Name: wonder if you care by flyingfish in stroika
Duration: 2 min 14 s
Description: everything written, recorded, produced, mixed, and mastered by me

my dear, I don't imagine you'll receive this letter but I non the less must send it

This is the last song I played before I attempted months ago. I’m looking back at my playlist and hearing this brings back memories, some good, some bad. You never realize how much things matter in the moment.

I miss that girl. I don't even know what we were. but she was so nice... so happy to be with me. she made me. the ugliest girl ever. feel beautiful. but she was struggling. told me she needed time. that she would come back when she was better, safer for me to be around, I didn't get it. she helped me. why would she influence me into doing bad things? she told me that when she was better she would come back. I told her I'll wait. Ive been waiting. and I'll keep waiting.

stroika

If u walked in my skin
Youll Feel the jail
embed, it feels
Like Eternal ache
Stuff me in
Its beautiful 
Let Me out
just like he did
 
the doll i thought i lost
i left it at the dance
when we drove we crashed
it flew right out my hands
us two we act as one
i wish we never did
its all his fucking fault
he thought that i was him

life imitates life

Distressor

Leave

everything written, recorded, produced, mixed, and mastered by me

wonder if you care

doesn't matter now

change

Lyrics:

Just one more lie and then I fall

Don’t play pretend you had it all

I’d kill for you dont even start

Dancing alone all in the dark

I’m hurting im hurting i wish you were dead

Don’t reach out my hand ill stab you instead

You said you wont hurt me, now look what you did

I’ll pretend i don't need no help, but i said I need you bad

scars

Lyrics:

Show me, I’m the one you want

Say it slow, show me how you love

Show me how you love

I can not breathe, the waves are crashing onto me

Show me how you love

Falling, into my memories 

Where we were deeply in love

Our past can see, how we were meant to be

Show me how you love 

I can not breathe, the waves are crashing onto me

Show me how you love

Falling, into my memories 

Where we were deeply in love

savior (prod. Noah Birch)

Pandora

Your face

produced by malcriado 

lyrics:

oh to feel your hands run through my hair again 
to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?


I can’t forget 
you know that it’s killing me inside
cuz it should’ve been me instead that night
wonder if they’ll remember me when I die
but we’ll never know 

to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?

skin

my personal favorite off the EP

produced by waves

lyrics:

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
won’t let me go

I don’t wanna talk about it
I feel it wrap it’s arms around
Put its hands over my mouth
Feel the need to scream and shout
But when I try it won’t come out

Would anybody hear me?
Would anybody hear me if i tried?
If I’m screaming for my life
When I’m needing for a sign
Can you show me it’s alright?

Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
Won’t let me go
(x2)

let me go

lunar eclipse

flyingfish - lunar eclipse (@realflyingfish) [deleted]

Bleed

memoboy-Insomniac

I do accept you, but you didn't accept my crazy way of loving and caring for you.

wonder if you care

flyingfish

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