JANUARY'S RELEASE: Let Em See
Written and produced by Reagan K.

First installment of the 2020 playlist created from the unreleased files of Reagan K's hard drive.  Note: Genres WILL vary from month to month.  This, my friends, is going to be fun.

Let Em See

Written by: Reagan K

Beautiful, but you don't know
what you mean to me
Pro'bly best that I don't say
so please stop listening

I've come to terms with the fact:
I'll never be enough
You deserve more than my love
I wont dare ask you to stay,
but it hurts when you walk away

Wish I had the answers to everything
then I could explain away how you're feeling

I've come to terms with the fact:
I'll never be enough
You deserve more than my love
I wont dare ask you to stay,
but it hurts when you walk away

I'm trying not to hold on
but these feelings have a death grip
Please don't ask me what is wrong
I'm just trying to be strong - for you 

I've come to terms with the fact:
I'll never be enough
You deserve more than my love
I wont dare ask you to stay,
but it hurts when you walk away.

Come to Terms

Title: Elephants
Written by: R. Kidwell; S. Morris; S. Diaz

[Verse 1]
Here I go again - inside my head
Wondering what you meant by the things that you said
I've held it together so long
I've done my best to be strong for you
I'm left wondering
Do you see them too?

[Chorus]
These elephants - they fill up this room
I just wanna think about you
But these elephants - what else can I do?
Cause I don't wanna let you go
No - Let you go
I don't wanna let you go
No - Let you go

[Verse 2]
If we brush it away then we'll fall apart
Don't say, "We're okay." Baby, look where we are.
Used to feel so perfect - oh, you and me
Now we're suffocated by doubt and unbelief

[Chorus]
These elephants - oh, they fill up this room
I just wanna think about you
But these elephants - what else can I do?
Cause I don't wanna let you go
No - let you go
I don't wanna let you go
No - Let you go
I think it's time we let

[Bridge]
Everything out in the open so we can breathe
Lay it all out on the table - we're worth fighting for
Reset the timer - rewind the clock
So we can get back all the moments we've lost
Let's work it out
Yeah, let's get em out

Chorus:
These elephants - oh, they fill up this room
I just wanna be with you
But these elephants - what else can I do?
I think it's time we let them go
Oh, let them go
I think it's time we let them go
Oh, let them go
I think it's time we let them

Elephants

Written by: Reagan K; S. Morris; S. Dias
Arranged and Performed by: Reagan K
Primary violinist: Kristina Hughes
Secondary violin on bridge: Nick Montopoli

Elephants (The String Version)

WAISTD (What Am I Supposed to Do?)

I said, "I guess everything changes now."
You said, "It doesn't have to."
How could it not?  
When I know that you don't want me around.

What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?

You told a million lies
Wrapped as excuses - wrapped as a reason
Just throw them out
and be honest with me if just one last time.

Tell me you don't want, me and I wont be around.
Tell me that it's over, and I will leave this town.
All that I'm askin' is that you be honest with me.

What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?

I've written countless messages that I will never send.
They all say the same thing:  I hate this.

What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?
Please, tell me.

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Written and produced by: Reagan K

WAISTD

Written by: Reagan K
Drums by: Scott Pelegrum

V1:
You don't know what I am thinkin' bout
You can't say that everything's gonna be okay
You don't know cause you are not around
I don't think I have anything left to say

[You can't tell me] that you're ready to fix this honey
[Can't you see?] There's nothing left here for you and me
[Time you were stealing] When you'd leave me all alone
[I'm not leaving] I can't leave - I'm already gone

Cause I - I'm tired of waiting on all your lies
to come through - to come true
and I wont hold back my words 
I wont compromise - for you, for you
I'm not gonna go and say you're wrong
I'm not gonna go - I'm already gone

You think I am right where you left me
but I can't stand to sit still
Gotta run - someday maybe you'll see
This could have been such a thrill

[You can't tell me] that you're ready to fix this honey
[Can't you see?] There's nothing left here for you and me
[Time you were stealing] When you'd leave me all alone
[I'm not leaving] I can't leave - I'm already gone

Cause I - I'm tired of waiting on all your lies
to come through - to come true
and I wont hold back my words 
I wont compromise - for you, for you
I'm not gonna go and say you're wrong
I'm not gonna go - I'm already gone

Gettin' all the thoughts out of my head
I ain't tryin' to tell em but still they can see that we are dead
Open up your eyes - look around - what do you see?
I can tell you what you don't see - that's me
Nothin' left for me to hold onto
You promise - like a horoscope page - it ain't comin true
You're the only one left holdin' on
I couldn't if I tried cause - I'm gone

Couldn't if I
Couldn't if I
Couldn't if I
Tried cause

I - I'm tired of waiting on all your lies
to come through - to come true
and I wont hold back my words 
I wont compromise - for you, for you
I'm not gonna go and say you're wrong
I'm not gonna go - I'm already gone

Ohhh
Can't leave - I'm already gone
Ohhh
I can't leave - I'm already gone

Already Gone

Title: Forty Weight
Written + Produced by: Reagan K
Artwork: Reagan K + KaeCee Schwartzkopf

[Verse 1]
Pour me another cup of forty weight
While I keep pulling down - waiting for your name
Look through the figures on my phone
There ain't a single one of you that I own

[Pre]
Most days I'm a cold brew
but other days, I'm a pour over
Imma pour over you

[Ch]
I don't know if it's the caffeine
or the idea of seeing something as pristine as you
But I can't seem to stop the shaking
My head is skeptical when my heart makes this much noise
This much noise

[Verse 2]
Wide awake - no, I'm not sleeping tonight
Not till I hear from you and I know everything is alright
Those eyes - they got me back and forth inside
I might be wrong, but what if I'm right?

[Pre]
Cause I'm a cold brew
but other days, I'm a pour over
Imma pour over you

[Chorus]
I don't know if it's the caffeine
or the idea of seeing something as pristine as you
But I can't seem to stop the shaking
My head is skeptical when my heart makes this much noise
This much noise

[Bridge]
Words going round in my head like a merry go
If I repeat what I've said, please don't hold it over me
I'm just tryin' to be sure that you understand
That I adore every look that you're givin'
That you're givin' me

[Chorus]
I don't know if it's the caffeine
or the idea of seeing something as pristine as you
(I wanna see you - I wanna see you)
but I can't seem to stop the shaking
(I can't stop the shaking)
My head is skeptical when my heart makes this much
(My head is skeptical)

I don't know if it's the caffeine
(I don't know if it is just the caffeine)
Or the idea of seeing something as pristine as you
(I wanna see you - I wanna see you)
but I can't seem to stop the shaking
(I can't stop the shaking)
My head is skeptical when my heart makes this much noise
This much noise

Forty Weight

If Country Music Hall of Fame's the Oak Ridge Boys released their top 10 hit, "Elvira" today...it might sound a little something like this.

VOX: Renata
Lead vocals: Collin Rolf
Backing vocals: Adrienne Rolf; Benny Rolf; Reagan K
Arrangement and Production: Reagan K

Renata on Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/renatatheband/
Reagan K on Instagram:
http://www.instagram.com/reagankmusic

Elvira (feat. Renata)

Written, performed and produced by: Reagan K
Supplemental Vocals: Laney Miller + Hannah Lowry

V1:
I don't know what's wrong with me
but I know there's something
I can't seem to speak
when it means something - when it means something to me

Always several steps behind
Yeah, I'm playin catch up
Once I feel it's time, and I see they're ready too
but they're ready with someone new

Ch:
I love quickly, feel strongly,
but I speak slowly, and I can't seem to catch up in time.
I love quickly, feel strongly,
but I reveal slowly, and now I know you'll never be mine.
You'll never be mine.

V2:
Always been the one to give - I've never taken
So when you tried to say that your heart was shakin'
I couldn't hear you
I was too scared - I was too scared to even be near you cause

Ch:
I love quickly, feel strongly,
but I speak slowly, and I can't seem to catch up in time.
I love quickly, feel strongly,
but I reveal slowly, and now I know you'll never be mine.
You'll never be mine.

Br:
I thought about fighting for time in my life.
Boy, I was dyin' to tell you what was on my mind.
I got the courage, but it was far too late.
Now I'm left standing face to fate.

Ch:
I love quickly, feel strongly,
but I speak slowly, and I can't seem to catch up in time.
I love quickly, feel strongly,
but I reveal slowly now you'll never be - never be
No

I love quickly, feel strongly,
but I speak slowly, and I can't seem to catch up in time.
I love quickly, feel strongly,
but I reveal slowly, and now I know you'll never be mine.
You'll never be mine.
You can't be mine.

Face to Fate

2020: Unreleased songs from a songwriter’s hard drive.