Shit all your music is good even the old shit

my dumbass who didn't know this song was about dermatillomania: 👁️👄👁️

is it weird when I first heard this song I thought of The Owl House- (not the lyrics I'm talking about the instrumental)

Why do I literally call this character Tide because they say “I’m a tide pod” I’m so goddamn weird 😭

This tune sounds like the “music” I make on beat merger but better

(WARNING: DERMATILLOMANIA)

thats a lot of damage 
sponsered by phil swift

This song was so fun to make! I hope you all like it as much as I do :)
Yeah I worked on this instead of the PV I said I was gonna make... honestly, I might commision someone else to make it?? idk it's rlly tedious (like making songs isn't lol) and I'd rather make more songs than releasing a PV for an older one :) 

(BTW I might upload a remaster of this mid-2018 maybe cause there's some things I might wanna change >->. Same with Candyman!)

LYRICS:
I'm a time bomb
Oh, there's something wrong
Why can't you see?
All these defects litter me
Scrape away my flaws
Trying, I can't stop!
It will never end
All my progress come and gone
"This is best for you!"
Hey, I'm trying to!
Every single time, I don't even realize
Don't be mad at me
Hide so they won't see
You don't understand,
I know that it's hurting me!

Habits hard to break
Mistakes that we make
Every inch of me covered in new scars to be
Don't leave me alone
The urge has only grown
So unsatisfied 
My resistance overthrown

It will fade away, just the way I like
Things I tell myself, so I stop to mind
Push those thoughts away, ringing in my head
I can't stop it now,
digging in my skin...

Oh my god, what have I done?
Damaged now I'm feeling numb
I'm counting down till self-destruct!
I knew it'd have this result.

Please just tell me why
I feel this inside
Puts me in a daze
In it's morbid, twisted ways
I am moribund
It's pestiferous!
What have I become? 
Now it cannot be undone

Now just fade away, it'll all be fine
Please don't point it out! Ignore all the signs
You can see it all, just leave me alone
Now it feels like it's all set in stone

It will fade away, just the way I like
Things I tell myself, so I stop to mind
Force those thoughts away, ringing in my head
I can't stop it now,
digging in my skin...

Guiltiness, it coats my hands
Hey, I guess it's not too bad!
It's hard to stop, please understand
I'll abide my mind's demands
But I don't know, can't guarantee
What is this?
It's killing me!
I've tried but I guess you can see the damage that it's done to me...

It all fades away, becoming a blur
Thoughts stuck in my head, never to be heard
Hours, maybe days, I can't even tell
I know afterwards it'll feel like hell

Oh my god, what have I done?
Damaged now I'm feeling numb
I'm counting down till self-destruct!
I knew it'd have this result oh,
I know it's a guarantee!
Please shut up,
YOU'RE KILLING ME
I've tried but I guess you can see the damage that it's done to me...

My body, forever stained.
My tears, they flood down the drain.


SONG: me :)
VOCALS: DEX
Instrumental: https://www.mediafire.com/file/tc5dwtmuwvgqxmu/DamageToMeINST%28HARMONIES%29.wav (+harmonies)
https://www.mediafire.com/file/szy0z40aeozikpg/DamageToMeINST.wav (-harmonies)
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 140

My social media:
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ask-the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (ask blog)
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drawing-with-r-i-p.tumblr.com (art blog)
t-h-e-r-i-p.deviantart.com (also art)

Feel free to talk to me!

【DEX】Damage To Me【Original Song】

• R.I.P / RIProducer •
• aug 2, 2004 • 
• vocaloid producer since 2017 •
• english/日本語 OK •
• check out my carrd for more info: https://riproducer.carrd.co •

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