Clarity (So Alone)

produced by Y@! 
engineered by Regular Ryan

#LOWSET

wANTmE

produced by soundcloud.com/alexslander
recorded & mixed by soundcloud.com/danihax

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO @ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nHeYDGrJgTI
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hands numb, knees weak, feels like I can't fuckin breathe 
not hungry, probably should eat though, my stomach been weak 
ya'll know me, lyin around not awake or asleep 
just lonely, zoned on my phone til the shit go... 

fuck my head yo, tryna get blown, forget what I'm on 
but it's too fuckin difficult to get me up out of my zone 
roll out the crib and I light up a bone 
cause I'm tryna smoke all of my doja alone 
yeah, I know what I need - know what I want 
know how to get it and get all acquaintances gone 
CTA with a zone, headphones in but my eyes never close 
watchin the ebb and the flow 
watchin my back as I walk out the door 
watchin my back til I'm back in my home 
lockin it twice cause a character prone 
to carry the chrome and fuck with ya boi who be gettin his own 
they wanna jump cause I got what they don't 
a bitchboi crawl for my ounce 
smokin my product on he mama couch 
heard you the kinda prick who won't even eat yo girl out 
and me? I can't get enough of that skin stuff 
I don't give a fuck if it's dick or cunt 
just love to fuck, call it gay shit 
and some grown ass men be afraid of it like bitch 
used to be anxious if I wore some makeup some fake thugs might try to make shit 
but really they ain't shit, livin in ancient ideals of why the should hate me 
yuh, I do not blame em 
been rapping about suckin dick, and still I been fuckin with girls that you can't get 
livin untouchable like all this paint wet 

shoutout chicago, always see a muthafucka that I know 
RP to south shore, my name follow me where I go 
askin about my paper, askin about my music 
it's kind of amazing, I am in love with this life that I'm choosin 

homeless, frozen, shakin 
mayor emanuel sleepin amazin 
takin that money straight from education, the fuck is you thinkin? 
this is the city I'm livin in 365, not just a vacation spot 
hope you get shot and robbed, die at the hands of the people you fakin 
cause we can feel those changes, see that stress strain on the pavement 
got cracked pipes on crack pipes, and the temps keep fluctuatin 
stuck in the basement where the murder rate straight steady pacin 
round the block like the popo after coke rock and affiliation 
they tried to kill me for my paper 
I'm just tryna live where I'm safe bruh 
I'm just tryna live where I ain't stuck 
get high and make stuff, fight and then hate-fuck 
forget living off of my paystubs 
got what ya'll need so ya'll pay us 
got a new chain that yo crush absolutely loves tuggin up on when we f- 
do our thang, read a bad bitches body like a mood ring 
all my friends already dead like a group hang 
poppin one too many pills for the pain 
yeah I'm too different, two chains, been the plug like two fangs 
on top, toupee, bulimic, I move weight 
I rot like a bouquet and got group therapy goin the fuck up on a tuesday 

shoutout chicago, always see a muthafucka that I know 
RP to south shore, my name follow me where I go 
askin about my paper, askin about my music 
it's kind of amazing, I am in love with this life that I'm choosin

FVCKMYLIFE (prod. alexSlander)

say im ok when im not,
faint from the fears, i have lots,
stand in the rain, know im lost
wait and watch, while i rot

put me in the ground
i dont wanna breathe
demons never leave so watch me decompose
walking with my woes keeps me always feeling cold
trying to meet death cuz i think he took my soul

youre the ache in my teeth and the snow on my skin,
i cant seem to make up my mind about him,
dont say that im jealous act like its a win,
ill take on your guilt, im sinking my ship

say im ok when im not,
faint from the fears, i have lots,
stand in the rain, know im lost
wait and watch, while i rot

while i rot (prod. sadeiz)

download: https://we.tl/t-6ZpaEToKvx
produced by vegard

lyrics

before the sun rise i am already up and at em its the corpse with the plan
manual labor i got the world in my hands
they see me out in public hit me with an audible glance
two left blades do not invite me to dance
because i will cut the rug up and go rob your advance
yall so typical with your obvious rants me i stay unorthodox thats how i enhance
the life im living now wasnt possible then
still i picked my little dreams up took them and ran
small town too small for me to advance 
took that to the extreme i saw the limit and passed
now im on the dash running away from my past
from a place where nobody pitched in for the gas
no words of encouragement had to give them to myself
talking in the mirror like you will have to do it yourself
when i did cold shoulders got so frozen 
mister ten below drop them all in the ocean
changed my phone number so now they all holdin
i knew they would come around pussies always folding
asking how i did it hit them with the i dont know shit
everybody has their pre conceived notions
about the deadman before words are even spoken
hopeless dont involve me in your show biz bitch
who do it better im fed up i got the medicine
for those seeking asylum im bout to let ya in
dropped out at 15 what the fucks a letterman
do not ask me shit about graduation day
i just do the shit that you see when dreams flashing
at the international terminal checking bags in
long flight to moscow wake me when we land shit 
my lady my brother 14 hours and then we landing
spasibo to the real fans just know you got me this far
i short circuit press to talk just like a discord
im a flashdrive with a 100 billion tb never running out of shit
thats why they running for they life lights out for any competition though
yet to see one though within my peripheral hold on here we go
send em off cheerio good day chaps then i relax i am imperial
feet up just like a king should who the fuck else done as much as i done
lord bones do you ever take a break 
everyday vacation when you become the wave

TheManInTheRadiator 

Bones - BluntGutSonata

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/qwonchi & https://soundcloud.com/ryan-griego-647512605
Recorded & mixed by https://soundcloud.com/danihax
OFFICIAL VIDEO - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wdbHypg6u14

This song was written during the summer of 2018, a time when I was wilin out daily. Thank you to Quinn for making this beat happen <3

FVCKMYLIFE (prod. alexSlander)

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