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killstation - Apology

Unreleased track from vinyl

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killstation - Apology (UNRELEASED, HQ)

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with @killstation

[Verse 1: London Samuels]
It’s killing me (it’s killing me)
Is it killing you?
I never thought it would come to this
It’s a wildfire burning in the pits
You never know how low this ever gets
Ashes falling on the ground, all around
And every word I’ve ever said never made a sound

[Verse 2: Killstation]
Hold me in your mind
I’ll never leave your side
Only take what’s right
You know what death is like
Find me in the darkest place you know
I need to find a way to
Take you far away from here
Even inside your fear
Even inside your fear
Even inside your fear

[Verse 3: London Samuels]
Whisper here
Whisper in my ear
Make it clear, make it all disappear
Make it all go away
Somethin’ ‘bout this pain
Tie me down and push me in the way of a southbound train

Southbound Feat Killstation Prod Mark Productions

RiverKinn
"Vacancy"
Produced by RiverKinn

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I can't breathe
Can't see a foot in front of me
I don't even think I can stand
I can't sleep
Trading vacancy for company
When I don't even know where I am
Rip my jeans
Like my heart when you were done with me
Told you I'd be there if I can
Trip my feet
Pull the planet out from under me
I don't even care if I land

Now i'm sinking underneath the weight of what I've made
Pull me down
I've never felt so far away
Take the way I felt about you with me to my grave
Never got to tell you all I meant to say to you
Again, I've lost my way
Inside my head
I'm alone, I guide myself
From door, to hallway floor, to bed

All I see is red
Blood red
Bitter lead
On my tongue dripping
Slipping, got me wishing I were dead
Lose my grip again
Tripping over what I never said
I've been hung up on this shit forever
Let me disconnect
Dialed me at three
Cus you know I can't sleep
To remind me that you need
Something that I can't be
Sick of trying to compete
Always lying through your teeth
Try to inhale, unforunately

I can't breathe
Can't see a foot in front of me
I don't even think I can stand
I can't sleep
Trading vacancy for company
When I don't even know where I am
Rip my jeans
Like my heart when you were done with me
Told you I'd be there if I can
Trip my feet
Pull the planet out from under me
I don't even care if I land
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVII

KISAMA

Vacancy

RiverKinn
"Cut"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

My tears fell on the microphone while recording this
Thank you Trent
Thank you Johnny

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I cut myself today
To see if I might bleed
I cannot stop the rain
But it's the only thing I need
And you will make me fall
Right up off the earth
You don't love me now
Your love's more than I'm worth

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

RiverKinn
"Ungrateful"
Produced by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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You ain't gonna give me love, no
You ain't gonna earn my trust
I don't really give no fuck
I've run out of time
You've run out of luck

Now I see that you're ungrateful
Never thought you'd be unfaithful
No more seats left at my table
Now I see that you're ungrateful
(Now I see)

Y'all seem to love to forget
Everything that I've done for you
What a regret
I used to think what I'd done would be met
With abundance of love and respect
But what do I get?
In place of appreciation
I've been paid with your hate and neglect
Taking a rest
Cus I've been carrying you fairweathers
And it's breaking my neck
I'll fuck up a check
Forget the promises I kept
I'm on the cliff and I'm taking a step
I followed advice I was meant to reject
That could be the reason that I'm feeling distressed
Always conditions that need to be met
Hate that I'm hearing you speak in my head
But it's hard to believe that your secrets are kept
When you tell them to people who leave you for dead

You ain't gonna give me love, no
You ain't gonna earn my trust
I don't really give no fuck
I've run out of time
You've run out of luck

Now I see that you're ungrateful
Never thought you'd be unfaithful
No more seats left at my table
Now I see that you're ungrateful
(Now I see)
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

TTDemo

Ungrateful

RiverKinn
"Sleepless"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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Tears in my eyes as I lay in my bed
And I cling to the memory of you in my head
When this loneliness just becomes too much to take
I pray that I sleep and hope I never wake
I recount every misstep and mistake
How I pushed to the point that made everything break
It's no surprise to me, I should have guessed
It's the reason why I've been so fucking depressed

I can't forget the way you looked
In all those photographs we took
I kept them hidden for so long
Between the pages of your books
And I never read a single page
I'd memorize the things you'd say
I'll take your secrets to my grave
But could you say the same when there's

Tears in my eyes as I lay in my bed
And I cling to the memory of you in my head
When this loneliness just becomes too much to take
I pray that I sleep and hope I never wake
I recount every misstep and mistake
How I pushed to the point that made everything break
It's no surprise to me, I should have guessed
It's the reason why I've been so fucking depressed
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Sleepless

Klexos

Rosoideae

Contra feat. Killstation (Prod. riverkinn)

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Cement

[RiverKinn]
You take what I say and you change it
Turn it onto me
I know I can be distant
But you can be too dark to see
So you call and tell me that you've learned
It's really not to be
No it isn't up to me now
It's too damn hard to breathe
All I can do is scream
The people I trust in are getting few and far between
I've been on the scene
She all on the lean
I'm lucid, you've been controlling my dreams
You know what I mean
I don't need a reason to do this
I'm just trying to find what I need
Like finally, somebody always reminding me
People surrounding me
I would prefer to remain in my privacy
Quietly

[Killstation]
You had my heart
Right from the start
You put me together
When I fall apart
You had my heart
Right from the start
You put me together
When I fall apart
(I fall apart)

Killstation ft RiverKinn - Archaea

The wind took the smoke, and seperated it all.
I hope my ghost a little stronger than these blunts that I rolled.
Sometime's the shit just bring me back when I can't maintain control,
Independent thoughts just wander in my head when I don't.

most the people that I see are hiding behind a mask,
Because I don't it's even clearer to see they not intact.
Fragments of some dreams that they know they repressed in the past.
Way to scared to take a jump and even give it a chance.

Sometime's I think that some of the things on my mind just ain't alright.
Why do I feel the way that I feel when I look up to the sky.
No dark, no light, it's just a product of my mind.
Any way you can describe and try to twist these fuckin lies,

We just live and die, isn't that the suprise ?
Are expectations necessary to escape a miserasble life?
I represent a million voices that never got a chance,
Only thing that stands between us is their all in my head.

Where do I go when I cannot feel the feelings lost in the smoke.
Where do I go when I cannot find the things that I need to cope.
Where do I go when I cannot reach the people that got my back.
Where do I go when I cannot understand if my mind's intact.

This ink spills across the sky.
What do you see inside my mind?

Where do I go when I cannot feel the feelings lost in the smoke.
Where do I go when I cannot find the things that I need to cope.
Where do I go when I cannot reach the people that got my back.
Where do I go when I cannot understand if my mind's intact.

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LYRICS:

[Intro]
The house of a dead man
At the house of a dead man

[Chorus]
The wind blows, through the window
At the house of a dead man
All alone, in limbo
Holdin' onto a cold hand

[Verse 1]
There's still a part of me
I know I need to shut my eyes again
I know it's hard to be
The only one alone inside your head
There's still a part of me
I know I need to shut my eyes again
I know it's hard to be
The only one alone

[Chorus]
The wind blows, through the window
At the house of a dead man
All alone, in limbo
Holdin' onto a cold hand
The wind blows, through the window
At the house of a dead man
All alone, in limbo
Holdin' onto a cold hand

[Bridge]
There's still a part of me
I know I need to shut my eyes again (again, again, again)
The only one alone inside your head
I know I need to shut my eyes again (again, again, again)
The only one alone

[Verse 2]
Lay me down, I'll start again
You're not around, I can't pretend
That I won't drown, that life won't end
I'm bleedin' out, I lost a friend
Lay me down, I'll start again
You're not around, I can't pretend
That I won't drown, that life won't end
I'm bleedin' out, I lost a friend

[Outro]
The wind blows, through the window
At the house of a dead man
All alone, in limbo
Holdin' onto a cold hand

The Two Us Are Dying

Limbo

RiverKinn
"Descent"
Produced by RiverKinn

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It was over in a moment
When I thought we had it all
And I don't know where to go now
You were there to watch me fall
And my descent was complimented
By the thought of you and me
And all the pain I can't prevent
You won't believe the things I've seen

Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?
Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?

It was over in a moment
When I thought we had it all
And I don't know where to go now
You were there to watch me fall
And my descent was complimented
By the thought of you and me
And all the pain I can't prevent
You won't believe the things I've seen

Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?
Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?

It was over in a moment
When I thought we had it all
And I don't know where to go now
You were there to watch me fall
And my descent was complimented
By the thought of you and me
And all the pain I can't prevent
You won't believe the things I've seen
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

Descent

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It's never calm before the storm
it always rains before it pours
you'll see it coming before it hits
I hear the screaming from your lips
it's kind of charming isn't

I'm still on empty with low health
still running from my
he's fallen in the well
help honey I'm in hell
this cage will not suffice
they're coming for my life
it's the perfect time to strike
I've lost my will to fight
I'm missing half the plot
we ignored it or forgot
never got my point across
never found my train of thought
where's the part where I grew up?
made it right and gave a fuck
found the diamond in the rough 
I am blind and losing touch

It's never calm before the storm
it always rains before it pours
you'll see it coming before it hits
I hear the screaming from your lips
it's kind of charming isn't

My image fades to grey
I was forged from dirt and clay
disappearing every day
we all want to go away
they don't want to see you win
want to sink your ship again
you're a lead balloon in wind
Lucy let the demons in

HELP HONEY, I'M IN HELL!

ART BY @LAKOOZI
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THE END IS NEAR...

Contra feat. Killstation (Prod. riverkinn)

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