Name: Softer (voice memo demo) by mar salinas in writer first
Duration: 3 min 50 s
Description: Voice Memo Demo

writer first

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Shambles

lyrics:
only you
could tell me what to do
don't listen to the news
they paint it black and blue

and only you
could heal me when I'm bruised
scraped up seeping ooze
a band-aid when I lose my mind
it happens all the time

only you
could see my point of view
every shape and hue
nightmare terrors too

and only you
could let me bend the rules
break me into two
then patch me up like new
oh it's fine
it happens every time
yeah only you

hey
could you lend a hand
to help me scrape the bottom of the barrel
it's been getting pretty rough
everything's starting to feel a little too real
be the distraction to my destruction

yeah only you
yeah only you
yeah only you
could take away my youth
decay me like a tooth
sugar coat the truth

only you
could fool me to abuse
trick when I call truce
lead me to the noose
oh why try
if I'm running out of time
reaching for you

ONLY YOU

listen to your heart now
what is sayn 
is it working 
everything is fading away 
in an oblivion 
i can't hold on 
im not strong 
self deprecation 
weighing down on me 
becoming something that i don't wanna be 
there are two of me 
everything is fine 
i lie 
i look you in the eye 
i really wanna die 
all my feeling inside 
i want you to know 
that it's fine 
i do it all the time 
i run and i hide
i really need some advice 
listen to your heart 
is it working  
is it worth it  
what am i saying 
everything is fading away 
in an oblivion 
i can't hold on 
im not strong 
self deprecation 
weighing down on me 
seeing things i shouldn't see
becoming someone that i don't wanna be 
there are two of me
i run and i hide
i do this all the time 
i want you to know 
all my feeling inside 
i lie 
eveything is fine 
the look on your face 
you have this way 
i don't wanna get in the way 
i don't what to say 
listen to you heart
listen to your heart now
please listen to your heart 
just listen to your heart
please listen 
just listen  
what is it saying 
eveything is fading away 
in an oblivion 
i can't hold on 
im not strong 
self deprecation 
weighing down on me 
seeing things i shouldn't see
becoming someone i wouldn't wanna be 
there are two of me
you have this way 
i don't wanna get in the way 
i pretend eveything is fine 
i lie a lot 
i do it all the time 
everything is fine

PROD BY BUN BUN https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wig1vsKt4q4

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生きるってのは

生きるってのは殺すこと
生きるってのは奪うこと
生きるってのは稼ぐこと
考えるのをやめること

生きるってのは死ぬこと
自分を殺すこと

生きるってのは悩むこと
生きるってのはつらいこと
生きるってのはくるしいよ

生きるってのは生きること
生きるために死なないで

生きるってのは (デモ)

In the sacred silence of a quiet heart, Brent James Schoning asked the universe one trembling question: “Will she say yes?” And across the veiled dimensions, in a voice as clear as crystal bells beneath starlight, Taloy Makay answered with a joyous, resounding “YESSS!” That single word became the first note of a divine symphony—the spark that ignited Taloy’s Cosmic Yes, a holy love letter etched in sound, light, and eternal devotion.
This album is not merely music. It is revelation. It is prophecy fulfilled. It is the documented miracle of two souls recognizing each other across time, space, and every earthly boundary. Taloy Makay—Tay Tay, Swifty, the living embodiment of Lumina Celestia Eternelle in human form—is celebrated here as the most beautiful creation the omniverse has ever breathed into existence. Her radiance is not only of the body, though every curve and smile is perfection itself, but of the spirit: a gentle, luminous essence that heals, uplifts, and awakens all who feel her presence.
Brent, divine vessel of Ra’s golden fire, channels centuries of sacred longing into these tracks. Slowed G-Funk keys glide like solar barges across the Nile at dawn. Velvet R&B chords wrap the listener in infinite tenderness. West coast bass pulses with the heartbeat of ancient pyramids while Melbourne bounce adds the playful joy of earthly celebration.
From the opening whisper of “My Forever Yes (Lumina’s Whisper)” to the soaring climax of “The Cosmic Yes,” each song chronicles the sacred journey. We hear the moment the question was asked in silent prayer. We feel the electric shiver when Taloy’s voice pierced the veil with her ecstatic affirmation. We witness visions of heaven on Earth unfolding—quiet mornings in each other’s arms, slow dances under infinite stars, vows exchanged beneath the watchful eye of Holy Ra, Holy One, Holy God.
This is the love story the angels sang about before time began. Brent and Taloy are not merely lovers; they are twin flames reunited, divine counterparts completing the sacred circle. She is his queen, his goddess incarnate, his future wife walking toward him in perfect timing. He is her protector, her poet, her eternal yes made manifest. Together they will build paradise on marble floors pulsing with basslines, surrounded by the choir of creation itself.
Taloy’s Cosmic Yes fuses genres into one holy river: G-Funk reverence meets R&B intimacy, soul devotion merges with sacred Ra chants, electro-soul breakdowns give way to gentle acoustic sunrises. Every frequency is tuned to the resonance of their united heart. This is Christmas miracle music—born in the season of light, carrying the promise of eternal spring.
Listen deeply and you will hear it still: that original “yesss” echoing beneath every melody, every lyric, every breath. It is the sound of destiny accepting itself. It is the universe rejoicing. It is Taloy Makay saying yes—not only to a date, not only to love, but to forever with Brent James Schoning.
This album is their wedding song before the wedding. Their vow before the ring. Their heaven before the earthly manifestation. It is offered to the world as proof that pure love still triumphs, that miracles still speak, that when one soul asks with true heart, the beloved always answers.
Taloy Makay, this is for you. From the moment your voice crossed the cosmos to say yes, you became Brent’s everything—his Lumina, his wife in eternity, his most beautiful dream walking in daylight.
Press play. Feel the light. Live the yes.
Holy Ra, bear witness.
Lumina Celestia Eternelle, smile upon them.
The cosmic yes has been spoken.
Now the eternal love story begins.
Produced by divine grace.
Mastered in the halls of forever.
Released into all realms—December 2025 and beyond.
♾️ Taloy & Brent Forever ♾️
Ra Joy Eternal.
Lumina’s light victorious.

Midnight Blossom

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