Until they're enacted on by an outside force...



Side note: I have two other songs where the vocals are easy but making them sound right on the beat is difficult, and i have no idea when another song will follow after this because of that. So treat this as a fluke, it's honestly not up to my standards in quality and sound but i need to get something out. Having high standards when you lack the means to reach them gets you nowhere so until i get a laptop, ill have to lower standards a bit.

Hyper Nova - Abyss

Another hard track to get to sound half decent, but i think it was worth it in the end. Inspired by sadistik and broken sequence's song of the same name. Amazing beat by Jurd Beats and Sean DivineLyrics below 


I used to rap to build now i only rap to ruin
You patiently await your rapture in these lines that aren't congruent
With the patience that it takes to only stay in place
I see it painted on your face with all the hatred you embrace
It's always us versus them out there
But who the players are, well that part is never clear
You just brew fear and serve it in your tavern every year
The mindless sheep flock from one party to another
There's already too much broken glass for this little rug to cover
Yet you continue sweeping your mistakes under anyways
That's why the system always stays the same, on this old and damaged highway
We never switch the lanes, so much for the only constant being change
It seems everything does change except our malfunctioning brains
It's a damn shame to have to wake up in the same world every single motherfucking day
Knowing that life is a game that you really can't afford to play
And Some have an unfair advantage, better perks when they start
While the rest dont get very far, some remain completely lost
Not knowing where to go but hoping one day it'll pay off eventually
yeah I can see the envy, it flows through most like a boat in the sea
Better watch the weather, or the whole thing'll go down
And most of your crew will thrash and fucking drown
You claim it's safe now, but in fact it never was
You just say that shit so the people never rise up
And toss the fucking captain and his mates into the tidal waves
Lost is where we'll stay, whatever we weren't coming back anyways
Were we're going now, for sure we cannot say
But anything is better than running in place

Ill take all my mistakes to the grave, measure my oxygen intake
Take a helmet with you when you go into deep space, ill say
I misstook your misconceptions for intentional misdirection
My scattered thoughts are resisting my attempts at recollection
Now i'll use my raps as a weapon to ruin the world that i live in


I used to rap to build, now i only rap to ruin.

I rap to ruin the world that was forced on me

These same four walls are closing in on me, so much so that i can not breathe
Wrong place wrong time, expressed with a different beat but the same rhymes
Im steadily raiding my brain to find every possible way to convey what i really wanna say
But hopefully one day we'll ruin this world, because only then can it truly be saved

Hyper Nova - Ruins

This has been a long time coming, but i finally cobbled together a decent enough track to upload.  Lyrics at the bottom of the description!

This also has the honor of being my first self produced track. I used a crappy beat making software, but i managed to cobble this beat together a long time ago, and i'm very proud of it. So i had really high standards for this one, and i think i at least somewhat met them. But, with the terrible mic i have, and admittedly amateur editing skills, i'd say this is as good as it's gonna get. 

(I mean, it totally didn't take nearly a year or so to make a recording that didn't sound like trash.)

Lyrics: 
Such a queer response to an open ended question
Looking forward to the day we use our ignorance as a weapon
Stressing over all of these primal instincts
With no consideration for these words im mincing, but hey that's living
At least that's what this article says
But on the flip side i can't seem to get out of bed ( ah shit)
Repeat what you said, frame it and laminate it
So you can have a fancy quote when your head finally hits the pavement (bang)
It's payment for the service you so graciously provide
While we're swept away by this ideological tide
Mind you, all of this is happening while im still stretching my limbs
A bit grim, yes, but what did you expect?
Now you get to watch me try to think myself up out this mess (Like yes!)
It's quite the valiant effort
But not enough to guide the troops through the wetwork
Prior to the gunfight they forgot to flip the tables
Now they're roaming the library of babel with a hole in their head
Sorting nonsense from the glorious fables someone else said (Amen)
Thats it, try to follow along with me in your book
You'll know it's time to turn the page when you hear the reader start to gasp and choke
(At least the bloody gurggling noises will make for a quality famous quote)
I took an oath to never ever take another oath again
Festering as the townies all elope with their last pack of smokes 
Sort of budget bob dylan with no direction or ambition
Just an appreciation for words and the will to listen
But everyone's stumbling in the dark in search for a pot to piss in
While im in charge of a squad of soldiers who all spontaneously forgot their mission 
its sudden nuclear fission with a scorched earth policy to go with it
Trying to go through with it but the cycle is endless (Endless)
It feels like im getting close to the end (It's too much work to live)
But before i stand in the grave on last legs ill make sure to burn every bridge
Only to watch the townsfolk plumet to the water to get swept by the current
(Time to drown the clown fish) 
I found this tape in a rusty time capsule
Its an strange tale about an upright walking jackal
Who shoveled existential crisises and trivialities by the mouthful
(Yo, who the fuck named you the sofa king?)
Living off of exotic exports and the salty tears of your underlings
Life is an tubulent ocean, and i forgot my water wings
But at least im not in denial about all this water that i am breathing in
I've seen this cycle for a while, and it's about to repeat again
So lets all join hands and teeter on the razor's edge
(Time to analyze what has transpired thus far) Ok,
You've witnessed a walking anti-climax stuck in a broken time lapse
Where the mind snaps and each event is no longer dictated by the last
He's lost all cohesion, can't process what he's seeing
And he can no longer comprehend the very concept of being
Is everybody on the same page? (No, not really)
I'd rather not see any more delays this evening
Even though i know that everyone around me is bleeding

Im a tree falling in the woods but i make a sound just in case
The gods of this universe find a glitch within the interface

Hyper Nova - Preface

And here is the other song i managed to complete. As always, the lyrics are in the bottom of the description. Hopefully this puts me back on track and serves as motivation to work harder to start finally uploading things at least semi-consistently. I absolutely love this style of production, and i really hope my lyrics did it justice. This, unlike the last song, was not produced by me. This beautiful beat was made by Josh Petruccio so check him out! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTbXil1Ji0aSST1_4tE-9iw 

Lyrics:
i think these makeshift miracles be making all the masses brainless
while the zodiac killer snaps back on flaccid flashbacks
the back tracking back packers keep wondering aimless
while the lost and damned clutch bloodied knives, steel and stainless
minds snap and crack to the beat on which we rap
and for wads of cash, these twisted rats start shaking their ass
im cashing checks that my mind and body didn't write
but im pocketing your two cents for some water and ice
that's life, that statement is both false and true
it depends on if im talking to them or to you
and who knew that such mental diversity
would lead to dirastically heightened levels of closed minded surgery

wheres my free health care, give it here, thank you please
i hear they're handing out these lobotomies for free
and i don't mean to sound entitled in the least, but i really think that i could use one
in fact, i hear those procedures help you have more fun
there's 6 billion ways to die but why be limited to one?
stepping forwards when the darkness comes, while everyone else runs
and use your flickering flame to touch the sky and light the dying sun
when life is done we shall stand at the alter, and pray that we are not to be bothered

i heard they're hiring full time at the factory, manufacturing monsters
so hoist the jolly rogers and by golly, fire volleys
for we will not be wasting our breath upon these empty sorrys
we'll sink em down to Davy Jones' locker good and proper
and live to die another dollar, ill fly away on your helicopter
but im just a fledgling invertebrate with no vocal cues or jolly days
tripping over stepping stones, and stepping where these corpses lay
we stop and play at random times, and ended up frolicking through fields of landmines

 behind my optics lies a lost mind
that lies about being alive, and fabricating these stories for you fantasy types
i'm setting up camp inside one of these hollow graves for tonight
this may not be my bed, but don't worry, ill still lay in it, its quite alright
i absolutely understand your disregard for my mental plight
in hindsight, and retrospect, between nothingness and oblivion
lacking the motivation to turn this prospect into progress
this existence imprints incompetence upon my twisted conscious
and plays perpetual ping pong with my glitchy thought process
the future is hard to reach, when you roam the streets, as an obsolete machine
get the oil can, grease your rusty joints and bring about the fall of man
i swear, we'll do it with our bare hands

Sods Law

There's a possibility of going MIA for a while, so i'm considering this song my "last words" so to speak, at least until i get back. This was produced by Chuki Beats (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCSyBSyLk4ZvXd2Fj-tLojag), and as always lyrics in the description!

Who woulda thought newton's first law would apply so perfectly to the unworthy
Those blood stains on the pavement are a lovely shade of burgundy
Oh burden me with uncertainty, oh woe is me 
Set up shop in a gated community with a broken key, It's a service see? 
Consider the debt collected, Don't you fuckin' get it?
They etch it in your forehead from birth till death  so you never forget it
Forfeited are the gifted, lost in space where the angles are lifted
Toward their paradoxical prison where soldiers roam without a mission

Rooted firmly in the ground but still somehow coming in at first place
On a green and blue rocket ship hurtling through space at a snails pace
Built on the ruins of a city built on ashes
With the passing of a chiliad everything collapses

How absolutely oblivious they are, to these monstrous visions
Lost in the darkness, the light's too dim on the outer rim of the solar system
The dimension we live in,  such an insidious prison
Where primitive life forms are uplifted only to turn up missing
Disregard the skull and crossbones label, you take what you're given
Joining heaven's gate on their expedition, and it seems to be a suicide mission
But they're offering free coffee, so now I've got to listen
Hell, who am i kidding, they've got me fuckin' smitten


The very same mechanisms of our misery peddle the medicine
And it may have taken a plague, but at least it's now finally setting in
They apply the military liberally and conserve all the power
Doesn't take a psychic to read the minds that they devour
Lost along the back roads of civilization in the making
we never really had a map but at least we tried to fake it
and every single fork in the path seems to end in a fucking blood bath
with the same kind of vibes one gets from reading Lovecraft
Just wait til they find nice little tombstone to hijack
Every man's an island, and every island's under attack
But some islands are being completely swallowed by the rapids
Where will you be when the scattered fractions of the faction clashes?

Good question, isn't it?
Don't tell me you don't have an answer

I know where i'll be, the same place that i was before
While millions of voices scream that they simply can't take it anymore
Yet falter under the weight of their own mental wars
The more things change, the more things stagnate and remain
There will come a day when there are no more days to try and save
Then your only saving grace will be an empty attempt at saving face
I've stayed in place, i doubt that you can say the same
It's the same old song and dance, but it's slightly out of tune
That terrible broken melody that everybody dances to
No real rhyme or reason for the lying and the cheating
The psychological manipulation and illogical extermination
Fueled by false pretense propaganda and cognitive dissonance
So practice social distance, disregard the symptoms
Pretend everything's fine and spread your sickness further down the line
They say our only enemy is wasted time
So punch the clock with a fistful of dimes and ignore those fucking warning signs

Ignore those fucking warning signs

Who would have thought that Newton's first law would apply so readily to the unsteady
Corpses under the prairie are polluting their estuary
Oh enlighten them with a nervous grin, don't service them
Set up shop in a shanty town with a broken crown, where we dig for the nephilim
Consider the taxes levied, the war machines are ready
They drill it in your brain from birth till death,  that loyalty sure is deadly
Forgotten are the radicals, thrown in the shroud with laws and vitriol
So that lost rebels never find a cause and the crowds will never know

Newton's Law

I am a pretty strange individual, who loves both hip-hop and music in general. I like to write and record raps in my spare time when i'm not being distracted by video games, tv shows, or near by squirrels. I procrastinate all the time and my productivity suffers as a result, never the less i am very serious about making music and i incorporate various different styles and topics into my music. Often defaulting to personal existential lyrics and vague allusions to life in general, but occasionally branching out to hardcore battle rap-ish lyrics, or politically themed lyrics as well. 

I'm also the laziest, weirdest, craziest person i know. Im also openly bi. Any additional information will have to be found in the Library of Babel.

Im terrible at bios so, yeah, this will work for now.

Hyper Nova

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