not that nice.

This freestyle came out of my heart and mind this past Juneteenth, during a "Zaven and friends" jam session at Lucille's in Harlem, New York. 

I am sharing this performance, as a form of expression for the grief and rage I am feeling over Sonya Massey's murder. She was a neurodivergent black woman, and I am one too. She should be here. Say her name.

Lyrics: 

I don't wanna go home.
I don't wanna go home. 
No I don't wanna go home.

I wanna fly away. 
I wanna fly away.
I wanna fly away.
I wanna fly away. 

There's too much to fix so I'm a run away. 
I'm looking for my peace and I can't be late. 
I've been trying and trying, I'm tired of trying. 
Tryna tell the truth to myself cuz I'm tired of lying. 

I wanna hide I wanna fly I wanna run away
Because I'm looking for my peace and I can't be late.
I been trying and trying, I'm tired of trying!
Tryna tell the truth to myself cuz I'm tired of lying. 

I don't wanna go home.
I wanna fly away.
I wanna fly
I wanna fly and disappear.

i don't wanna go home__a live freestyle performance.

Love Is All Around Me/Look At All These Open Doors - Freestyle Jam 7/24/2024

I'm too slippery for these hoes. 

The storm is clearing, I'm getting stronger, I'm getting wiser. 

Get into it. 

Rashawna

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