Us vibing with our dissociative identity disorder cuz this song weirdly fits well 😎💕🥰😭

istg this is one of the best songs from You qvq keep up the good work!

did you just edit the gumi in the title or do i need to go to the mental hospital just like the people in your songs--

This song reminds me of breaking a bone and liking the feeling of the pain Idk why?

This might just be me but has anyone here read the story The Masque of the Red Death by Edgar Allen Poe? This song reminds me of it and I want to know that it’s not just me and I’m not crazy

I have no idea what to name this playlist. ':T

he

yt video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-bWQ7Dk5rw
lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1wYQhKmssb7SAaktvZd5Uhr9IsXRoYdImCFBG8mSDrpY/edit?usp=sharing
mp3/inst/midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1J82y9NCK_DXCx0c9fhNUUIKnckbGomzL?usp=sharing

The Medical Anomaly ft. Oliver (VOCALOID Original Song)

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
MV / https://youtu.be/g-spHpji2mc
inst / https://piapro.jp/t/YhRa

[lyrics]
It’s hard to say, I know you’re going nowhere
You take your bet and spend all day in your head
I never liked that you just tend to ignore
The little things like icing topping a cake

Fool me once, like it’s all a childing game
Fool me twice, like it’s all the same
Once again, making me feel like a fool
Do not fret, we will still be fine
Right?

Just like they all say
I'd take your arm, maybe a leg
(an arm for a leg)
Stop trying to beg
Or they will have your head
You got it all wrong
That bogus love is all gone
(my love is all gone)
Lies that you told me
Are tearing at the seams

You said you cared, but selfish choices reveal
You never thought that I was ever ideal
Know, they would tell me, you were always no good
Yet, I just thought that you were misunderstood

Fool me once, like it’s all a childing game
Fool me twice, like it’s all the same
Once again, making me feel like a fool
Do not fret, we will still be fine
Right?

Just like they all say
I'd take your arm, maybe a leg
(an arm for a leg)
Stop trying to beg
Or they will have your head
You got it all wrong
That bogus love is all gone
(my love is all gone)
Lies that you told me
Are tearing at the seams

ARM AND LEG / IA AI English

i will not disclose the amount of pain and suffering i had to endure in order to make this song's PMV possible, i had to edit it on a crummy iPad and was ultimately met with the repeated bashing of mental anguish at least 4 or 5 times but that's okay!!! it all turned out awesome in the end!!!!

this song features my very first pmv in case you couldn't tell!! I'm super proud of it, so PLEASE go check it out!!

the character's name is Aldora (she/her), and those are wings coming out of her head, not weird axolotl ears, I'm sorry :( devastating, i know
(the lore for this character as well as her... Relations with other existing characters are not established in its absolute yet; questions can be asked, but i do not guarantee they will all be answered :( )

all assets of the video were either drawn/taken by me! same goes for the music and the tuning :] no stealing, pls!!

i'll see you on the flip side! goodbye for now <3

❦

LINKS:
↳ Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1X7TMO2zyp-P58JPbsloc-bRy1edwZcawzSTxJgfbyZU/edit?usp=sharing
↳ Youtube / PMV: https://youtu.be/bpZX0EqLmKY
↳ Instrumental: (BPM - 100)https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Ql14J0IZ5LsBwZULq4b-uWwXQ4BtzEol?usp=sharing

Give Or Take (Original Song Ft. Gumi English)

https://youtu.be/qK62up6otZU

ofc if she wants me to take it down i will duh.

Kevin / Uncanny by GHOST

when the uhhh

inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NqwLeO8IGPikPP4pJ7klroUCmuf6eQqc?usp=sharing

ODDMENTS (OVERHAULED) ft. SOLARIA (SynthV Original Song)

yeah
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NqwLeO8IGPikPP4pJ7klroUCmuf6eQqc?usp=sharing

The Monochrome Mentality (2022 Remaster) ft. vflower / Gumi English / Maika (VOCALOID Original Song)

its the song

inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NqwLeO8IGPikPP4pJ7klroUCmuf6eQqc?usp=sharing

You're An Awful Person (2022 Remaster) ft. vflower (VOCALOID Original Song)

yeah

LYRICS DOC: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1NQNk_vIjmKGi3uLSraOTainNe_1cqV62F2kXl5H57_g/edit?usp=sharing
TRANSLATION: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1vQU9WIgjro0tLl4rz9valvwafsbPO1kYZnrgDF4Pv7w/edit?usp=sharing
music: me
lyrics: whimsie + me :)
art/video: me (w/ encouragement and inspo from whimsie)
eng cc: whimsie

for those of u wondering who whimsie is...... u will soon know :)

Nonsense and Me / ノンセンス・アンド・ミー ft. 重音テト / Kasane Teto (UTAUオリジナル曲）

Pathological Facade - GHOST

sentenced to hard truth ⚖

youtube mv - https://youtu.be/ezldLULi3Ps

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music / illust / mv -  friendxp  
vocaloid - meika hime

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instrumental / midi / lyrics - https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kzivz15ei9Ofvxc0_qHj4YGG1YspYo3w?usp=drive_link
streaming (will take a bit to go up on spotify, etc) - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/friendxp/all-those-feelings-have-to-go
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/album/all-those-feelings-have-to-go
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

「all those feelings have to go.」 - friendxp feat. hime

"i don't wanna let you down"

youtube mv - https://youtu.be/Yg6g3agPj8Y

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music / illust / mv - friendxp  
vocal - sheena

✧✧✧
instrumental / midi / lyrics - https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1d-V7zDQiUcbIlweUSpywtOG57Ck9lMU9?usp=drive_link
streaming - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/friendxp/how-2-pleaser
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/album/how-2-pleaser
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

✧✧✧
it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

it’s a crisis in itself
the symptoms paralleled in every infidel
i know it well
you always sell what’s not to tell
and simply, a stagnant “truth” luring us into “sin”
as soon as we begin
i know better than that
back-to-back, there’ll be no slack

i’ll never be ready
cannot keep my breathing steady
as i one step, two-step, closer to you
can’t follow through, i already knew
solitary basis
crude migration through these phases
cycle on and on
while struggling to play along

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a burden i cannot rid

a masquerade of willful ignorance
performed until the closing act is done

i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna ever let you down
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

“let me waste my life atoning for somebody else’s burdens”
who should be responsible for traumas left inaudible?

now, we’ve both withdrawn
dawdled on when mending bonds
and now, they’re nearly gone
every single fleeting glance
i can spy the eyes of latent plights
hunting through night

of course, the status is enforced
may i premorse what bloomed straight from the source?

denouncing that “other side”
turn it to me and i’ll look alive
“would you look at that round of sinners?”
smiling, idling as no beginner
it’s better not showed nor telled
“it’s like they wanna go straight unto hell”
for this sentence that swallows all lifelines
i’d like a bit of time

i’ll never be ready
cannot keep my breathing steady
as i one step, two-step, closer to you
can’t follow through, i already knew
solitary basis
crude migration through these phases
cycle on and on
while struggling to play along

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a burden i cannot yet rid

in the end, it’s the same
is there gain without pain?
“it’s coming around to get you cause ain’t it true?”

as i’m bombarded by complexity
the world remains a mystery
there’s no room for ambiguity
“allah, the scenes i see are - ”
shrouded by ubiquity
parading false identities
and twisting tongues oh so breathlessly
“allah, the scenes i see are gone”

allah, the scenes i see are wrong…

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a life that i cannot lead

a masquerade of willful ignorance
performed until the closing act is done

i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna ever let you down
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

now, and till i’m gone
allah all along had me wrong

HOW 2 PLEASER - friendxp feat. sheena

CONTENT WARNING:
the lyrics in this song are from the perspective of a character who romanticizes violence and injury, and although the topic isn't explicitly mentioned or implied, some of the lyrics may be triggering to those who struggle with s*lf-harm. stay safe!

yt: https://youtu.be/gVRGueEGIPU?si=PPEsb4amBpEKEU3O
lyr:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1P9DqhRbG8vFZzGd5XNUFopQ_imzZNTZyc6MOHt91NXI/edit?usp=sharing
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Fq8kLQwfrdmukxeLsSAp_Q0UlkywgWNt?usp=sharing

MISS MISERYGUTS ft. Tsuina-chan AI (SynthV Original Song)

PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vp8tHkEON-Q

LYRICS:
Be scared, cause it only gets worse
Prepare for myself to get hurt
Keep on trying to get away
I know I cannot escape
I don’t own the thoughts in my head,
So come here to speak my mind instead
Waiting for the bell to chime
They all keep on changing my mind

No one ever cares, it appears
Everybody stares
Insincere
Dramatize those words
Now it’s true
Laugh it off, and hide that look on my face

You won’t see my eyes
Hiding from behind
Careless and unkind
Masks
You don’t understand
No one gives a damn
Dunno where I stand
Anymore

Can’t meet those ideals
It is so
Tell me how to feel
I don’t know
Twist and turn the words
It’s not true
Spinning ‘round, I’ve become a disgrace

I have come to find
That you don’t seem to mind
My thoughts have realigned
Fast
You don’t understand and
No one gives a damn
I don’t know where I stand
So many lies...


A hyperbole
Designed to mislead
Not sure if the thoughts are mine or yours
I had not a chance
To pick my own stance
But I mean your own is fine of course
What if I could change
The view in your brain
To match those of others all around
Cause a scene
I wanna scream
Now lock me up
Throw away the key

Be scared, cause it only gets worse
Prepare for myself to get hurt
Keep on trying to get away
I know I cannot escape
I don’t own the thoughts in my head,
So come here to speak my mind instead
Waiting for the bell to chime
They all keep on changing my mind

Walk into the ball
Fake a smile
I can see them all
They’re all vile
Gotta wear a mask
I can’t choose
Pick for me ‘cause I’m a jack of all trades

I can’t seem to care 
About which mask I wear
You share it cause you care…
Right?!
Fake it till you make it
Build it up and break it
All the things you say
They make me cry…

I can’t make a choice
I can’t find my voice 
I just wanna see what’s right for me
My head swirls around
I feel tied and bound 
Just one word can alter what I see
I’ve nothing to hide
Nothing to conceal
Whatever I fake is what I feel
I can’t go back
Imagine that
Behind this mask
Nothing’s even there

Be scared, cause it only gets worse
Prepare for myself to get hurt
Keep on trying to get away
I know I cannot escape
I don’t own the thoughts in my head,
So come here to speak my mind instead
Waiting for the bell to chime
I just keep on changing...
Be scared, cause it only gets worse
You all know I’m here to get hurt
Keep on trying to get away
You know you cannot escape
I don’t own the thoughts in my head,
So come here to speak my mind instead
Waiting for the bell to chime
They all keep on changing my mind

MAIN VOCALS: Avanna, Gumi English
BACKING VOCALS: Otomachi Una, DEX
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
MP3/INSTRUMENTAL: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1V6Z5GCs6hYV0SqtKvUKY6mR1QM07s9uP
BPM: 155

My social media:
twitter.com/le_RIP_
ask-the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (ask blog)
the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (submit stuff here!)
drawing-with-r-i-p.tumblr.com (art blog)
t-h-e-r-i-p.deviantart.com (also art)

【Avanna + Gumi English】Masquerade【VOCALOID Original Song】

pv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a3iRoMPmsdg

lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1zzzd-suOrrXB5wcm-eM-DGoGlfLNr38NV2eRonZG1j0/edit?usp=sharing

glass breaking sound by cmusounddesign
https://freesound.org/people/cmusounddesign/sounds/84702/
i added reverb and used glitch 2 
license: https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/3.0/

mp3/instrumental: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1IDBTydjqQgV1alMX0ixUlVLUyoocra5g
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
MAIN VOCALS: v4flower
BACKGROUND VOCALS: DEX, Maika, Otomachi Una
EXTRA VOCALS: Myself
BPM: N/A (it changes :/ )

My social media stuffs:
https://ko-fi.com/riproducer
twitter.com/le_RIP_
ask-the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (ask blog)
the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (submit stuff here!)
drawing-with-r-i-p.tumblr.com (art blog)
t-h-e-r-i-p.deviantart.com (also art)
ask-rip-ocs.tumblr.com/ (ask my ocs anything!!)

【vflower】You're An Awful Person【VOCALOID Original Song】

first song with una as the main vocal!!! :)))

yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hYd1fT45_bw

lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/14IL2T3bRWk8t7coxpZOybbT98zRh78iOnN_Nse1z2Y4/edit?usp=sharing

mp3/inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1BAqd4VOPfR14DkQ19Pnd71cwwxN08OlK?usp=sharing

midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/14_IykUfCJGVALGq8MK2oOvN6_RlLoydV?usp=sharing

What Gave It Away ft. Otomachi Una (VOCALOID Original Song)

She/Her and They/Them
Chinese-Filipino
I love listening to music lol
I draw and do more shit

• R.I.P / RIProducer •
• aug 2, 2004 • 
• vocaloid producer since 2017 •
• english/日本語 OK •
• check out my carrd for more info: https://riproducer.carrd.co •

【Avanna + Gumi English】Masquerade【VOCALOID Original Song】

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