fav song off the album, my casette got here today and its beautiful :)

how the fuck does some underground soundcloud artist make one of the best songs ever created

makes me cry evry time I listen to it u and murrumur fking made a masterpiece here

Official Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kzuucAG0brg

~☆~Lyrics~★~


I'm getting tired of this shit 

You can all suck a dick 

Put a gun up to my forehead pull the trigger hear the click 


Of a keyboard and mouse 

Never leave this fucking house  

Spending hours in the darkness cause I can't look at myself 


So I'm Silent staring at screen 

Praying God from the machine 

Could Reach inside and cut my strings 

Free what's trapped inside Dream 


Ones and Zeros Flashing lights 

Could simulate a better life 

A place where I can be alive 

Don't need a body now cause I 


see a little silhouette of a girl 

She tells me how to disappear into another world


What you see  

Is it me 


Am I more real on a screen 


Im betrayed 

A body weighs 

me down 


When I drown 


Never found 


Wires wrapped around my brain are  

Killing me but ease the pain  

Dead is better than insane  

Cause then I won't feel anything 


Buried deep 

The Wired reap 

-er sings 


No hope of exiting 


What you see  

Isn't me 


Trapped by a body and a screen 


Im betrayed 

Either way 

I drown 


Never found 


Not a sound

Emo Girl Ex Machina

Territorial Pissings

Featuring @murrumur
Co-Prod Schizoscriptures 
(check her out here)https://scsc.bandcamp.com/

~☆~Lyrics~★~


I see how you look at me 

Like something dead bringing disease 

An awful stare I hardly breathe 

To be repaired indefinitely 


You always notice when I'm near 

Your eyes tinged with hints of fear 

Or maybe it's disgust 

Being human's way too much 


I'd rather be a blob of flesh 

A contraption built for death 

I'll be the monster that you see 

Everything you don't want me to be 


Covering my eyes when I'm outside 

Cold ice cold stares penetrating every angle 

I can't take it 

I can feel your  

Words 

They're just words  

They're just words  

They're just words  

They're just noise  

They're just spiralling out into wars 


I was never wanted there and so i disappeared 

They could kill me if they wanted but for now they just stare 


Like a nail inside my skull 

An image pierced through the steel hull 

They string me up by the wrong name 

Can't feel the pulsing in my veins 

I only feel the stares 

I wish I didn't care 


Failing to remember any day, any week, any month phasing out, falling down under blur 

Feels like it's implanted in my head so to speak pacing round and round in circles while I'm eaten by the birds 


Buried off the backroads 

Overexposed 

What's the color of my hex code? 

What's the color of my hex code? 


I wish I was a frog 

I don't wanna care about you 


I'd rather be a fairy than an alien 

Winged like an avian, glowing like a gradient 

Ditch another alias and find a new ingredient 

Lilith full of lithium and seroquel just let her in 

And it works like clockwork 

Sew together patchwork 

Pulling teeth from the sleepers 

I promise it could always get worse 

Can you tell me when it's over? 

Can you tell me when it's over?

Frogs (feat. Murrumur)

MAPLE(@careinq) - fr<3nd / strt

https://twitter.com/surgeon18012021

maple f*cking rulez

maple - fr<3nd / strt

chasing c*rs x on m*lancholy hill

this is a song about when a beloved online friend dies but u have no way of ever finding out what happened to them. & finding acceptance in the fact that u will never know the truth, or be able to say goodbye. it was a hard song to write & sing but i hope maybe it can help someone who has felt this same uncanny feeling. i love you my guardian angel saint & miss u forever <3. #9

Lyrics;
i dont want a single thing the
way i wanna say goodbye
its been years & years since the last time
i saw ur screen name come online

its really hard like how can i even talk about i
u kno id rather just push it down & swallow it
L Lawliet, tryna figure out just what happened
i think ur the moon now 
& that makes me so happy

its not that bad
ill do a spin
ill sing the songs that i know
u always wanted to sing
i cant break down
i gotta keep doin my thing
cus my thing was our thing
& our thing was everything like

u loved me when i was desperate
u loved me when i was at my most pathetic
in 2019 u sent me a letter
the ink has faded, but its still my most prized possession

yea its rly lonely but ill get over it i guess

i wish i knew
what happened to u
but sometimes ignorance is bliss & maybe
ignorance was ur gift to me
a heart unanswered splits in two
but u help me pick up the pieces
& shape them into something decent

heaven is forever 
heaven is forever
heading to the center
repeat exit enter
heaven is forever
heaven is forever
dying for a bender
repeating together

~

i dont want a single thing
i dont want anything at all
i dont want your money
i dont want your drugs 
i dont want your clothes
maybe i dont even wanna know.

you embody the 9
you embody the 9
you showed me the 9
you showed me how to be 9
you showed me the 9
yeah you showed me the 9
now im always gonna be on time
im always gonna be on time

LuLLabye number 9

Like You

100% version coming soon on upcoming album "Dead Days Remain".

HEARTBREAKCORE ☆WWWIP☆

sorry im a shit daughter

Anything to Gain/Nothing to Lose - 4:14
prod. Blacklight
lyrics/vox. PK Shellboy
mix/master. PK Shellboy

[Verse 1]
Questioning, I'm jeopardized
Had to ask the devil why
Bring me down from heaven's sky
This might be a blessing in disguise
I intensify
Making my repression die
Don't care if I'm dead, alive
Rebound my depression to a high
Let me emphasize
I've been feeling petrified
Everything that's said tonight
I'll probably regret and reconcile
I'm desensitized
Every day just getting by
I can't even recognize
Maybe armageddon's nigh 

[Chorus]
This might be the hardest
Thing for me to harness
I gotta be honest
I don't have anything to gain
Anything to gain
I don’t have anyone to turn to
I never deserved you
Don't wanna concern you
I don't have anything to gain
Anything to gain
Yeah I know that
This might be the hardest
Thing for me to harness
I gotta be honest
I don't have anything to gain
Anything to gain
I don’t have anyone to turn to
I never deserved you
Don't wanna concern you
I don't have anything to gain
Anything to gain 

[Verse 2]
We're not destined to be what we wanted to be
Maybe we're doomed to be common, not free
Stop me from bending and taking a knee
Don't go with my plea bring the ending to me
Remember the times when we wanted to die
The times where our plans failed and things went awry
The months after August and weeks in July
No I wouldn't lie should I say goodbye 

[Verse 3]
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
Yeah I got the whole crew but I'm still feeling blue
I got red in my eyes, I got green in my food, but the world's staying grey in my view what to do
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
Mother says it's been years since I've sat in a pew
Yeah it's true but just being in church made me puke
What's the point of a god if he's not sending clues
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
Never calling a truce I keep paying my dues
No I don't give a fuck if my shit's misconstrued
Don't care 'bout your insults and verbal abuse
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
I'm not keeping my cool got no time for you fools
Might come off as crude or just blowing my fuse
But you fucks can't accuse me of not being true
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
Do this shit for myself in my head got the proof
Perhaps satisfaction will always elude me 
But so help me god I'll still see this shit through
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
In my head I got trouble I'm hearing it brew
Soul leaving my body the void still consumes
Me and fuck I don't know if I'm right to assume
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
I'm not kicking the chair I'm not getting the noose
Got more shit to do I've got more shit to do
Got people who need me I can't meet my doom
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
Save the liquor and booze and my knees that were bruised
Don't wanna be yet one more dead on the news
’Cause those deaths come in twos, even more it's the truth
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
Save the liquor and booze and my knees that were bruised
Don't wanna be yet one more dead on the news
‘Cause those deaths come in twos, even more it's the truth

Aethernet

Anything to Gain/Nothing to Lose

you'll know +princess

she/her
1/3rd of https://soundcloud.com/drixxolords
https://soundcloud.com/dsa-sfsafds https://soundcloud.com/meggothrasher

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