So sad and at the same time so uplifting, nice work.

tight snare, youre now one of my faves next to lost years

@dark-father-radio-dark-tunnel: thanks, I appreciate that

ich dreh dich um und halt mich fest
so fest wie du mich halten laesst
ich moechte nicht dass du jetzt so einfach gehst
dann bist du weg und ich allein
hier drin kann ich jetzt auch nicht sein
ich muss hier raus, mal etwas atmen gehn
die angst nicht mehr geliebt zu werden
wird meine einsamkeit ernaehren
nicht gerade was ich brauch
und durch die stille die mich umgiebt
am ende nur trauer siegt
ja das weiss ich auch

das kann natuerlich nicht so bleiben
deshalb muss ich staerke zeigen
und bitte jetzt den naechsten rein

meine hoelle wird die eure
ich weiss schon dass ich's nicht bereue
das feuer mit euch zu teilen

ich lass euch darin nicht verbrennen
ihr braucht auch gar nicht wegzurennen
wir koenn uns gemeinsam dran erfreuen

eure schmerzen sind mein segen
wie ein pflaster wunden pflegen
und mich langsam wieder heilen

wie ein kreis des lebens dann
ist der naechste suender dran
der mir hier seine seele schenkt

den ich in den tod liebe
flammen toeten seine triebe
der bisher sein leben lenkt

die ultimative rache
ueber unschuld's leben wache
ist der fluch der an mir haengt

es die pflicht des teufels
dafuer zu sorgen dass sie leiden
damit wir das boese aus ihren dreckseelen treiben

hier bei mir erfahren sie
die schmerzen die ja sonst nur sie
den andern menschen angetan

ein letztes mal halt ich mich fest
bis dich das leben ganz verlaesst
und dann fangen wir von vorne an

fluch

Fluch

Disquiet Junto Project 0484: A Movable Heart. The Assignment: Transplant the sounds of Chris Kallmyer’s wind chimes to a new location.

I liked the assignment, because I just did a full album with only wind chimes in different compoundings. I transferred the recording (thanks to Chris!) to a portable speaker and took a stroll of around 5000 steps to a place in Munich, from which I hoped it could give some meditative ambience plus some natural reverb. Both wrong. Arriving at the underpass (Munich, Giesinger Berg), I already noticed that a place sounds different in the imagination than when you are at it (and whenever I crossed this underpass, I thought about recording something there). The bottom line is that there was more generic urban noises then expected and the natural reverb was quite unnatural, compared to VSTs ;-). Anyway, the recording used a Zoom H4n and I think it gives a pretty good impression of Chris' wind chimes in this place. The playback started not at the beginning, I don't know why, therefore the recording either, but it's a full loop.

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More on this 484th weekly Disquiet Junto project — A Movable Heart (The Assignment: Transplant the sounds of Chris Kallmyer’s wind chimes to a new location) — at: https://disquiet.com/0484/

More on Chris Kallmyer at: chriskallmyer.com.

Major thanks to Alex Hawthorn for support: alexhawthorn.com

More on the Disquiet Junto at: https://disquiet.com/junto/

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Project discussion takes place on llllllll.co: https://llllllll.co/t/disquiet-junto-project-0484-a-movable-heart/

Two Hearts At Giesing Underpass Munich [disquiet0484]

beyond the curtain
a quiet depth –
northern plum blossoms

haiku by Shiba Sonome https://wkdhaikutopics.blogspot.com/2007/03/shiba-sonome.html

picture by Cecile Hournau https://unsplash.com/@cecile_hournau

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halF curtaiN [naviarhaiku381]

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An Ending

Cover (medley) from a short part of the great rock opera Tommy by The Who

Story
British Army Captain Walker goes missing during an expedition and is believed dead ("Overture"). His widow, Mrs. Walker, gives birth to their son, Tommy ("It's a Boy"). Years later, Captain Walker returns home and discovers that his wife has found a new lover. The Captain murders this man in an altercation as Tommy watches. Tommy's mother convinces him that he did not see or hear the incident and must never tell anyone about it; as a result, he becomes deaf, dumb, and blind to the outside world ("1921"). Tommy now relies on his sense of touch and imagination, developing a fascinating inner psyche ("Amazing Journey/Sparks").[2]

A quack claims his wife can cure Tommy ("The Hawker"), while Tommy's parents are increasingly frustrated that he will never find religion in the midst of his isolation ("Christmas"). They begin to neglect him, leaving him to be tortured by his sadistic "Cousin Kevin" and molested by his uncle Ernie ("Fiddle About"). The Hawker's drug addicted wife, "The Acid Queen", gives Tommy a dose of LSD, causing a hallucinogenic experience that is expressed musically ("Underture").[2]

As Tommy grows older, he discovers that he can feel vibrations sufficiently well to become an expert pinball player ("Pinball Wizard"). His parents take him to a respected doctor ("There's a Doctor"), who determines that the boy's disabilities are psychosomatic rather than physical. Tommy is told by the Doctor to "Go to the Mirror!", and his parents notice he can stare at his reflection. After seeing Tommy spend extended periods staring at a mirror in the house, his mother smashes it out of frustration ("Smash the Mirror"). This removes Tommy's mental block, and he recovers his senses ("I'm Free"), realising he can become a powerful leader ("Sensation"). He starts a religious movement , which generates fervor among its adherents ("Sally Simpson") and expands into a holiday camp ("Welcome" / "Tommy's Holiday Camp"). However, Tommy's followers ultimately reject his teachings and leave the camp ("We're Not Gonna Take It"). Tommy retreats inward again ("See Me, Feel Me") with his "continuing statement of wonder at that which encompasses him". https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tommy_(album)

Lessons

I'm Free / See Me, Feel Me / Listening To You (Tommy)

Midnight Climaxxx

I never heard the answer 
I’ve been looking to the stars above
I know there’s somethin’ out there
And it’s looking for you, love 
You never gave a damn, dear
And now they finally came for me
Will you please give me a hand here 
Cuz they’re looking at me angrily 

I hoped you could understand it 
But you just looked at me lost and sad
I know you could never plan sh*t
And it always made me mad
Lowered my expectations 
But I still can’t get through to you
So I honed my vocations
Tell me what else could I do

Take me home

I’m finally feeling myself again
I really think it’ll be ok
Wisdom gave me a second chance
Not romance 

As I turned a new chapter 
Always thought you’d be by my side
But after this whole disaster
I can swallow all my pride 
I can do this without you 
Never thought I would say those words
It’s not always about you 
You’re not the only one who’s hurt
And when I call out your bullsh*t
You can never accept the blame
Why do you want to push it
It’s like you like to play this game 
I get fed up with the b*tching 
I just want to be by myself 
I’m tired of always wishin’
I was with somebody else

Take me home

I’m finally feeling myself again
I really think it’ll be ok
Wisdom gave me a second chance
Not romance 

Take me home

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