*Lonnie coffin and the bugs*

yk im fucked sometimes 
i tried to tell you you knew 
im hearin voices sometimes 
They often tell me kill you 
ill prop yo body up nice 
nd keep you in my bedroom 
I feel real lonely at night 
Id rather die without you 


ill never be so alone 
Except the homie in my head 
My parents knock on my do’ 
im already dead 
you name pops up on my phone
My brains leakin out my head

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no budget (static whine)

SLAY_

EYESORE

LET YOU DOWN

home bittersweet home

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i don’t ever fall asleep, i keep myself awake at night
cuz what happens when i dream is just another bloody sight
i just keep it to myself tho, i can’t start another fight
with these thoughts up in my head, i might just kill myself tonight 
or someone, face my fears and grab that gun
recount my years, guess i had fun
wipe them tears and roll up sum
cuz where i’m going i got nothing
to my name, they never once, said i’m okay, rolled off my tongue
that i’m fine ill keep it pushing, i just wish i just had something
to ease my mind
to clarify
another one, can’t face my dark depictions so i keep it weighed a ton
in case i’ll drop, i’ll sink into the barrel of my gun
my dreams and aspirations dead and gone, man ain’t that fun
on the walls i’ll paint a picture with my blood
i keep on thinking but it’s not bout something good
i just need some help, feel misunderstood 
i can’t get no help but i wish you could

PROD. JASONSHOCKEYMASK

OH WELL (MUSIC VID IN DESCRIPTION)

Incredible!

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uh
where you wanna go?
who you wanna go with?
i really wanna know 
oh 
lord 
i seen her at the show 
she look like ramona flowers 
am i a ghost? 

she look like dakota
fanning 
marylin monroe 
i compose myself babe
late i’m unopposed
close my eyes and i let her take my hand i suppose now 
lot of marijuana in my throat 

the way she look into my eyes i think i know now 
she’ll never love me ‘less i focus and i slow down
remove the sight incite control i’m on my own 
she doesn’t want me to propose in my home town 

that’s right so
i leave her alone 
i leave her to kill me 
tore out 
heart all on the floor
if you wanna feel me 
reach me 
you know where to go 
cold outside i been freezing in the snow 
snowed out 
baby on the blow 
slowed down 
take a 30 it’s to go 
oh no 
it’s a tingle in the nose 
maybe got a tingle in the throat 

uh
where you wanna go?
who you wanna go with?
i really wanna know 
oh 
lord 
i seen her at the show 
she look like ramona flowers 
am i a ghost? 
uh
where you wanna go?
who you wanna go with?
i really wanna know 
oh 
lord 
i seen her at the show 
she look like ramona flowers 
am i a ghost? 

she look like dakota
fanning 
marylin monroe 
i compose myself babe
late i’m unopposed
close my eyes and i let her take my hand i suppose now 
lot of marijuana in my throat

ramona

wrote this about the struggles my best friend went through

JASON |@187LUCID

187LUCID

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