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This is a sequel to Netty's Waltz and room 3 is the room she has spent the last 3 weeks. Visiting every day it has become so much a part of my life

Room Three

Something I finished in a few hours to test out my new headphones. I finally have headphones meant for mastering.
Fun fact: I used a MeowSynth in this. I bitcrushed it.

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memories and motions out the corner of my eye
claw, gasp and grasp at the fading blue sky
the women and children, playing out poems so sad
dancing in motions for remembrance of dad
and i dont know where im going, im simply flailing
in the little box of toys that god gave her own meanings
now stop, look around, note your hands are still bleeding
let the earth spin around the stars slow beating 

why should i care about the standards of men
when the patience ive valued is wearing so thin
im so close to ripping the skin from my bones and my soul
and let the light within me dance on my testosterone
i swear by my heart i promise i wouldnt lie
through all the smoke and snow  i reside
but deep down a woman whose burning inside
she aint got a chance, she'll die all alone
while ill grow bitter, sad and alone, I'll fade away quickly, ill hide from the phone
and whatever kids i got left, dependence on fads
they can cut and forget their pathetic granddad
cause old grandpa is dead just a husk in the head
a ghost to be lost through in the mass of the dead
and if they cry and try to lower me under
my spirit will fly to the sea and sunder 

but what of the moments when happiness is dim
the closest to home that ive ever been
and what of the times that you put on a dress
and gleefully so you turned to a mess
would you let those moments flicker through the night or clutch them so hard you think you might cry
or would you let yourself die, let them take you away
ill still close this old coffin at the end of the day
let the ashes and roses bury me away
then ill send my good byes and let you move forth
while i fly toward the sun and hope for rebirth
so sudden the jolt my heart began hurt
the mistakes i made came to haunt my sweet bay
i screamed out so hard but the pain still remained
then suddenly i found myself shot out in space
the force so strong wiped tears from my face
landed in space and merged with a sea
i look for out for you
but there was only me

i hope i emerge from the sea as a mare
but dreams are just dreams cause life isnt fair
because i know theres no heaven for a gal like me
so i hope i burn up between the sky and the sea
ill fly around space and break up some rules
meet up with gods and play them as fools as i slowly drift down back into my head
wipe the blood off my hands and exit my stead
and leave this old box with little to no meaning and live life anew cause time is still fleeting
i may not be the girl i want to be
but at the end of time ill always be me


A Band For Us

Her Own Meanings

taken from Red Desert EP out NOW
topazzz.bandcamp.com/album/red-desert-ep
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LYRICS:
Whistling while I walk
Soak it in
It's fashion week again in my other island
Arrive at the secret spot
We're here again
I welcome you my friend
To my other island
So private

We're losing the fight
We'll slide in the knife
When night calls I'm gone
When night calls I'll be gone

But it was just a dream

I wake up and let the sky
Wash over me
Control the sea
I know even if I cry that I'll be just fine
Cause I live the same thing
Every day
In this brutal silence

Island, it's my other island

Perhaps we could take a ride
Through singing trees
By ocean breeze
We're blinded by the sky
In my other island
So private

Red Desert

Another Island

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100bpm Challengesix

2017

Ashes

"What is the value of something that won't last forever?" 

~ fleeting moments ~ 

a compilation featuring songs two minutes or less

Music video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=39ix2AbGlmk

USBs here: https://deskpopmusic.bandcamp.com/album/fleeting-moments

Spotify here: https://open.spotify.com/album/0WAAYVB1LZQrFAfxDMdX6U

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~ fleeting moments ~

~ USB ~

nelward - ~zone squeeze!

Another sunday doodle, just stepping outside of predictable genres for a moment. 

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animated art: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zSLG1XtzpUs

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6jHoweVN2Og9ShlteZGoQP?si=B1BWkcByQ0KOKzHZ8aWdTg

Mastered by Rob Duffy 
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Art by Max Kay
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