In 2023 I will be focusing hardcore on my music. This is re-release of my previous song "You Don't Know My Story" now licensed and also to be available on SPOTIFY SOON!

My music is generally a depressive, dark type of Rap/Hip-Hop mixing vocals with rap verses. I hope you enjoy listening to it. Please do like, share and follow me if you enjoy it and want to see more!

P.S. You can also listen on YOUTUBE - COMING SOON!

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Lyrics:
[Intro]
Alright, I've always been shy of being real on my music.

But maybe it's time I let people know how I really feel!

Shout out to Caz and everyone else who made this possible!

[Verse]
My depression eats me up every single night.
I live my life feeling like I've up and died.
And though I struggle all against these whips and chains.
They break me down in my brain till I'm alone again.

I think about how I should be so mortified.
That my whole life amounts to nothing all the time.
ANd I'm not sure I should even see my 33
When 32 was already full of misery.

Man this whole world feels like a jacked up industry
Where we fake it till we make it, feelin' like it's poetry.
It's poetic how everybody wants to be.
While I'm still strugglin' tryna even be me.

My music is a passion and it's also therapy,
Because my songs are the only time you ever see.
The side of me that's fucking scared every single day,
Because I can't pay the rent that I owe next Tuesday.

[Chorus]
Kill my heart, kill my joy,
Take everything inside of me.
You don't know my story baby,
You don't know my story.

Kill my heart, kill my joy,
Take everything inside of me.
You don't know my story baby,
You don't know my story.

[Verse]
I'm sitting here, thinking how I should provide,
When honestly it's a struggle even to survive.
And it's like I was imperfect from the very start.
Cause no matter where I go, I can't be a part.

Life tells me that we live in society.
But all I have is grief and trauma placed inside of me.
And I got nowhere I would rather be,
Cause right now I'm adrift in a darker sea.

And so I spit from the bottom if that's what it fuckin' takes,
I'll leave it in my music so ya'll know the bitter taste.
Of what it's like to try it all, do it so obediently.
And then you stare at the nothing you accomplished recently.

Man I'm sick of all the judgement in the fuckin' rat race.
Man I'm sick of all the dreams that we all forced to chase.
I chose this fuckin' life and even then I'm still sick.
Cause the cage runs deeper than we all ever think.

[Chorus]
Kill my heart, kill my joy,
Take everything inside of me.
You don't know my story baby,
You don't know my story.

Kill my heart, kill my joy,
Take everything inside of me.
You don't know my story baby,
You don't know my story.

Chen Siddhartha - You Don't Know My Story

Added additional guitar to make it sound more metalcore. Pitch corrected.

Bring Me The Horizon - DArkSide (Metalcore Mix)

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In this mesmerizing journey, a lone sailor searches the endless tides for a mermaid whose elusive presence mirrors the bittersweet nature of unattainable love. The heartfelt lyrics, accompanied by a stirring fusion of digital beats and organic, sea-inspired melodies, invite listeners to experience a tale of passion, loss, and eternal hope on the high seas.

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The Girl in the Tides

AXAXC — “TALK” [Omniscience Chapter Track]
🎧 Genre: Dark Trapcore | Spoken Word Seduction | Cinematic Devotion Core
Monetized | Fan Favorite | Mental Health Aware | Masculine Love Anthem

🖤 Description:

“Talk” is the moment in OMNISCIENCE where masculinity softens without breaking.
A whispered promise. A confessional. A spoken-word love letter from wounded man to divine woman — not to save her, but to see her. To hold her soul in armor and art.

This is what happens when a man loves with devotion, clarity, and fire. No games. No fluff. Just truth.

🧠 LYRICS (Full):

[Intro – Whispered Over Soft Strings & 808s]
Mmm…
You don’t even know what you do to me.
But I see everything you are.
You’re not just beautiful. You’re mine.

[Verse 1 – Calm Flow, Deep Devotion]
You ain’t gotta wear that mask with me,
I see the queen even when you on E.
No makeup, no lights — just you in the dark,
Still the masterpiece that painted my heart.

You ain’t crazy, you just tired of lies,
All them boys that made you question your fire.
But you burn baby — bright like home,
And I’ll build a kingdom from your tone.

When you talk, I listen.
When you cry, I kill it.
The pain, the weight — give it to me,
I’ll hold it all, let you breathe free.

[Hook – Seductive & Gentle]
Honey… you’re the calm inside my war,
Sweetest thing I’m fighting for.
Lay your fears across my chest,
Let that pretty head find rest.

You ain’t just love — you my light,
You my rhythm every night.
Pull me in and I’ll never go,
You’re the song I’ll always know.

[Verse 2 – Smooth Baritone, Honest Love]
I don’t need a girl for clout or a show,
I need a woman who glows when she grows.
You laugh like God made a symphony,
And cry like the moon’s got empathy.

I’ll kiss every scar, every battle you’ve fought,
‘Cause baby your war is the reason you’re art.
You strong, yeah — but you don’t have to be,
Not when you fall into arms like these.

I’ll never dim you, never cage,
Just wanna build and share this stage.
You do the dreaming, I’ll do the ground,
Brick by brick ‘til you wear your crown.

[Bridge – Spoken Word]
If you ever forget who you are… I’ll remind you.
If you ever get lost in the noise… I’ll be the silence.
And when the world tries to break you,
I’ll show you what it means to be held.

[Final Hook – Echoed Layers]
Honey… let your guard down, it’s safe,
Wrap yourself in my warm embrace.
You ain’t alone, not with me near,
Your forever’s standing right here.

You ain’t just love — you my light,
You my rhythm every night.
Pull me in and I’ll never go,
You’re the song I’ll always know.

🔗 Mental Health Reminder:
If this track made you feel seen — you’re not alone.
📞 Reach out: findahelpline.com

⚡ Engage: 💬 Comment your favorite lyric below
🔁 Repost to someone who needs this
📲 IG: @axaxcband | TikTok: @axaxcofficial | YouTube: AxAxCBand
🛒 Merch Drops Coming: “You’re the calm inside my war” limited tee

🎼 #AXAXC #Talk #OMNISCIENCE #MasculineLove #DevotionalTrap #MetalcorePoetry
#EmotionalRap #FemdomWorship #MentalHealthAwareness #DarkRomance #CinematicLove
🖤 Distort. Distrust. Destroy. Protect her anyway.

Talk

Echoes of You Alternate Version.mp3

[Verse]
There is nothin' like lovin' you
There is nothin' like touchin' you
There is nothin' like
Feelin' your skin against mine

[Verse 2]
When I look in your eyes
I get lost in your eyes
I could die in your eyes
I could live in your eyes

[Chorus]
Ooh
I'm so in love with you
Ooh
I'm so in love with you

[Verse 3]
You give me butterflies
I feel alive inside
I'm feelin' paralyzed
From how you hold me tight

[Verse 4]
I could lay with you all night
I could lay with you all night
I could lay with you all night
'Til the sun shines

[Chorus]
Ooh
I'm so in love with you
Ooh
I'm so in love with you
Ooh
I'm so in love with you
Ooh
I'm so in love with you

Composed : April 6, 2025 at 10:12 PM

In Love With You (EP)

In Love With You

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Introducing 'Caged In' by RealAsianRobot, a raw and intense metalcore track that channels the rage and frustration of feeling trapped in a cycle, desperate for change. With powerful vocals and heavy instrumentation, this song is a cathartic release for anyone who's ever felt stuck. Dive into the emotional depth and let the music set you free.

Lyrics and Music © 2025 Siddhartha Chen (RealAsianRobot)

Caged In

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I'm a YouTube and TikTok Content Creator that also raps. Look forward to all the crazy content I release literally everywhere: https://linktr.ee/realasianrobot

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