C0LD W4LK1N C0RP3

i’m spinning spinning so fast baby break my heart 
why don’t u meet me by the bathroom 
u can kill me when u want 
i just rly wanna know 
i just wanna rlly know 
if you’ll fuck me up if i give u all my love 
break my bones put me into tiny pieces 
slit my throat and make me quiet 
ask me if i’m fine baby i’m just crying 
i don’t feel good yeah i wanna throw up 

i like self destruction and self harm 
it’s the way i fucking cope 
so i gotta cheat the rope 
she slit her cute throat 
i just wanna know 
if u rly loved me 
then why’d you have to go 
omg it stopped being fun 
whyd you stare at me
i guess u should’ve run 
times out 
baby don’t u pout 
ur so pretty when ur dead 
i’ll lay ur corpse in my bed 

jesus fucking christ i have so much hate in my heart 
wish it would go away 
i didn’t want it from the start
i cant sleep 
i wish u were here 
it’s my fault 
that i fucked up 
i lost something that meant so much 
do u know what it’s like to live so numb 
wishing 4 death that shits so dumb 
i’d rather slit my wrists then fucking move on 


i didn’t learn my lesson 
everyday i wanna give up 
i hate looking at my phone 
i wanna hurt my self and upload that 
livestream my suicide bitch it’s cute 
i get closer and closer and nobody knows 
feeling like a psycho the way that it goes 
i’ll be gone soon i hope u know

livestream

livestream (kaneda7)

people are turning into zombies wtf is happening
(prod. by ilybeam)<3

cannibal luvr<3 [ilybeam]

prod ilybeam

@xannndera
@p6inkillr
@ilybeam

@xanndnera
i dont care if u hate me
i might go insane off the drugs that ive been lacing
feels better when im not w u like can u change me
like please dont call my cell all the way i feel so basic

I DONT KNOW IF ITS LIE IF ITS TRUE
I SPENT MORE TIME WITH BLUE THEN U LIKE ITS A DOOM
ANOTHER HOPELESS DAY I FEEL JUST LIKE A ZOMBIE
TELL ME IF THAT OKAY I WANT U TO FUCKING CUT ME

@p6inkillr
binging drugs all night when we fucking fight
i cant stand it anymore, none of ur fucking lies
yeah u left me in a trance, so hypnotized
fell in love at first sight when i looked into ur eyes
feel just like a xanax made my heart slow
i dont even know whats going right inside my nose tho
only care bout getting high i might just have a heart attack
drop right on the floor and theres no way ima make it back

@xannndera
ill be goin far away
js to dont feel too much pain
yes she used me i dont even care
cuz i might have killed myself
i js wish to fall apart n i wish to see ur face again
never wanted much, i know u prolly dont feel the same
i js couldnt get it why u always had to lie
i know u prolly hate me n i feel that i shld end my life

ur acting like u dont know me
ur love is just like morphine
girl why ur so addictive
i need just some endorphins
u cover it with glitter
its diacetylmorphine
these scrathes on ur back
ye ill pop another molly

i dont care if u hate me
i might go insane off the drugs that ive been lacing
feels better when im not w u like can u change me
like please dont call my cell all the way i feel so basic

I DONT KNOW IF ITS LIE IF ITS TRUE
I SPENT MORE TIME WITH BLUE THEN U LIKE ITS A DOOM
ANOTHER HOPELESS DAY I FEEL JUST LIKE A ZOMBIE
TELL ME IF THAT OKAY I WANT U TO FUCKING CUT ME

diacetylmorphine w/ p6inkillr (ilybeam)

lyrics:

v4mpirz:
oh taste, got pills on tongue
I hope the pain will go away
im medicated everyday
the world is spin around me
oh waste, no im not needed
yeh, you tell me it like everyday
I just wanna see through your eyes
so I could excuse all your lies
oh, medicate medicate
like voices all inside my brain
yeh, you're gonna miss me
when I'm gone, gone, gone
oh taste, I just want a taste
fcked up head like everyday
oh, overdose watch me
yeh, I can't see a thing

g0re4ngel:
in the back of the club off the molly
she a scene slut ya she like to party
if i ever hurt you baby then i’m sorry
but ik that u in luv so come and top me
ik you see me 
i been taking xan after xan i’m getting sleepy
pop another tab ya crazy shit i’m seeing
suicidal thoughts baby only u can free me

stereo taste ft. g0re4ngel (Last reason)

self prod
mastered by @cindyk4te

see me in my studded belts
in the fkin club
u like when i dance
u wanna take sum drugs?
i got what u want
bby pick ur poison
dont hit me w narcan
bby ur annoying 2x
pls fkin talk to me
hmu for drugs
got ketamine
and sum pcp

ohhh
bby im disgusting
ohh
bby im not bluffing
ohhhhh
bby u shud leave me
oohhh
bby my hearts bleeding
ohhhh
i want u to hurt me :p
ohhh
my hearts fkin bleeding

see me in my studded belts
in the fkin club
u like it when i dance
u wanna take sum drugs?
i got what u want
bby pick ur poison
dont hit me w narcan
bby ur annoying 2x
pls fkin talk to me
hmu for drugs
got ketamine
and sum pcp

bby i might take my fkin life
bby i can be ur sacrifice
ohhh
bby im disgusting
ohh
im not fkin bluffing
ohh
im just fkin gross
ohhh
bby im disgusting
bby im disgusting
bby u shud leave me
i wud leave me

*random mumbling*

disgusting

prod by me
mastered by @niqbo
featuring @hateoryx + @bandiicam

lyrics:
@disoc8
i hope i look hot when i kms online
o my gawd i feel so horrid and so nauseous all the time
when i see u in my dreams every night im horrified..
omg i'll be so famous from my viral suicide x2

@hateoryx
Tell me I look hot when I'm stepping outside
Got a knife in my left pocket, bands in my right
Remember as a kid used to wanna kill myself online
But now I just keep going up I'll never stop the grind 
(I'll never stop the grind)
All these bakas think they know me
I don't rlly think they know a thing
Haters posted in the comments but they keep on listening
Diamonds shining, yeah these diamonds glistening
Smoking on a fat ass joint while I b fkn on my bitch
Everything you doing, that some shit I alrdy did
I dont wanna talk to you or work with you like any bit
When I walk into the party yeah they know that I'm the shit
When I walk into the party yeah they know that I'm the shit

@bandiicam
Suicide Baby
Is it do or die?
You and I, girl, I'm missing you and I - I - I.

Now I've had enough,
And I've had a couple drinks, now I've fell in love.
Am I what you want? Am I really what you need?
I've been out of touch, come put me on my feet.

Am I the one? Am I the one you need?
Tell me what you want, and tell me everything.

We can do it all again,
I don't ever wanna end.
We can do it all again,
We can do it all again.

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
some aspects of the song may be hyperbolic.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

kms online w/ oryx + bandiicam

:33

i cant find good vein, so im shooting up inside my leg (my brain ...)
fenty took me out, man it wouldve been the best feeling 
im restless for restt 
you should see (you should seee) the state of my wrists ////

@restless4rest 
close the door
throw away key
there is nothing more you can take away from me
please take me back
i wanna see you
eyes wide open i wanna feel you
your touch your lust
your pale white skin
on top of me

there is nothing more you can take away from me

TWEAKING ON  THE BEAT BY 9ARADOX FT. COVEN 
PRODUCED BY 9ARADOX & COVEN

TWEAKING ON THE BEAT

TWEAKING ON THE BEAT + COVEN

self prod

said u wnt
all my luv
im so sad
cuz i got nun
wna giv u it all
i dnt wna fall

wna giv u it all
wna giv u it all
wna giv u it all again
wna giv u it all
wna giv u it all

blow mmy brainz on the fkin wall
voodooveins 
i been cating fkin voodoo spells

wna feel happy
i got sum for u
bby i do magic

magic
magic


woah woah woah

magic magic

woah woah

love love love love

spells

https://open.spotify.com/album/222rK0spRGY6e39gJmF1na?si=qX4x4rFmQjaDHOL7c_GfjA

self prod


said she wnt on me
imma fk her til she screams
she said do u like it rough?
i beat my head til i bleed
i wud try anything

crystal 
k 
or ketamine

wnna get fked up
can u fry my fkin brain

ooooo
oooo
ooooo
turn the fk up

said she wnt on me 2x
imma fk her til she screams
oh my god im a feind
said she wnt on me
imma fk her til she screams
do u like it rough?
i beat my head til i bleed

oooo
do ur fkin worst 
ooo do ur fkin worst

she went up nd down
nd rode me like a pony
im to fked up
shots of bacardi
said she wnna fk
cuz she fkin on me
nd im high off my ass
trippin off sum dmt

i know that u wnna b with me
but im fked up
bby just give me time
i will get myself in line
imma get myself out of here
idk wuts real
imma take another fkin pill 
i dnt wnna go

self prod
said she wnt on me
imma fk her til she screams
she said do u like it rough?
i beat my head til i bleed
i wud try anything

crystal 
k 
or ketamine

wnna get fked up
can u fry my fkin brain

ooooo
oooo
ooooo
turn the fk up

said she wnt on me 2x
imma fk her til she screams
oh my god im a feind
said she wnt on me
imma fk her til she screams
do u like it rough?
i beat my head til i bleed

oooo
do ur fkin worst 
ooo do ur fkin worst

anything

cant have what i want dont get what i need 
prod. me 
feat. @w6lker
mastered by me 

@misalivee
cuz ur the one i want u can cut me up

like yeah i watch i watch you from your window
you can cut me up for you're one i want
for you baby i would cut
haunt me like a ghost with your eyes closed
wrapped around my soul baby keep close

and baby im a mess but youre the one i want
you can take my heart take me any time you want
like baby hit me up cuz youre the one i want
pretty little ghost take my soul any time u want

@w6lker
i must atone, i cannot live, and i deserve to die
i let them put syringes in my skin, and tear out both my eyes
hate to admit that i was sick, i guess it's no surprise
become a martyr for my god, and give away my life

give what i owe, but they do not forgive
it's hard for me to move with these nails in my wrist
flail your arms at the sky, but there's no one above
trust i've tried it before, i have given my blood

i can't feel my heart, but it's beating, i think it is
so very somber, i try not to think of it
hunted as rabbits, he wastes us, and wears our skin
all things consumed, animals, that's the way it is

want what i cant have ++hauntingclaire

DISAPPEAR, GO MIA

prod. junoes

@asteria
@j896

asteria - MIA (prod. junoes) [archive5077 exclusive]

lyrics:

oh, baby take my hand, let's js dance thru the night
u got a face i cant ignore, yeh, u look so fineee
got kandi on ur wrists, see it glowing in the light
yeh, dancing with u all night, it feels so right
yeh, grab me by my waist, yea lets dance until the day
oh, ik ur super toxic, but my heart u can take
i'll take my blade and cut up ur face
gnna kill u bby, so u better haunt me everydayyy

oh, dancing all night with you
yeh, in the club lights
bby, i js wanna be with you
yeh, my whole life
vamp princess, yeh u see her dancin in the moonlight
and she got her bats, yeh, takin ur soul tonight

(wanna stay with you, bby dont go away
js stay by my side and ill make sure to keep u safeee)
wanna stay with you, bby dont go away
js stay by my side and ill make sure to keep u safeee
oh, dancin with you all night 
in the club light 
bby, i only see u
yeh, i think we're soul tied
oh, dancing all night with you
yeh, in the club lights
bby, i js wanna be with you
yeh, my whole life
oh, dancing all night with you
yeh, in the club lights
bby, i js wanna be with you
yeh, my whole life

C0LD W4LK1N C0RP3

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