Bro let me Ft in one of your songs if you dont mine

Bro We Gotta Collab. I had the same ideal

im Replaying this jawn over and over ...lol Good Shit

This is really good man! I liked and followed. Mind checking out my Travis Scott type beat and giving me some feedback on it? I'd really appreciate it https://soundcloud.com/dnxpeejay/223-prod-by-dnx-peejay

New Heights New Levels 2 prod ozcashtheproducer

real bored freestyle/honda accord music (prod.astronaut)

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#mood {p.jankai}

I’m Cobain, Machiavelli, lil Wayne 
Blood stained diamonds on my gold chain 
Im in bad mood speeding I got road rage
You used to pray to god I prayed to wu-tang 

You used to say you loved me baby
Now I know you never will 
You will never have me baby
I don’t think anybody will 

I feel out of love, cried over a whore for the last time 
My tank on empty baby all you did was gas light 
Since 2016 I’ve been feeling like vampire 
Fall asleep in my coffin it’s been a bad night 

Went to hell and back for you all you did was hate 
I hope that you can’t feel no more and just go blank
That way nobody else could ever feel my pain 
Fuck you bitch I’ll do a concert on top your grave 


You used to say you loved me baby
Now I know you never will 
You will never have me baby
I don’t think anybody will 

I’m Cobain, Machiavelli, lil Wayne 
Blood stained diamonds on my gold chain 
Im in bad mood speeding I got road rage
You used to pray to god I prayed to wu-tang

You used to say you loved me baby
Now I know you never did 
You will never have me baby
I don’t think anybody will

Nobody Will (prod. @whyconor)

we think of love as something to complete us
We’d rather them die then to ever leave us
We know we’re imperfect chemically unbalanced
Narcissistic  mean and emotionally  calloused 

Or we lose ourselves in us 
Fall victim to selfish lust
God should be our only judge
But his rule is from dust to dust 

Love me like we’re both same
If you would fall I would catch you
The feelings of love always change
But we’ll be okay if I trust you
My broken relationships
Blame on Hollywood
I wish our love wouldn’t be so misunderstood
Fractured in pieces learned love from a romcom book 
I wish our love wouldn’t be so misunderstood 

Boys learn that women are gold to be found
And girls learn that men are what life’s based around 
But what happenes when her heart is made of copper 
What happened when he drinks as much as his father

Running out of patience running out of kind
Why is this so Devine? 
Why does it seem like the concept of loves a lie 
I don’t know what’s true love keeps me confused 
it never makes sense but it still hurts to lose you

We tried to make love replace god
We all know that’s heaven above you
But hell is where love falls apart but 
I knew your divine since I met you

Broken Relationships

I’m losing passion 
To make a hit
Why sell stadiums to feel like shit
But what about my goals in life
I seem fail no matter how hard I try

Social validation eating me alive 
If no one hears this song does it matter if it ryhmes

Yeah
Is worth my sanity 
To worry bout my vanity 
See less of my family 
To have a bigger Christmas tree 
Is worth my sanity
To work hard for my vanity 
I can make a fan of me
But I can’t make me a fan of me

Is it worth my sanity 
Is it worth my sanity

Losing hope
I’m so far from home
I’m all alone 
At a sold out show

Taking uppers with an upper class upbringing 
Just because your rich doesn’t you found meaning 
Thought I found it inside of a notepad
Share a dark mind with my rockstar dad

So angsty
Never going mainstream
Teenage mindset grown man money
I try to be vulnerable 
But I don’t want them to be worried about me

My hero’s overdosed 
I’d rather be unkown than a ghost 
The business has dark undertones 
Famous with the fake, or at peace on my own?

Sold Out Show

I’d love to talk but I hate being honest
My mind is in a fog but I think it’s dumb regardless

What’s the point
Of the last 5 fucking Augusts
I get so tucking smart
Then I’m dumber than I started 

I start so fucking strong
But I’m weaker than I started 

What’s the point
Of anything
I’m just on a circle that keep spinning 
What’s the point
Of living
When I’m gone it’ll keep on spinning 

Maybe the point is it keeps on spinning 
Why does everything have to have a meaning 

I’d love to tell you everything in my head
I wish I’d have button to press id press it now
I wouldn’t need to sing cause you’d know everything 
Maybe I could stop swimming circles till I drown


Maybe the point is it keeps on spinning 
Why does everything have to have a meaning 

Cause I was thinking maybe finding meaning is the meaning, if you could read my mind I wouldn’t need to express myself. And that just simply wouldn’t be as fun

Spinning

Your supportive 
Your kind
Your nice
My mom likes you
And You make good food 
You loved my room
Even though it’s messy 
You said I’m cute
Even when I felt ugly
You always tell me that you love my eyes
You think about me when you sleep at night
You take 10 minutes to tell me goodbye
The only bad thing is your not my type 

We’re not meant for each other 
Ohhh
It hurts me but it hurts you more I know 
I had to lie when I said I loved you
These are feelings that are too hard to ignore

I’m being kind when I let you down
Because I could pretend for 5 years more 
And it’s gonna be hard to watch you frown
And then cry in my arms as I let you go

But I’m sad when I’m with you
And happy when I’m not
I just can’t pretend that this is love
I shouldn’t stay cause I’m afraid to go
This is the hardest thing to let you know that 

We’re not meant for each other 
Ohhh
It hurts me but it hurts you more I know 
I had to lie when I said I loved you
I’m not used to someone loving me more 

What if I regret this 
What if my friends are wrong
What if I love you
Should I un-write this song
Is this too broken?
What am I searching for?
I wanted love for so long 
I got it but something feels wrong

We’re not meant for each other 
Ohhh
It hurts me but it hurts you more I know 
I had to lie when I said I loved you
These are feelings that are too hard to ignore

I’ll let you go
The cycle spins
My sadness never seems to end
But you will stay a special part of me

We're Not Meant For Each Other

Paint It Black

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