finders keepers losers weepers ‼️‼️

how it feels maturing and realising that my childhood bullies weren't at fault because the real problem was our teacher

he

yt video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-bWQ7Dk5rw
lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1wYQhKmssb7SAaktvZd5Uhr9IsXRoYdImCFBG8mSDrpY/edit?usp=sharing
mp3/inst/midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1J82y9NCK_DXCx0c9fhNUUIKnckbGomzL?usp=sharing

The Medical Anomaly ft. Oliver (VOCALOID Original Song)

mushroomy gumi hell yeah!!
last song i will post as a 17y/o... birthday soon :)
this song is about mushrooms but the mushrooms and mycelium represent my brain. idk how to explain it...... the metaphors


YT video: https://youtu.be/rDhqYGbJtN8
lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1rUG-j_Xpz-QMkUb1QkR1pDZ70QB33m3Q9jdm5O5yugQ/edit?usp=sharing
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1RTZw4tQpmtPJmzVxE0ZeZ4w5eV6MFmwJ?usp=sharing
midi: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Ums-eGrDKYB_lyX7GkDYXlO1Q2ysHmne/view?usp=share_link

Fruiting Bodies ft. Gumi English (VOCALOID Original Song)

yeah
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NqwLeO8IGPikPP4pJ7klroUCmuf6eQqc?usp=sharing

The Monochrome Mentality (2022 Remaster) ft. vflower / Gumi English / Maika (VOCALOID Original Song)

links in the youtube description https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hiN2gLLTX84

Mai, Asterian / DEATHBODY [Original Song Collaboration]

"i don't wanna let you down"

youtube mv - https://youtu.be/Yg6g3agPj8Y

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music / illust / mv - friendxp  
vocal - sheena

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instrumental / midi / lyrics - https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1d-V7zDQiUcbIlweUSpywtOG57Ck9lMU9?usp=drive_link
streaming - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/friendxp/how-2-pleaser
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/album/how-2-pleaser
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

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it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

it’s a crisis in itself
the symptoms paralleled in every infidel
i know it well
you always sell what’s not to tell
and simply, a stagnant “truth” luring us into “sin”
as soon as we begin
i know better than that
back-to-back, there’ll be no slack

i’ll never be ready
cannot keep my breathing steady
as i one step, two-step, closer to you
can’t follow through, i already knew
solitary basis
crude migration through these phases
cycle on and on
while struggling to play along

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a burden i cannot rid

a masquerade of willful ignorance
performed until the closing act is done

i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna ever let you down
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

“let me waste my life atoning for somebody else’s burdens”
who should be responsible for traumas left inaudible?

now, we’ve both withdrawn
dawdled on when mending bonds
and now, they’re nearly gone
every single fleeting glance
i can spy the eyes of latent plights
hunting through night

of course, the status is enforced
may i premorse what bloomed straight from the source?

denouncing that “other side”
turn it to me and i’ll look alive
“would you look at that round of sinners?”
smiling, idling as no beginner
it’s better not showed nor telled
“it’s like they wanna go straight unto hell”
for this sentence that swallows all lifelines
i’d like a bit of time

i’ll never be ready
cannot keep my breathing steady
as i one step, two-step, closer to you
can’t follow through, i already knew
solitary basis
crude migration through these phases
cycle on and on
while struggling to play along

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a burden i cannot yet rid

in the end, it’s the same
is there gain without pain?
“it’s coming around to get you cause ain’t it true?”

as i’m bombarded by complexity
the world remains a mystery
there’s no room for ambiguity
“allah, the scenes i see are - ”
shrouded by ubiquity
parading false identities
and twisting tongues oh so breathlessly
“allah, the scenes i see are gone”

allah, the scenes i see are wrong…

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a life that i cannot lead

a masquerade of willful ignorance
performed until the closing act is done

i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna ever let you down
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

now, and till i’m gone
allah all along had me wrong

HOW 2 PLEASER - friendxp feat. sheena

CONTENT WARNING:
the lyrics in this song are from the perspective of a character who romanticizes violence and injury, and although the topic isn't explicitly mentioned or implied, some of the lyrics may be triggering to those who struggle with s*lf-harm. stay safe!

yt: https://youtu.be/gVRGueEGIPU?si=PPEsb4amBpEKEU3O
lyr:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1P9DqhRbG8vFZzGd5XNUFopQ_imzZNTZyc6MOHt91NXI/edit?usp=sharing
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Fq8kLQwfrdmukxeLsSAp_Q0UlkywgWNt?usp=sharing

MISS MISERYGUTS ft. Tsuina-chan AI (SynthV Original Song)

This Is My Heart

Perfectly Sweet

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wlhgKHHqpL0

I'M VERY GLAD TO FINALLY HAVE THIS DONE
basically this song has been a work in progress since early 2018, i started writing it during my hiatus and then just... stuff kept coming up and i planned a super ambitious PV for it that i obviously never ended up finishing, but i finally got it done!

i hope anyone who's feeling like nothing gets better and that good moments are deemed to come crashing down will hang in there. life's quite literally a rollercoaster, and i promise there's always gonna be breaks from the rainstorm, even if they're brief for now. i also hope that people like me can internalize the fact that they're still worth just as much as everyone else even if they're not the best at something or the most capable worker out there. maybe you're not as great at drawing as your peers, maybe your grades suck, or maybe you can't work or go to school because getting out of bed is near impossible. none of that impacts you being a lovable and deserving person.

[cue studio audience "awww"]

p.s pls listen to the song off itunes/spotify (when it comes out) or bandcamp, youtube killed the quality

~~

get the song at:
bandcamp: https://ghostandpals.bandcamp.com/album/those-who-carried-on

itunes, spotify, and etc. online stores will be available soon! once they're up i'll add them to this description box

you can find my twitter, instagram, patreon, and other websites i'm on here:
https://www.ghostandpals.com/

look guys i made a website!

Those Who Carried On / Gumi English & Yohioloid Original Song

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQI5a2WGt2s

Hatsune Miku Eng / Entomologists [Original Song]

edit 2024: oh that sure is a song alright 

yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1i-3qp7APXw

MP3/Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1JuWjZ_o1QmrlcC36Z02rvHHDaYXNlq6T?usp=sharing
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1jGjoMV_FIAQOhHMjJGPvKmFZ2-TI1988/view?usp=sharing
Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/16EUegjl4hPv6GoS-3HsFJ7g_M-w3zFlZ3GN07tlYMT4/edit?usp=sharing

My social media stuffs:
https://ko-fi.com/riproducer
twitter.com/le_RIP_
ask-the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (ask blog)
the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (submit stuff here!)
drawing-with-r-i-p.tumblr.com (art blog)
t-h-e-r-i-p.deviantart.com (also art)

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【Chika】Finders Keepers【VOCALOID Original Song】

• R.I.P / RIProducer •
• aug 2, 2004 • 
• vocaloid producer since 2017 •
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【Chika】Finders Keepers【VOCALOID Original Song】

R.I.P / RIProducer

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