Written and Performed by Kyle Simms 
Mix by Jack Rudman and Walter Wiggins III 
Beat by Pieper Beats

Chorus:
Everytime 
You feelin like you won't survive 
(I got your back)
When you're cold 
Need someone that you can hold
(I got your back)
When you're scared 
Know I'll always be right there
(I got your back)
Anytime you need me tell me where you at
(I got your back)

Verse 1:
Ay yo listen up
I'm here to give a lil pick me up
This one goes out to everyone who feels a lil stuck
This one goes out to the ones who in a bad mood 
Who feelin like they need to cry like baby with no sippy cup
Yeah you might feel like life has given you a bad hand
You feelin bout as powerless in this as batman
Better not listen to those haters they some wannabes 
You keep on pushing til you're makin your own justice league
I know it feels like everybody on the other team
And that you really is alone in this game of life
But ay you got it you the hottest you on top it you gon blow up like Bin Laden all you gotta do it play it right
You better stay in tight and buckle your seat 
Cuz everyday a rollercoaster and you stuck in it G
So yeah it's gonna have its ups and downs and sideways
And life ain't perfect but there's one thing that I gotta say, ay 

Chorus:
Everytime 
You feelin like you won't survive 
(I got your back)
When you're cold 
Need someone that you can hold
(I got your back)
When you're scared 
Know I'll always be right there
(I got your back)
Anytime you need me tell me where you at
(I got your back)

Verse 2:
Ay yo I get it feels the world is fallin part at the seems
And yo I bet it feels like you should never follow your dreams 
You feelin swallowed by a system
that doesn't care to miss ya
Meanwhile brothas and sistas getting shot in the streets 
But ay I feel the world is getting better slowly
And yeah i know that most of yall don't really know me
But if we stick by our guns and keep fighting for everyone we'll make the world a better place than the generation before me 
See I get it
I've stepped towards the valley of death 
I've closed my eyes and hoped I'd never have to wake up again
the only thing that kept me here and sticking through to the end 
Was thinking bout how that would feel for all my family and friends
So if you feelin that then you better fight it back
You know the devil is a liar so don't try it brah
I guess there's nothing left to say except to go about your day and treat it special cuz you never know if it's your last, yah

Chorus:
Everytime 
You feelin like you won't survive 
(I got your back)
When you're cold 
Need someone that you can hold
(I got your back)
When you're scared 
Know I'll always be right there
(I got your back)
Anytime you need me tell me where you at
(I got your back)


I Got Your Back

And it all comes falling down on top of me
I would rather tear it down than watch it fall down itself
A little fragile to be here, It's been made all okay
It shouldn't matter to me, It had to fall off the shelf
That little tragedy steered that little life in a way
So I can't reach out anymore and try to call her for help

Daydreams are better than the blue
But the spotlight's on and I can see my fading use
And I don't quite know why all this doesn't add up right
But the point to worry's better off just being moot

I thought I loved the world as much as you
Couldn't find the words inside a book that's full of clues
But a paperback can't save me from the passing time
And neither can the imaginary lines I drew

I made sure that I stopped before the truth
That's an awful fall if I can't hold on to my youth
But the nowadays for sure won't be forever long
I never learned to keep em til they're gone

But nowadays I roll around and roll up for like every single thing I don't like about myself
And still nowadays nothing's really changed
Or have I just been insane enough to not consider else?
But nowadays I miss it ever more than before now nowadays
It's just so plain to be the same in every way so I get that there needs change
But damn I really wish we'd stayed in the same lane or looked out the same window pane
Life just wanes away and we go onto a different page and the sound decays
It's scary knowing all I know is gonna end some way
And just for this I won't think today
But the mountain stays
A hurdle of its own
And the clouded days have me certain I'm alone
Yet they never made it past the curtains of my home
Won't check, regards, my best!

No one's round too often anymore, if at all
It's part of the cycle don't get too involved
I prolly won't, too comfortable stood alone on the wall

And Ion even mind at all
I thought I knew my kind would fall
I mean there were times I'm off
I've stood up against a lightning rod
God knows I've had to've fought and Lord knows I could still be wrong

Picket fence where I don't know which side I'm on
Yeah
Picture this I could care how much time has gone
Gone from me and won't come back to me inside of these songs
Ha

I relegate all that to those ridealongs
That highway honestly made driving feel like I was home
Reminds me of a time back when I wasn't as alone
I'd roll up one for you and me if we could ride the road

And only time will show where I will go for I don't know now
I'm scared to grow

Zilch

I'll be Here

Desperately Searching // The Way U Love Me

produced by Tony C, mixed by John Henrickson

lyrics

[intro]
da-da-da-da, uh

[verse 1]
i just paid a visit to the doctor
said i’m feeling timid, i’ve really been getting hotter
face on pressure cooker, just like Betty Crocker, 
told RNs to watch her, while he gets some water, for me, yeah

the readings came back, like oh jeez,
they’re saying i’m on fire like the rhyming of an OG
i’m reeling from the heat
they gave me codeine, and morphine, but 
surely, the dopamine from love will prove rewarding
according to the songs on the radio, the single life unfortunately borders onto tragedy
but this all sound like sorcery, who am i supposed to be with?
when everybody already seems to be matched to a fit, shit

[hook]
i can’t think of when i last felt right
maybe back when i was being held tight
but how can i fix it?
when nobody kiss this
i’m anti love sick, yeah

i must’ve lied to my wives in the past lives, 
now i’m being chastised 
so how can i fix this? 
my body is listless
i’m anti love sick, baby

[verse 2]
haven’t been with nobody, in a hot minute
the ocean really empty for me, i don’t see no fishes
outdated like a method that is no longer efficient
all my hopes are dying, like they’re immunodeficient
from a broken heart i keel over into a casket
that might be dramatic, still, i get attached quick
you can just imagine, there’s drama always happening here

cuz i can’t think of when i last felt right
i’m a pisces and i keep making scenarios
i’ve been fantasizing with ‘em all night

but when the daylight arrives, i’m like, shit, here we go 
just another day to analyze all of my woes
i let the babies play me, like a strategizing coach
i’m agonizing over this, i know i do the most 

but my childhood the catalyst, it put me on this road 
it’s why i still romanticize the ones who made me cold
supply with me attention, and tell me what i like to be told
then we’re golden, even if your pyrite shows

this is an emergency, but i don’t need no police
instead i’m really pleading for flower petals on my sheets
this shit is simple, it’s not much that i ask
plus the doctor told me, love can heal me in a flash

[hook]
i can’t think of when i last felt right
maybe back when i was being held tight
but how can i fix it?
when nobody kiss this
i’m anti love sick, yeah

i must’ve lied to my wives in the past lives, 
now i’m being chastised 
so how can i fix this? 
my body is listless
i’m anti love sick

i can’t think of when i last felt right
maybe back when i was being held tight
but how can i fix it?
when nobody kiss this
i’m anti love sick, yeah

i must’ve lied to my wives in the past lives, 
now i’m being chastised 
so how can i fix this? 
my body is listless
i’m anti love sick

ANTI-LOVESICK

Fun song I whipped up based on a couple samples

Sleepless Nights

"I believe you're thinking about Facades and Real Feelings too much...
Human Feelings can't all be divided that cleanly.
   I think you should take your Real Feelings and your Facade all together, and let your words guide your actions.
  Words aren't the Truth. On top of that, when it really matters, I don't know what to say... My words are useless....
  If I followed them, and end up regretting it all...
  ...If you're always thinking "What should I say", you won't get it anywhere.
  Right now, even I don't know whether I'm speaking from the Heart or not
  ...But I'll still say this. 
  For someone like me who can't show her True Feelings — For people who have the words to say, even if they aren't always truthful, 
  This is our only way of moving forward."

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After 2 months of hard work, my music is finally done! I hope you guys can enjoy it, and please support my channel, I really appreciate it.  And also I have opened my own YouTube Channel as well, please come and support me! Here's the link in the description below.

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In This Hidden Bamboo, There's a Moon Child.

goodbye.

[verse 1]
You and I don't exist, we are one person
I don't care about the scuff marks, you're perfect
When I hold you I can feel my depression melt away
If we keep it all the same, I know that you can change
You're the bottom to my pit
I love it when we dance in the abyss
Build a bridge with a kiss bleeding from the lips
You're my will to live, and my will to rot

[bridge thing]
Hands on the edge
Eyes on the prize
Are we too close?
Or are we too far?
I'm not letting you go
But you're running away
I guess I'm alone

[verse 2]
We can make it work
Even if it hurts, I'll be in the dirt before I give you up
That's just us
Just enough is not enough
I'm still bleeding from the cuts
Bitch I'm walking towards the gate, all we need is trust
I'm committed to the sickness
Uou and I are not too different
When you plunge we're holding hands
I know I'm crafted in your image
I'm you're loyal knight
I'm your holy guard
I'm your promised land
I can give you more
I can give it all
Letting go is weakness
Bitch you leave me speechless
No one adores you like your special boy, your little toy
This doubled edge drives through our cores
Don't you walk away
Nothing needs to change
I can take the flames

[Verse 3]
There's chains, bonded to my wrists
Too scared to admit that I'm your slave
So why we feel so close?
I look to you for hope
You're my aspiration, and my affirmation
You're my aspiration, and my affirmation
You're my
You're my
Yeah

[Outro]
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At the tone, please record your message.
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written and produced by me

goodbye

Sure Thing - Single

Sure Thing

[Verse]
Everything is all a joke
Every meaning's up in smoke
I guess everyone has to bear the same toll
Everyone I think I know
Waiting for the day i gotta go
"C'est la vie" without a ribbon or a bow
Boiled down, you either get it or ya don't
I'm just getting really tired of growing old

I declare I'm never going back
Agree to disagree upon the fact
Although, shadows behind will never detach from me
And the ghosts will always plague my past
Step away from the deep end of the ledge
Gotta lie through my teeth to lie in bed
Record player repeats inside my head
Fill me up with your song until I'm dead

I don't wanna have to make amends
"You have until I count to ten."
Where do I even try to begin
With a bag on my head and plastic friend?
Everything's alright
We gotta burn everything, though
Keep a memory 'round all that I keep close
(Keep close!)
And it hurts like a million
When I'm by myself everytime that I see ghosts

[Chorus]
It felt like it's a hundred degrees
Feels like I'm about to freeze (to death!)
And, God, can you just let me breathe?
I just won't be left in peace
It felt like I'm about to bleed
Feels like I'm in ecstasy
Humble, and it's small to me
Unknowing it's where they long to be

[Outro]
(long to be!)
A lion, a leopard to a leech
I'm lyin' if I say I'm out of reach

goodbye

anthonii.x

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