Elixir-of-the-Mongoose

produced by and featuring @oakscreen
outro by @blackwinterwells

purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here
purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here when you're leaving

i wanna run away too
we're from the same cave
wanna hang out in graveyards
fake little ravestar
dance in the basement
everything changes and goes away

ur angry now and i get it
i get it
do u wish u had never met me
i'm just hoping u say goodbye

[leave me in the nether 
so i can finally be alone
choking on the weather 
never visit our gravestone
never had any ties here
disappear in my bed
keeping all of my friends close 
as i run away in my head

compartmentalize everything
every soul in your attic
they stole your happiness
and i promise i didn't have it
and i swear i did my best
and i never talk about you
but i write songs about this
and i feel fine without you]

purgatory

purgatory +oakscreen (oakscreen)

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

come pick me up i'll pay for gas
there's nowhere that i want to be
and you'll drive fast and i won't ask
to pick the music or the street
and we can talk about whatever and pretend that we won't tell
even pretending to ourselves

u think it's easy where it's darker 
and i like to feel my heart
speed up with my eyes shut
and feel we're doing something we should not
so for a time i spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
just trying to guess when we'll get caught

this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in five years
like i promise i won't through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

every time i feel alive it will feel just like this
i'll get the things u did 
forget the boy i kissed
by the hangar and you'll both be strangers to me

tonight it matters how i'm not a person who u want to see
cause i like to talk about the hospital and go when i don't need it
just to show the world i feel it
i only ever did it once
and it was selfish it was dumb
but i can't bring myself to

hate me for wanting a break
i'll still be here in five years
where i made every mistake
sixteen trying to disappear
for one week and a half
you know it's all an act
cause there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

hangar

hangar (blackwinterwells)

laura les - what do i know 20190208

@sshinju @dj-heroin

don’t get too involved 
cuz I don’t wanna hurt you anymore 
let me show you that I care for you 
I always did 
treat me like a ghost 
cuz that’s the only thing I am to you 
all I want is to be close to you
you know I do 

can you comprehend do you even understand? 
I can’t run cuz these feelings got me stuck 
what the fuck you know this all I’ve got
you showed me luv and now can’t get enough  
you know what I want why wont you give it 2me

ghost「shinju + djh」

produced, mixed and mastered by blackwinterwells
art photographed by phillip ly
thank you for everything, everyone

i/o +blackwinterwells

@psychofreebands

video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tT4eluiJe6U

no time 2 waste

no time 2 waste (video in description)

10,000 gecs

Dumbest Girl Alive

Ska.  Vocals and music generated by AI but I 100% write my own songs, handle all composition, production and post production for my music.  By around the end of October-November of this year(2025) I will be getting the equipment I need to record my own quality vocals and then voice clone them and have AI train my vocal clone.  If that is successful my plan is to voice swap my cloned vocals with the AI vocals on some or all of my tracks listed as 'Album Version'

Doubt Me Remastered(Ska Album Test)

i say i quit
but i can't help myself
from letting you down

ezra, scarlet house - sober cigarettes SLOWED

7th Grade feat. Pritty, prod. Dylan Brady

MUSIC VID https://youtu.be/aP5OXNtid3o

art by me. prod. blackwinterwells, intro and background vocals by blackwinterwells. soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells


lyrics:

fixated on you in my downtime
can we start new, yeah alright
"who got a blunt?", is my tagline
i'm out front, can you hear the bassline

hear the bassline, money got a plus sign
hello kitty on the pill, fuck space-time
twinkle park, gotta run up a incline
star circle, use the rings as a guideline

baby please come through, guess my star sign
tell me all your secrets off white wine
don't be scared shawty, trust it's alright
baby let's blow up, snatch the limelight

pull up at the pump, yeah my gas 93
take a little drugs and stay up with me
shawty drive me crazy, got me down on my knees
in my black kuromi bag i got my blunt and my keys

and the diamonds make me happy, call that crystal healing
stacking money like a pyramid, i'm crystal scheming
eboys chillin in my dm's, money in my e-wallet
spend a check i get it back, gwop is always recharging

MDMA (prod. blackwinterwells)

ig: kennedywestwood
PROD. KENNEDY WESTWOOD
*Live Guitars By Kennedy Westwood*

IPHONE FACTORY SUICIDE NETS

don't ask me what im gonna do tonight

STRAWBERRY BY ROY BLAIR

they wan me 2 be sad
ok ;)
sry u cnt bully me lil bro i look away
now my money come fast
o well
im take a pic n spend a check cuz life short

everyday tht goes by sumthin tellin me inside
move it on
but w my brothers on my side
feel like we got time 4 1 more song

they wana kno the clothes n the shoes and the streets tht im steppin
they wan bars n beats u wanna link bro forget it
get a job always talkin abt a mop theyll let u hold it
u kno its love find some friends tht u trust n then grow up <3
come fw us at the bank turnin upp meetin quotas
in the club it not safe but its fun they wana kno us
i aint done fuck a break its oaf1 ya u kno wassuppppp :PPPPP

Ms. Genius is out now
https://ravennagolden.lnk.to/MsGeniusSO

ravennagolden@gmail.com

7th Grade feat. Pritty, prod. Dylan Brady

Ravenna Golden

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