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BiTCHMADE! [V1] (w/ Taz) [SOUNDCLOUD EXCLUSIVE]

Damien Styles

A Harrowing News Report

Hes trying to kill me

Papithbk -  Know Yourself

in my room

I SHAKE TILL I BREAK WITH A LUMP 
IN MY THROAT CUZ THE PRESSURE IS PERMANENT 
I PLAY WITH THESE SLUGS WHILE IM PUTTING 
THESE DRUGS IN THE SKIN THAT IM SQUIRMING IN
GOTTA WATCH ALL THESE DEMONS KEEP TAKING
ILL NEVER GET BACK WHAT THEY TOOK FROM ME
MISSING CALLS FROM MY MOMMA SO GONE 
OFF OPANA SHE COULDNT EVEN LOOK AT ME 
THEY SAY IM QUEEZIN FIENIN FOR NO REASON
WHATS THE REASON I GOT REASONS 
DEMONS CREEPIN WHILE IM SLEEPIN 
I CANT BREATHE NO IM NOT BREATHIN 

I STAY OVER HERE I DONT WANNA BE 
NEAR STAY AWAY LIKE IM SUPPOSED TO
THEY CAME WITH THEIR PRIDE AND NOW THEY
CANT DECIDE ABOUT WHO THIS BLADE GOES TO
EVERY THOUGHT IN MY HEAD HAS BEEN STARTING 
IN RED AND THEY TEND TO BE AWFUL 
THEY PLAY WITH MY SOUL AND IM SEEING
THINGS THAT ARE MORE THEN UNLAWFUL

CERBERUS

LYRICS: 

I can write a sad song  
I can write a love song 
Recording this at half 4
I’m high where all my drug’s gone 

I don’t wanna get high 
It’s just that I’ve been numb long 
I don’t understand why 
I feel better when I’m fucked up 

I don’t wanna get high 
It’s just that I’ve been numb long 
I don’t understand why 
I feel better when I’m


It’s the weekend it’s just don’t feel it 
I’m getting fucked up
No one but me can change it 
Baby you can leave 
I don’t expect for you to wait here 
A heart is in my hand and I don’t wanna break it

Don’t know where my loves gone 
Finally can cry now 
They say an angel’s mean’t to fly 
So why you tied down 

I don’t want no Cocaine I don’t want no talking 
I didn’t know I’d fuck up so bad after I walked in 

Didn’t know I could change 
And now I have I’m sorry 
It’s not the kinda change that 
You expected from me 

I dont wanna know names
Stay away I’m floating 
Talk to me again when
My soul’s back in body

An Angel’s Meant to Fly (prod. JDV)

MIXED/MASTERED BY CARTER MCFARLAND @ISTHATKARTUR

EXTASIS

Recorded 08-16-23

lyrics: 

I hate it when I get this low
I can't even go outside
I just stay at home
Drinkin all alone
But It don't help me cope 
The same thing goes for the smoke I toke 
All this coughing bout to put me in a coffin
And I've been thinking bout it often 
Just offin myself
I've been off in a another world 
All by myself 
Being selfish as hell
tryna escape this cell
I don't want opinions or advice 
I don't need help
All of my addictions and vices 
I keep on my shelf 
And I'll break the habit 
Just as soon as I get well
I don't need all that talking
And those self riteous spells
I don't need you to spell it out
I could already tell 
Yea I know I got problems
But I don't need to pop pills
So stop suggesting that I go 
And see a doctor for real
Cuz we've been through this before
And you know just how it feels
Everybody you love
tellin you how to heal
While not supporting anything you do
Is so unreal
How they they find a way to conversate on what's your deal
Without a clue how hard it is
to smile and chill 
I've been faking and laughing
Breaking from sadness
They know this
They continue to act like
They don't even notice I'm broken
Its becoming so hopeless 
the life that I've chosen
was stolen I've been tryna stay focused 
while not losing all my devotion 
But I'll be alright 
I've been thinking bout it lately
Everyday and night 
Hoping and praying I make it
And I don't lose my sight 
I don't lose my strength 
And I don't lose my mind
I've been going insane 
Without you here by my side 
Without you here in my ride
I've been finding places to hide
Asking myself why 
How am i still alive 
I must have contemplated suicide  
a thousand times damn





I Hate it when I get this cold 
So damn frigid 
I can't feel my soul
Hitting 30 years old
with still nothing to show
I used have some dreams 
I still have some goals
Money, cars and clothes
I don't even want those
I would trade it all in a second
For my bros and for my family sake
For just one more go 
One last chance 
To right all of the wrongs I chose
Meeting Jesus broke me down to pieces 
now I'm whole
Giving me reason to believe in 
Everything I don't 
Still havin troubles forgiving myself
For things I've stole 
And the hate that i hold 
I just wanna break this mold 
Crack this code
Find out what I need to know
Truth betold
I lost my faith and all my hope
Had to find the strength 
to put down that rope and finally cope
Now I see who I owe 
It's the one that rose 
But when I think about the things I've done
That's when I get to thinking
I should go get that gun
Then I wanna run away 
and go a find his son
I can't stand it when I get this numb 
I've been lookin for a purpose
And if I'm worth it
Do I really deserve it
I know I'm not perfect
But I'm sick of always hurting
Looking for that light
In the dark I might 
Fall for the the same temptation 
That I spite
But I'll be alright 
I've been thinking bout it lately
Everyday and night 
Hoping and praying I make it
And I don't lose my sight 
I don't lose my strength 
And I don't lose my mind
I've been going insane 
Without you here by my side 
Without you here in my ride
I've been findin places to hide
Asking myself why
I've probably asked God's forgiveness 
about a million times

if i would've loved u </3 (prod. raspo)

ghost

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