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The End of Evangelion Soundtrack + Phonk Mix
Original sound Altare - Lucid

Евангелион Фильм. Разговор Синдзи И Мисато. Фонк Микс

Причина самоубийства макото

От выстрела в голову удерживало не отсутствие карабина или пистолета

с какого-то момента времени...

я вас блять всей душой нахуй ненавижу

Evangelion Монолог 1 (Евангелион)

Evangelion Монолог 7 (Евангелион)

Evangelion - Дело Кацураги Мисато... (Евангелион)

Real. - Ебаная учёба...

мне снова 6 лет, родители передают через меня сообщения друг другу

Mmh-mmh-mmh… mmh-mmh-mmh…
Oh-oh-oh… invisible…
Mmh… mmh… I stay… I stay…

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You rolled in like light – soft but scarred
Crept in my chest – no walls, no guard
Love felt like a scene, full frame, real loud
But who stays real when the room get loud?

Crib by the sea, dog on the lawn
Baby at the end – like a dream sold wrong
Two sides to you – one heat, one ice
I stood there stuck – like I tossed that dice

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I’m invisible in the light – but I don’t play chill
They don’t see what I hold – what I really feel
They just see your glow – not the weight I lift
But I ride for truth – and that’s real, no script

Oh-oh-oh… I was there, yeah I stayed
Oh-oh-oh… my son, he know I prayed
I’m invisible in the light – but I don’t fade out
‘Cause for him – I’ma ride, no doubt

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Tears on demand – straight Oscar play
That soft talk front – got me feelin’ betrayed
Warm in the crowd – but cold in sheets
No space for love – just plays on repeat

You loved the lights – I stood in the shade
Hope in my palm – you built up the cage
Was it real? Nah – just a scene you sold
You played your role – I lived that cold

⸻

I’m invisible in the light – but I don’t stay still
They don’t see what I hold – what I really feel
They just see your glow – not the weight I lift
But I ride for real – that’s deep, no script

Oh-oh-oh… I was there, yeah I stayed
Oh-oh-oh… my son, he know I prayed
I’m invisible in the light – but I don’t fade out
‘Cause for him – I’ma ride, no doubt

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Your smile’s tight – rehearsed and clean
Behind them flashes – I held the scream
Time got blurry – roads got thin
I ran on fumes – but I ain’t give in

Now I see – you ain’t tryna see me
Every talk got traps – tryin’ to delete me
That therapy? Fake – like a stage for views
Quotin’ posts – but none of ‘em true

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No hate, no blame – just storms and dust
What in me made you break that trust?
Was I too soft? Or just too blind?
Or echoes of a boy I left behind?

⸻

I’m invisible in the light – but I walk with my son
They don’t see the path – but I still get it done
They see your show – I hold the weight
Invisible in the light – but my love don’t break

Oh-oh-oh… I was there, I was there
Oh-oh-oh… and I still care
I’m invisible in the light – but I don’t fade out
‘Cause for him – I’ma hold that route

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Mmh-mmh-mmh… yeah
Oh-oh-oh… I stay… I stay…

Invisible –
to the ones who scroll fast
To the hearts that click – but never ask

Invisible –
but right here
With cuts, with fight, with voice that’s clear

For my son.
Not ‘cause I can –
But ‘cause I got to

Invisible in the light –
but real as hell

Invisible (Soul Version)

🎧 Track 299: “This Tab’s Yours”
by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Song Insight
“This Tab’s Yours” is a lyrical evisceration wrapped in composure. It’s not a scream—it's a final word, a controlled purge of betrayal, identity erosion, and mental entrapment. This track closes a long arc of emotional warfare, not with a bang, but with a scalpel. Every verse walks through the wreckage of a relationship that blurred truth and manipulation, memory and performance.


🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]  
Words thrown—shit against a wall  
Can’t build on cracks—just watch it fall  
Hiccups echo through my mind  
This pain ain’t mine, but it rewinds  
Session crimes—still serving time  
Old emotions dressed in new design  

[Verse 2]  
Wish my pain would stop re-explaining  
Overprocessed the process—it’s draining  
I insist this mess is dismissed  
But still, it drips. It resists.  
This system’s an abscess  
Spreads like rust—refuses rest  
I want my memories. I want my mind.  
But this loop stays stuck—redesigned  

[Verse 3]  
You play with my head  
I write bars to survive  
You hide from emotion  
Mine stream on live  
You block your past  
I’m trapped in replay  
You mocked my pain—  
I got wise. Walked away.  

[Verse 4]  
Never respected my fears  
Auto-stored and weaponized  
Turned my truth into triggers  
You made the past come alive  
Built a trap—blueprint of me  
Laid each lie like masonry  
The depths you went, the shit you sold  
Your love was fake. Your silence cold.  

[Refrain – Female Vocal Return]  
Some debts don’t fade with time  
Some voices haunt the line  
Some love was never mine…  
(and it’s fine)  

[Verse 5]  
Mind bound—chained to a bed  
Watching reruns—clips in my head  
No lines I missed, no truths unread  
Just scenes I wish I’d burned instead  
Facing loss, my insides twitch  
The skit was yours—no soul, just script  

Are you sick? To act that way?  
What’s so fucked inside your brain?  
Was it all a lie—your name, your cry?  
Did you ever feel, or just get by?  

[Verse 6]  
Nine years—my time, my fire  
You traded love for false desire  
No thought of loss, no cost to weigh  
You walked like we were made of clay  
Now you frame this as mutual flame  
Like we both sparked this twisted game  
But your delusions—deep and cracked  
And hearts like yours don’t take love back  

[Verse 7]  
This world is cruel—I thought I knew  
But I said “I do” to the dark in you  
You broke my house, my name, my trust  
And turned soft hearts into rust  
But I rebuilt. Rewired my part.  
Concrete walls guard this heart.  
No access granted. No more spins.  
This story ends. I don't begin again.  

You made your bed. You played your part.  
You broke your mind. You split this art.  
Yeah, you say you miss me—  
I bet you do.  
Now life reflects the real you.  
What you had—wasn’t that bad  
Now it’s lost, and that’s just sad.  

[Outro – Spoken / Final Statement]  
Shit is done. Roads laid.  
Lesson burned—bridge unmade.  
I was traded. I was used.  
But I walked, and I refused.  

You held me back. You made me pay.  
But this tab?  
It’s yours. All day.


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Track 299: "This Tab’s Yours"

Evangelion - Дело Кацураги Мисато... (Евангелион)

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