hate you

I don’t wanna be depressed anymore
Not sure what I was thinking
I can’t even stand my ass on the floor
I think this is a sign to quit drinking 
This isn’t me you really know,
I’m a waste of space let’s face it. 
I’m guessing I should probably let you go,
Because I’m wasted 
 
I drink and I smoke yeah I take pills a lot,
I’m always destructive I never am not.
I’m worthless, addicted, I’ll spare you the thought
I’ll never be normal, you’re all that I got. 

I don’t wanna be the one to let you down because of what I said.
I don’t wanna be the one to tell you that it’s all inside my head.

I don’t wanna feel this way that’s for sure, 
I don’t think this is much that I’m asking. 
But I’m too busy passing out on the floor,
I think I’m better off with the flask and
This isn’t me that you really know,
I’m a waste of space let's face it. 
I’m guessing I should probably let you go,
Because I’m wasted 

I drink and I smoke yeah I take pills a lot,
I’m always destructive I never am not.
I’m worthless, addicted, I’ll spare you the thought
I’ll never be normal, you’re all that I got. 

I don’t wanna be the one to let you down because of what I said.
I don’t wanna be the one to tell you that it’s all inside my head.

wasted

Lyrics: 

I want to see, I want to know…
I want to be, Just let me go
Not you and me together, no…
I must be free, forever go…

Want you to see
I want to be
Not you and me
We’ll never be
I must be free, forever, go…. 

I Keep on searching,
I keep on trying.
I’m moving on but.     
My heart’s defying,

But I want you to see, 
But I want you to know.. 

That I want you
want you
want you
want you

I want you
want you
want you
want you

I want to see, I want to know…
I want to be, Just let me go

I cannot find myself in you,  
I cannot find you to be true,
I cannot let nobody know…   

That I want you
want you
want you
want you

I want you
want you
want you
want you

i want you (EmanTheMan & dje)

I Think You Love me (You’re In Love With Me)

Every little time that I’m with you,
It breaks my little heart the way you do. 
But even with my mind done split in two, 
There’s something really crazy about you

I never really found no one like you, 
But then again, I never thought I’d do,
Everything I thought was meant for two,
But see I’m really crazy about you. 

Everybody knows I am
Lost without you

I think I’m falling in love with you…

I never really saw myself with you,
But a smile, never took me through,
All of these emotions meant for two, 
Now you know I’m crazy about you.

Every little look you give me too,
Never thought we’d see each other through,
Even our relationship is due,
Don’t you know I’m crazy about you

Everybody knows I am
Lost without you

I think I’m falling in love with you…

Every time I’m coming after you, 
I don’t know what I do, 
Because I just can’t see this.

And it don’t even matter what I do, 
I know that we are through,
But know, I just can’t see it.  

And all I really ever asked from you,
Was always too much through
Everything that you had going on.

But baby baby, this is nothing new
We never saw it through   
And I see you just lead me on.

Led me on.

And all I ever wanted from you,
All I ever needed was your kiss.

I just wanted to be your love. 
Wanted to be your love. 

Baby even though our time is through, 
I’m always here for you,
But you don’t ever answer my call.

And it don’t even matter who is who,
It’s right or wrong with you,
And I would rather take the fall. 

It wasn’t fair the way I treated you, 
But baby you did too,
I guess we weren’t meant for it all.

But never second guess my love for you,
I promise always to,
But I see that you just led me on.

Led me on.

And all I ever wanted from you,
All I ever needed was your kiss.

I just wanted to be your love. 
Wanted to be your love.

led me on

I was a lonely child, 
But then he saved the day. 

No more an only child,
My brother paved the way.

Nothing could ever stop us, 
Nothing could ever try are luck. 

I had a feeling bout it, 
Special and sacred, but I     

No more an only child,
Because you saved the day.

Here’s what I say..

And everybody know, 
And everybody say,
I couldn’t live the life I live
Without him in the way. 

Cause everybody know,
Cause everybody say, 
We only get one chance at life
I’m glad you’re here to stay 

He was a little guy,
My only friend to play. 

I was a bigger bro, 
I always had my way. 

We’d always fight and such, 
 othing could ever try our love,

A Perfect friend I couldn’t
Ever deny, but I
No more a lonely child,
Because you saved the day.

Here’s what I say 

And everybody know, 
And everybody say,
I couldn’t live the life I live
Without him in the way. 

Cause everybody know,
Cause everybody say, 
We only get one chance at life
I’m glad you’re here to stay

saved the day

This song was written for Alexander Mendoza.

Shakin' My World Up (Written for Alexander Mendoza)

I once was a younger child in time. 
But I didn’t know how,
It took an eternity of life to find,
What I didn’t know now. 

And in that state of mind, 
I lost my way in and out of your life, 
But I promise to God I’ll find, 
My way back home. 

And I’ll put my hand in the fire
I’ve got a burning desire
I know the tings baby they don’t know 
But I’m begging you please don’t go 

Don't go baby,
Please don't you go away,
Don't go baby. 

You’ll miss every single smile of mine,
There’s no turning back now,
And every little second I spent out of line,
I’m all alone now. 

And the this state of mind,
You lost your way and fell out of my life,
But I’m hoping to God that you’ll find,
Your way back home now. 

And I’ll put my hand in the fire
I’ve got a burning desire
I know the tings baby they don’t know 
But I’m begging you please don’t go  

Don't go baby,
Please don't you go away,
Don't go baby.

don't go baby

I wish I never had,
Never had it all. 
They’ll never understand,
And this is why I’ll stall. 

I wish I never laughed
I wish I never cried 
I wish I never had
I want to be unalive 

But I am not that good. 
I’m such a worthless mess
I really wish I could,
But I’m not lucky like the rest. 

I wish I never loved,
Was it worth it in the end?
Never found the one,
Never found a friend. 

Saddened by my face,
Misery and shame. 
Want to leave this place,
And never feel the pain. 

But I am not that good. 
I’m such a worthless mess
I really wish I could,
But I’m not lucky like the rest.

lucky

2003

without you

songs for someone else

xplode

xplode ft. darnell

(Intro Music)

(Verse 1)

Why don’t you get away,
Just get out and rediscover what it is like to be free..
Cause you don’t wanna stay...
This is too painful and it doesn’t help, indefinitely...
I know that Imma be the one who takes the fall,
Headed straight for the ground,
A broken heart and in it all, 
you know what you have found.
An escape from me. 
So escape from me…

Cause I don’t wanna play,
This game is getting too emotionally blinding to me,
You know I’ll never wait...
For you to make up your mind, every single day babe It seems, 
That this is gonna be the one to end it all,
Holding my breath til’ I drown, 
But see the beauty of it all, is I know what I have found,
You are dead to me. 
Now you’re dead to me. 

(Chorus)

You know you're dead to me.
You're fucking dead to me. 
You know you're dead to me. 
(you know you're dead to me.)

You know you're dead to me.
You're fucking dead to me. 
You know you're, you know you're, dead.

Dead, dead, dead, d-dead. dead, dead,
you know you're dead to me.
(you know you're dead to me.)

Dead, dead, dead, d-dead. dead, dead,
you know you're dead to me.
(you know you're dead to me.)

(Verse 2)

I wish I could find a reason 
To leave you before the season
It getting colder than freezing
Your games are very old. 

But everybody is seizing 
My expectations, believing 
And now I’m stuck in this grieving
But really all I know...

Is that you’re dead to me,
I know that I’ll break free. 
And I’m stronger than
I know, I know 

Cause you mean nothing to me,
It should be easy to see,
But I am weak 
and my heart can’t let go.

(Bridge)

Dead to me...
(you know you're dead to me.)
Now you're dead to me.
Dead to me...
(you know you're dead to me.)
Now you're dead to me...

{Chorus)

You know you're dead to me.
You're fucking dead to me. 
You know you're dead to me. 
(you know you're dead to me.)

You know you're dead to me.
You're fucking dead to me. 
You know you're, you know you're, dead.

Dead, dead, dead, d-dead. dead, dead,
you know you're dead to me.
(you know you're dead to me.)

Dead, dead, dead, d-dead. dead, dead,
you know you're dead to me.
(you know you're dead to me.)

dead to me

2020

(Intro Music)

(Verse 1)

Why don’t you get away,
Just get out and rediscover what it is like to be free..
Cause you don’t wanna stay...
This is too painful and it doesn’t help, indefinitely...
I know that Imma be the one who takes the fall,
Headed straight for the ground,
A broken heart and in it all, 
you know what you have found.
An escape from me. 
So escape from me…

Cause I don’t wanna play,
This game is getting too emotionally blinding to me,
You know I’ll never wait...
For you to make up your mind, every single day babe It seems, 
That this is gonna be the one to end it all,
Holding my breath til’ I drown, 
But see the beauty of it all, is I know what I have found,
You are dead to me. 
Now you’re dead to me. 

(Chorus)

You know you're dead to me.
Baby you're dead to me. 
You know you're dead to me. 
(you know you're dead to me.)

You know you're dead to me.
Baby you're dead to me. 
You know you're, you know you're, dead.

Dead, dead, dead, d-dead. dead, dead,
you know you're dead to me.
(you know you're dead to me.)

Dead, dead, dead, d-dead. dead, dead,
you know you're dead to me.
(you know you're dead to me.)

(Verse 2)

I wish I could find a reason 
To leave you before the season
It getting colder than freezing
Your games are very old. 

But everybody is seizing 
My expectations, believing 
And now I’m stuck in this grieving
But really all I know...

Is that you’re dead to me,
I know that I’ll break free. 
And I’m stronger than
I know, I know 

Cause you mean nothing to me,
It should be easy to see,
But I am weak 
and my heart can’t let go.

(Bridge)

Dead to me...
(you know you're dead to me.)
Now you're dead to me.
Dead to me...
(you know you're dead to me.)
Now you're dead to me...

{Chorus)

You know you're dead to me.
Baby you're dead to me. 
You know you're dead to me. 
(you know you're dead to me.)

You know you're dead to me.
Baby you're dead to me. 
You know you're, you know you're, dead.

Dead, dead, dead, d-dead. dead, dead,
you know you're dead to me.
(you know you're dead to me.)

Dead, dead, dead, d-dead. dead, dead,
you know you're dead to me.
(you know you're dead to me.)

dead to me (Radio Edit)

a mix of apocalyptic situations, insomnia, tragedy, infidelity, and heart attacks... you ready?

dje

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