Freddie Dredd x 1nonly Experimental Type Beat!
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BIZARRE!

Lyrics: 

(Verse 1):
You said I’m distant lately 
I think this shits been breaking me down
I know that you’ve been waiting for me to come back around 
And I don’t understand it (no)
I don’t really understand this shit at all 
And I don’t understand it (no)
I don’t really understand this shit at all 

(Verse 2):
Sometimes my mind keeps racing 
Feeling like I’m dead and I’ve lost my patience 
Hoping that I make it but I feel so vacant 
Never understand why my mind keeps blanking 
I don’t wanna feel, don’t wanna feel cause this shit gets deep, shit gets deep and you feel so stuck and you wish you woulda died and your mind feels fucked, yeah it feels so rough

L$D PANDA- LOOK AROUND [Prod. ENVIOUS̸] (UGLY MIX)

LYRICS: 

DON’T FORGET

Mane this world so damn cold 
But I think that you should know that you’ll be workin till your old 
Then you work you until die 
Now you’re turnin 45 
Damn years go by 
While ya sittin gettin high 
Now you’re questioning your life 
What the fuck is goin on and why am I so full of hate 
I feel so sick and feel so dead mane I just hope I suffocate 
Now this shit got me trippin thinkin bout the fuckin past
While I smoke away my feelings and I  drown inside a flask 


Mane I hope you don’t forget all shit I ever Said 
Never trust a mother fucker everybody wants you dead
Mane keep feigning for a reason to keep reaching for the bread 
Keep on grinding get in charge get them voices out yo head 
Get a life, and get up off ya motherfuckin ass 
Know that no one’s ever solid and that shit will never last 
Mane these never people cared and they never Fuckin will
So just keep ya fuckin distance and just keep it Fuckin real

LYRICS:

I NEVER FEEL FINE

I’ve been feeling like I might break as of recent 
Feeling like I’m done and I’m so sick breathing 
Wonder what the fuck is goin on in my mind 
I don’t really feel safe mane I never feel fine 

I don’t like to think about the shit goin on 
Got some things up in my head that’s why smoking out the bong 
So I take another rip and then chief another j 
Got some pains up in my chest that’s steady hurting everyday 
I can’t even cope with all this shit that’s in my brain 
I don’t really understand it but it always feels same 
So I guess that imma panic and i’ll smoke another roach
Got me feeling manic mane trippin seein ghost 

(x2)

I’ve been feeling like I might break as of recent 
Feeling like I’m done and I’m so sick breathing 
Wonder what the fuck is goin on in my mind 
I don’t really feel safe mane I never feel fine 

LYRICS: 

I’M NOT OKAY

I don’t really got the time to keep on playing these games
I’m feeling so drained and so damn lost, I can’t explain all this pain 
I look myself inside the eyes realize I’m not okay
But i never really was so I guess I’m dumb and it’s always been the same

Feeling like I got issues that’s why I’m all alone 
I hate myself and got no friends mane I’m always seen as a ghost 
And I got some voices in my head that say they can’t let me go 
Now I’m feeling so stuck inside my mind and hope that I can just change 
But I feel so wasted and faded my life is always this way 
And I got no reason for livin this shit is always insane 
So I guess I’ll sit back and smoke and hope that’s I’ll just die some day
And if I do then you should know I’m the only one to blame

(x2)
I don’t really got the time to keep on playing these games
I’m feeling so drained and so damn lost, I can’t explain all this pain 
I look myself inside the eyes realize I’m not okay
But i never really was so I guess I’m dumb and it’s always been the same

UGLY MIX VOL.1 [PROD. ENVIOUS̸] (FULL TAPE)

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON? (Ft. RO$ETTA) [Prod.ENVIOUS̸] (UGLY MIX)

[LYRICS]

tryna stand on my own two feet again
20 missed calls from so called friends 
they’re dragging you down to your coffin 
in the blink of an eye they start walking 
what about you? what are you gonna do? 
i said “i don’t know, it’s kinda hard to choose”
switched up like a lifeless game 
mixed up is how my life became 
street lights come fading by 
tears in your eyes as you start to cry
no one told you just how it goes
you figured out all on your own

everythingsgoingtobeokay

E4RTHBOUND (feat. 5Dollawatuh)

HOT TOPIC (PROD. RAINYMFDAY)

MA$KED UP MA$$ACRE x lucifer capone {prod by curtes}

TRACK LIST

-INTRO/B.U.D (LEANED OUT)
-B.U.D
-FEIGNING FOR A F*CKIN HIGH
-BLACKED OUT
-OUTRO


-B.U.D Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
I think I needa smoke so I’ll roll me up a j
Mane these bustas wanna talk but I know they asses lame 
So imma keep it pimpin while I’m trippin off the dro
Mane you know you gotta hustle or yo ass will have to cope
So I’m reaching for that thang bitch I grip that 44
Got no problem with going to go and smack up on hoe 
I got some issues bros, I got some issues with broads
I got some issues bitches that thinkin that they so hard 


-FEIGNING FOR A F*CKIN HIGH Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Mane I wake up and I go to work, I’m feigning for a fuckin high 
Now I’m pacin everywhere and feel like imma lose my mind 
Stock ya shit and do it quick or else ya ass will fall behind 
Never mind that shitty smell and all that shit that’s in yo head 
Take a mental picture and replay it when you go to bed 
End up feeling stuck and now I’m wishin I was fuckin dead 
Blacking out and smokin dro I think that I’ve been losing hope 
Feeling the pressure that’s roping my throat and I’m selling my soul so I can make some dough


(Verse 2)
Now I’m running around thinkin about how I can catch a break
Cause this is shit so damn stressful and I’m sick of feeling fake
Now These voices in my head and sayin I should grab the gauge 
So I load It and cock it and tell myself that I will be okay 
When my brains hit the wall and my bodies on display 
You would wish that you were there, now you’re talkin to my ghost 
All of these things up in my mind are sayin I should find a cope 
But I guess that I won’t and I guess that I can’t 


-BLACKED OUT Lyrics:

(Verse 1) 
I’ve been feeling sick inside my goddamn mind 
I’ve been stumblin pacin around and I don’t I’ll be alright 
I been feeling so alone I don’t what imma do
Mane I think I need a break cause I’ve been feeling so confused  
And I think i’m full of hate but I guess you could’ve known
I’m the illest mf in the south west zone 
All I do is smoke my weed until I’m feeling fuckin gone 
Now I’m chiefin smokin Mary Jane and loadin up the bong 


(Verse 2)
Blacked out feelin drunk, thinkin bout the past
These moments never last mane they always fade away 
Now The pain will always stay and you can see it in ya face 
And now you’re looking around for reasons to keep livin in this place 
As you watch the time go mane I hope you don’t forget 
That these people never cared mane they never gave a shit
And they always out get ya mane don’t ever trust a bitch 
Cause she’ll take yo time and take yo clothes and fuck around with yo clique

STUCK IN PURGATORY VOL.1 [Prod. ENVIOUS̸] (FULL TAPE) [OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS]

i'm jus venting on da mic rq dis jus a lil bit of what i go thru but everything i say in ts is real asf maybe someone can relate idk enjoy tho

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BIZARRE!

RAINY MF DAY

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