Featuring https://soundcloud.com/murrumur
Beat By https://soundcloud.com/maknaeslayer


~☆~Lyrics~★~


(Rat Jesu)

Aw shit 

Saw it 

Think I'm getting nauseous 


Cautious  

Watch this 

Delete Everything off it 


Jpeg 

You're dead 

Poison yeah its blood-red 


Light head 

I dread 

Body like it's full of led 


Adderall 

end it all 

Slit my throat and set me free 


Estradiol 

Will it stall 

The poison that's been killing me 


Missing Link 

I just think  

It's better not to ask 


If this could make me normal 

Could I ever be normal 


Always something to remind you what you look like 

Sheer the skin here's hoping that you'll look right 


Cause it all gets frozen in a jpeg 

Bit off and you'll want a bullet in your head 


Try to down a few pills to forget it 

Take it long enough and maybe you'll transmit 


Can't change the past or your blood 

No arc to save you from the flood

(Murrumur)

Tried so hard to dry the rain from my skin 

Stuck in the dark, couldn't soar when I was flightless 

Do my best to kill the signs I had a twin 

Can't restrain all the time I was deprived with 

Can't scream with the body full of poison 

The lock's jammed and the door won't open 

The molly didn't work so I'd never be rollin 

Now I'm like a cat the way I'm living in the moment 

Half dead angels, slits in wings 

Thrown up to the wires, wrapped around by my shoestrings 

All I want is bliss with the way I sing 

Spiritual unwrapping of my threads like I'm stone free 

Physical form without the name they know 

Midwest woods, get my flesh torn by a wendigo 

Faceless corpse just like Jane Doe 

I'm just putting on an act and I feel like a puppet show 

(Rat Jesu)

Aw shit 

Saw it 

Think I'm getting nauseous 


Cautious  

Watch this 

Delete Everything off it 


Jpeg 

You're dead 

Poison yeah its blood-red 


Light head 

I dread 

Body like it's full of led 


Adderall 

end it all 

Slit my throat and set me free 


Estradiol 

Will it stall 

The poison that's been killing me 


Missing Link 

I just think  

It's better not to ask 


If this could make me normal 

Could I ever be normal 


All of a sudden  

I don't feel so good 

I thought you understood 

But I fucking doubt it 

But the way your acting 


It's interacting in my gut 

All these meds I fucking took 

This might be the big one 

Am I finally done, Here 


Might have one or two more years

Poison.jpg (feat. Murrumur)

paramore - pressure (thug widow remix)

Official Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kzuucAG0brg

~☆~Lyrics~★~


I'm getting tired of this shit 

You can all suck a dick 

Put a gun up to my forehead pull the trigger hear the click 


Of a keyboard and mouse 

Never leave this fucking house  

Spending hours in the darkness cause I can't look at myself 


So I'm Silent staring at screen 

Praying God from the machine 

Could Reach inside and cut my strings 

Free what's trapped inside Dream 


Ones and Zeros Flashing lights 

Could simulate a better life 

A place where I can be alive 

Don't need a body now cause I 


see a little silhouette of a girl 

She tells me how to disappear into another world


What you see  

Is it me 


Am I more real on a screen 


Im betrayed 

A body weighs 

me down 


When I drown 


Never found 


Wires wrapped around my brain are  

Killing me but ease the pain  

Dead is better than insane  

Cause then I won't feel anything 


Buried deep 

The Wired reap 

-er sings 


No hope of exiting 


What you see  

Isn't me 


Trapped by a body and a screen 


Im betrayed 

Either way 

I drown 


Never found 


Not a sound

Emo Girl Ex Machina

https://linktr.ee/cloverhunny
^spotify, socials, and other platforms.

guitar &  drums by @omo-mori
bass, vox, & prod by @201hz

[lyrics]

i wish i hadn't
i wish i hadn't fallen for you
i lost my balance
forgot my habits, fallen for you

sinking into gravity
holding out for calamity
fleeting felt so fickle
rolling tides with loaded pistols

see me dreaming
hold tight
nightmares forming
take flight

trust was enough
when we learned to love
but lust fucked it up
and left us in the dust

time healing these feelings
that drained up all your blood
and spit you out, myself has left
i dread the rest

i'm having trouble discerning the warnings
you've given before me
do you hate me or adore me

i've lost my friends again
i've lost my past again
i'll never see the end

i've lost my friends
i'll never see the end
i've lost my friends
i've lost my

end credits

6. Reprieve
prod. maknaeslayer
lyrics+vox+mix. PK Shellboy

Everything's about this all the time
Can't even see the point if all these problems aren't mine
There's nothing left between us that connects us, not a thread
I should’ve stopped this when it was a glimmer in my head 
A glimmer in my head
Everything's about this all the time
Can't even see the point if all these problems aren't mine
There's nothing left between us that connects us, not a thread
I should’ve stopped this when it was a glimmer in my head 
A glimmer in my head

Nothing was the same since you reached out and called my name
I see the threads they intertwine why can't I even call you mine I wonder
(Can't start it, can't stop it)
[I need a moment, need to breathe
I ask for help but nobody around me wants to see
I stall another second ‘til my heart begins to pound
I open up my mouth but nothing seems to make a sound
I'm screaming]

I saw a glimmer in the void
I think I heard it making noise
I feel a shimmer in the sky
I don’t know why I even try
I taste some salt inside my wounds
I sense a presence always looms
I smell a fragrance in the air
I don’t think anybody cares
I don’t think anybody sees
I hear the weakness in my knees
I feel my brittle little bones
Crumble to pieces all alone
Droplets of water on my tongue
My breathing stops I sense my lungs
The smell of blood begins to spread
I'm shutting down I need you 

I wait for what I'm looking for it never seems to arrive
Just because I eat and breathe doesn’t mean that I'm alive
Give me anything to make me feel
I need some reprieve
I need some reprieve
Another life spent in this doldrum hell is all I deserve
Liquid flowing through my veins forever numbing my nerves
Give me anything to make me feel
I need some reprieve
I need some reprieve
I need some reprieve from all the systemized monotony
I need some reprieve from all the nothing thats surrounding me
I need some reprieve
All I need is reprieve
I need some reprieve from all the futures in my vision
I need some reprieve from all the badly made decisions
I need some reprieve
All I need is reprieve

Reprieve

u cant ever leave

bella

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ggZPs_rQu4

Originally Titled "#FinalChapter @ FriendChannel"

All Track IDs In Description

twitter.com/anglwntr

Performed Live: June 9th, 2023

Tracklist:

Angelwinter - Final Chapter
Korn - Daddy
Omerta - ANTIAMOROUS (ft. JOHNNASCUS)
Finch - Letters To You
Failure - Stuck To You
Quannnic - Life Intimates Life
Creed - Higher 
Fuel - Shimmer 
Empire! Empire! (I Was a Lonely Estate) - Archival Footage
Angelwinter - Reflection
Apistat Commander x Have a Nice Life - Bloodhail
Drake - Madonna
Thaiboy Digital - Nosebleed (ft. Ecco2k)
Coheed and Cambria - Blood Red Summer
Camping In Alaska - there's no "brian" in team
JPEGMAFIA - Once They Build A Starbucks It's Ova
Hi-C - ViewtifulJoe
Carissa's Wierd - Brooke Daniels' Tiny Broken Fingers

Angelwinter #FinalChapter @ FriendChannel

iluvurgirl

Focus Group

Training Electronic Configurations

vocals - sasha matsuryev

prod by sasha matsuryev & eternalwinter14

angels watch from the sidelines

she/her
1/3rd of https://soundcloud.com/drixxolords
https://soundcloud.com/dsa-sfsafds https://soundcloud.com/meggothrasher

Poison.jpg (feat. Murrumur)

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