The Ghost Experience (& others)

PINK

MV / https://youtu.be/-cL52_HeuKs
music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / Tsuina-chan AI https://twitter.com/Tuina_chan_PJ
inst / https://piapro.jp/t/80Oe
midi, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/11IbTFwmhLXcIPFA05IvcJwa9luFzuhx1?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Ah, everything goes down again
Let it get into my head
But my energy is spent
Trying to make another cent
If I knew I'd be this bored
I'd have looked for something more
Why refuse an open door?
You'd be lazy to the core!
And the tick-ticking never stops
Staring blankly at the clock
All this time my life has lost
Nothing new is ever sought
Kindly manners you were taught
Very quickly seem to drop
When you finally get to know
All the people who are "grown"

Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The rampant immaturity
Should I take it?
Can't I take it?
Cause no one stops the gossiping
Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The, frankly gross, monotony
Should I break it?
Can't I break it?
But this is how it oughta be

Just gotta
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Drown all the anger out
Cause making fun of everyone
Will surely make my life less dull, so
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that
Everything will be alright
Realize they're acting like a 
M O R O N 
Suspended sense

But I don't gotta like it
Don't gotta watch them throw a fit
Got nothing to commit
A dim-wit's benefit
There's nothing smart about it
There's nothing that they won't admit
Such a stupid thing
Just take a bat and swing

Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The rampant immaturity
Should I take it?
Can't I take it?
Cause no one stops the gossiping
Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The, frankly gross, monotony
Should I break it?
Can't I break it?
But this is how it oughta be

Just gotta
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Spit in the eyes of those who
Make things overcomplicated
"I'm so self-opinionated!"
BLAH BLAH BLAH
Drowning out 
The quarrels they bring about
And for the uninitiated 
We're so unappreciated
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Drown all the anger out
Cause making fun of everyone
Will surely make my life less dull, so
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that
Everything will be alright
Realize they're acting like a 
M O R O N
Repeat again

DIM-WITTED POLKA / Tsuina-chan AI (original song)

yeah
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NqwLeO8IGPikPP4pJ7klroUCmuf6eQqc?usp=sharing

The Monochrome Mentality (2022 Remaster) ft. vflower / Gumi English / Maika (VOCALOID Original Song)

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EYKrl61cUsY
additional links in youtube description!

Kevin / Reckless Battery Burns [Original Song feat. Vane Lily]

Shadow's Art

Lamentations (Feat. Carbon Monoxide)

original song by Shiki Miyoshino / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYn-iMfq54A
music, lyrics / GHOST
cover, illust / kian
vocals / miyamai moca
svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/18UEG4x9BeJr7xqL6XdFviGz5fX_I0ZLU?usp=sharing

HANAHAKI SYNDROME / 🥀『miyamai moca』SynthVカバー

first vocaloid song oop
(TW MENTION OF SELF HARM)
LYRICS:

Spinning falling ever dropping
My mind is constantly mocking 
All the things I shouldn't do my impulses are shining through 
You're alone, nobody's there
Social conscience truly rare 
I can't push away the thought of people lying that they care 
Dizzying, it's like I'm falling 
Look away it's really nothing
Artificial colors flavors, faking authenticity 
It's so good so sweet and tasty 
Melting mouths you're going crazy 
I can't help it reasons gone, and everybody's falling down 

Psychedelic lucid dreams 
Candy made with LSD 
I know they will never see my twisted spin on sanity 
Everybody's asking why 
Don't ya know it's time to die 
Fracturing the human mind with all the pieces strewn around!

Look at you, you're a foul mess!
Then again, we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
look at me, I'm a foul mess!
I can't help it any longer
Now I know this is truly me
Everybody will rot away

You refuse to say you've lost
Tangled up in candy floss
Running out of lies to make, next thing ya know you'll pay the cost
Fake the smiles that we wear
Your facade is quite impaired!
Lying your way through life's not gonna get ya anywhere

Everyone is outta luck
Everybody's time is up 
You and I are quite alike but that means I have gone corrupt 
Why is no one asking why don't ya know it's time to die 
Shattering the minds of many, all the pieces strewn about!

Look at you, you're a foul mess!
Then again, we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
look at me I'm a foul mess
I can't help it longer
Go away just leave me be
Everybody shall rot away so
One two three, and we'll snap our necks!
Don't you get we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
Look again, I'm a foul mess!
Everything is melting away
Go away, this is truly me!
Everybody should rot away

Logically I shouldn't be so mad about the things that people do, but clearly, it's because of you
Don't you know I really do not care if no one's really even there, but really, it's because of you
Candy-coated broken dreams. your minds your souls not truly free. Everything is breaking down, because of you
Spinning falling ever dropping
My mind is constantly mocking 
Everything you know is gone, because of you

Look at you, you're a foul mess!
Then again, we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
Look at me, I'm a foul mess!
I can't help it any longer
Now I know this is truly me
Everybody will rot away
Now I know this is truly me
Everybody will rot away

MP3: http://www.mediafire.com/file/aaisdta7726om5v/Candyman.mp3
Instrumental: http://www.mediafire.com/file/e4dysxoadhusgkd/Candyman_INST.wav
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 128

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https://twitter.com/le_RIP_
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Candyman

【Fukase English】Candyman【Original Song】

(TW DISSOCIATION/DEREALIZATION)

MERRY MCHECKIN CHRISTMAS MY DUDES

This is my 14-day make a song challenge... song?!?!?!?!!! 
so yeah i made it in 2 weeks lol

LYRICS:

Look around, you're safe and sound
Until you finally realize
You're not who you're supposed to be
And everybody's mad at me
Oh, why I do the things I do
I really try to compensate for
The so many things I cause
It's out of my control
It's begun
It's started now
The chaos from inside of me
It sprouts from the depths of my soul
And festers in my mind
Fogging up my eyes and sight
Deteriorates along with me 
My thoughts are strangling my heart
They change my point of view

Though I know its not because of me I feel its so
Really though, I'm fine. So you can take a hike and go
Problems I am causing make me feel like I could drown
Screaming out my voice is calling
Never hear a sound

I'll become a lifeless entity 
That's who I should be!
It's sickening
It's sickening
It's part of me I cannot change
Look around, you're safe and sound
Cause nothing's happening to me!
It's sickening
I'm sickening
I'm falling to the ground

I'll become lifeless entity
That's who I'm gonna be!
It's sickening
It's sickening
It's part of me that's really strange
Why I do the things I do
you're lying now it can't be true
They're bickering
They're bickering
I know it's all my fault


How's it going?
How are you?
I feel my earth has gone astray
And everybody's shouting out
These meaningless atrocities
Oh, why am I sobbing?
I'm too weak
No nothing's solid anymore
Not really here
Fulfilled my fears
I give up my control

Though I know it's not because of me I feel its so
Really though, I'm fine. So you can take a hike and go
Problems I am causing make me feel like I could drown
Screaming out my voice is calling
Never hear a sound

I've become a lifeless entity
That's who I wanna be
It's sickening
It's sickening
It's part of me I cannot change
Look around, you're safe and sound
Cause nothing's happening to me!
It's sickening
I'm sickening
I'm falling to the ground

I've become lifeless entity
That's who I'm gonna be!
It's sickening
It's sickening
It's part of me that's really strange
Why I do the things I do
you're lying now it can't be true
They're bickering
They're bickering
I know it's all my fault

Floating up, reach to the sky
Then fall back down again.
Everything is so surreal
It's bound to fade away...

Flying up, reach to the sky
I'll fall back down again.
Nothing's real
Oh, I'm not real!
I'm gonna go somewhere 
So far away...

I'm nothing

I am but a lifeless entity!
That's what I'll always be!
It's sickening
It's sickening
It's part of me I'll never change
Looking 'round, I'm safe and sound
Cause nothing's happening to me!
It's comforting
It's comforting
I cannot touch the ground.

Oh, I'm but a lifeless entity
That's who I'm gonna be
I'm drifting
I'm drifting
It's part of me that cannot change
Why I do the things I do
I cannot tell what's really true
They're listening
They're listening
I know its all my fault...

Why I do the things I do
I cannot tell what's really true
They're listening
They're listening
I know its all my fault...

mp3/Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1lorD6Uw5Ihy30RJhx1i_kxTSdQXS8-Pe?usp=sharing
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 155

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【Fukase English】lifeless【Original Song】

The Faulty Feline Philosophy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YoSrocwNYjA&list=PLPNQ0vdtFj6-JsORNrXjWnNWCp5I6Vok2

TW: DEATH, MENTIONS OF BLOOD, SUICIDE

Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1trpxIujmJjAw-0raHlzG13USNvdIGzQxGYOBFkun2o8/edit?usp=sharing
Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1rQ6EoVB3LVl-pakIqM3deYtjH6xbdCxJ
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 170
VOCALS: DEX, Gumi English (ft. Otomachi Una)

Story/Characters/Background Image: Markiplier
Art: Me
Song: Me

【DEX + Gumi English】Deception of a Dark Mind【Original Song】

i'm posting this so that when i get sc pro i can put this in my spotlight

PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vp8tHkEON-Q

LYRICS:
Be scared, cause it only gets worse
Prepare for myself to get hurt
Keep on trying to get away
I know I cannot escape
I don’t own the thoughts in my head,
So come here to speak my mind instead
Waiting for the bell to chime
They all keep on changing my mind

No one ever cares, it appears
Everybody stares
Insincere
Dramatize those words
Now it’s true
Laugh it off, and hide that look on my face

You won’t see my eyes
Hiding from behind
Careless and unkind
Masks
You don’t understand
No one gives a damn
Dunno where I stand
Anymore

Can’t meet those ideals
It is so
Tell me how to feel
I don’t know
Twist and turn the words
It’s not true
Spinning ‘round, I’ve become a disgrace

I have come to find
That you don’t seem to mind
My thoughts have realigned
Fast
You don’t understand and
No one gives a damn
I don’t know where I stand
So many lies...


A hyperbole
Designed to mislead
Not sure if the thoughts are mine or yours
I had not a chance
To pick my own stance
But I mean your own is fine of course
What if I could change
The view in your brain
To match those of others all around
Cause a scene
I wanna scream
Now lock me up
Throw away the key

Be scared, cause it only gets worse
Prepare for myself to get hurt
Keep on trying to get away
I know I cannot escape
I don’t own the thoughts in my head,
So come here to speak my mind instead
Waiting for the bell to chime
They all keep on changing my mind

Walk into the ball
Fake a smile
I can see them all
They’re all vile
Gotta wear a mask
I can’t choose
Pick for me ‘cause I’m a jack of all trades

I can’t seem to care 
About which mask I wear
You share it cause you care…
Right?!
Fake it till you make it
Build it up and break it
All the things you say
They make me cry…

I can’t make a choice
I can’t find my voice 
I just wanna see what’s right for me
My head swirls around
I feel tied and bound 
Just one word can alter what I see
I’ve nothing to hide
Nothing to conceal
Whatever I fake is what I feel
I can’t go back
Imagine that
Behind this mask
Nothing’s even there

Be scared, cause it only gets worse
Prepare for myself to get hurt
Keep on trying to get away
I know I cannot escape
I don’t own the thoughts in my head,
So come here to speak my mind instead
Waiting for the bell to chime
I just keep on changing...
Be scared, cause it only gets worse
You all know I’m here to get hurt
Keep on trying to get away
You know you cannot escape
I don’t own the thoughts in my head,
So come here to speak my mind instead
Waiting for the bell to chime
They all keep on changing my mind

MAIN VOCALS: Avanna, Gumi English
BACKING VOCALS: Otomachi Una, DEX
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
MP3/INSTRUMENTAL: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1V6Z5GCs6hYV0SqtKvUKY6mR1QM07s9uP
BPM: 155

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【Avanna + Gumi English】Masquerade【VOCALOID Original Song】

songs in no particular order

i was messing with my midi controller and WHOOPS i made this

just a little somethin' somethin' ;))

... keep these melodies in mind...

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Spoiler Alert - A Compilation

• R.I.P / RIProducer •
• aug 2, 2004 • 
• vocaloid producer since 2017 •
• english/日本語 OK •
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【DEX + Gumi English】Deception of a Dark Mind【Original Song】

R.I.P / RIProducer

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