Bass boosted version -> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S0aFcmPbqJQ&t=300s

lyrics:


promise this week i’ll do

all the things last week

i meant to do

and in the stars

out my window

i see plans and places i could go


the energy lifts all around 

i’m a spirit when i live this sound 

it’s the only thing to take me outta here

the fog on my window now clears


i’ll try and quit the escape 

and never fear it

no longer try and take the wheel

yet never steer it

when all i learned about myself

set me free

but the weight of it 

ended me



an infestation of loud insects

takin up my space but never payin rent

just like my past self livin check to check

stayin on sofas and sleeping on debts

when your careless your free to a degree

you live romantic while others take your fees

you break outta the shell more stuck

and try and make up for all you took

see a life out my window

so many plans and places I could go


now i’m in the comfort of bare bones living

don’t need big richs just enough to be giving

to all i owe for others and myself

just to pay for daily gravity and health

the quiet strangers are the saviours of the earth 

those who need validation or a needy soul search

them who play their part for nothing in return

those content within their role who never always yearn

reprobate

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

Through the breeze past the trees can you hear me
calling calling for a remedy
you should know better, know  better stay away
everything I love turns to stone knowing im in this alone

heartbreak yeah you take just a part of me
in your pocket keep me close as you fall asleep
cut me down cut me down like im nothing
please just stay away this will never be something

so what do you know what do you see what do you feel
are your emotions just for me yeah are they real
blame my mental state for reasons why im not enough
blame the chemicals for why you ignore me a lot

learn to not let anyone in, I know its toxic, no
it hurts everyone I call a friend
but its the only way I know I won’t be let down again
so we just repeat the cycle of me just building up my walls until they come crumbling down

piling the up drugs to numb myself
you don’t like competition so you leave me on the shelf
until your ex-boyfriend hits you up asking where you’re at
yeah I don’t get it why I was used, I don’t understand why you think it’s ok

just to abuse someone who had best intentions
I didn’t get it but I tried to be there whenever you mentioned that
you were going through hell I wish that you could just tell
me what was really on your mind when you said I was empty

Cast Aside Time

Stream On Spotify

Don't Be Scared

Abyss

Memo 4 - 21 April 2018 6:23 pm

Go (Prod.Thislandis x Damonvitucci)

Chill// car ride// alone with headphones type of vibe. 

Running Away (From Love)

changing paths, I’m losing my way, all inside my dreams again
I miss you baby girl so won’t you come and save my world
I’m sick to death of being alone, what did I do, I was wrong
my clouded thoughts don’t come to words, what’s the point now that your gone

sing about you in these songs, I’m so fucked up I don’t belong here
anyway smoke another bowl ill just pass out.
waking up to sun fall, everything is all gone
I think I’m doing fine, maybe ill wake up in another timeline

everything is all right, no more suicide, no
I don’t wanna see the death of my friends in this world again
cus it’s too much to take, it’s to my to fake
just put on another smile, ill wear that mask until my grave

waking in the break room, turn around to see you
but you're looking straight through me again
crippled by emotions, no notions of lust ahead
maybe this is love, but I’m frozen, eroding till I meet my end 

changing topics in my head, these thoughts they race I can’t pretend
that I’m okay, but I’m just fading in the background, it’s here ill stay
these walls, its were I just hide, listen to you, watch you cry
rush of emotions in my head, why did you choose them over me

looking at the good memories they don’t outweigh the bad ones
looking over corners, watching you sink in the shadows, tear me apart

changing paths, I’m losing my way, all inside my dreams again
I miss you baby girl so won’t you come and save my world
I’m sick to death of being alone, what did I do, I was wrong
my clouded thoughts don’t come to words, what’s the point now that your gone

sing about you in these songs, I'm so fucked up I don't belong here
anyway smoke another bowl ill just pass out.
waking up to sun fall, everything is all gone
I think I'm doing fine, maybe ill wake up in another time

Coming to terms with death was never my expertise
boarding up what i called home, body frail, im so weak
you've been dragging my casket on your back for so long,
I dont blame you for leaving, I just never thought you would.

Timeless

https://soundcloud.com/netuhbeats
@prodby_instinct

Lyrics

You ain’t gun visit me
Bitch you aint know this misery on god
Shit you be giving me
Chances like I got a problem and you got sum flaws

Twitching right to the beat (yaw)
Glitches in front of me (aww)
Is this how he OD’d (fuck)
Missing my brothers b (aww)

I ain’t got no one to save me
Some of my homies be poppin on daily
What the fuck am I to do when I hate me
Lonely and strung from the bottle that made me

Shady where I’m walking heat ain’t my safety
Give me some rainy, days and some eighties
Now sloth me popping like old times its great b
Shaky and broken now we on tha same beat

Baby don’t rape me
I aint wanna fuck but you made me
Piece of da trauma
Bitch you aint rlly know sloth yuh

This aint no fiction
My life be so fucked up, addiction
Wish I was kiddin
But im actively tryna fix it

You got your fingers under my skin
You love to wear my flesh as a coat while
You just wanna pop my teeth like bubble wrap
It’s not like you wanna know me

Bricks wrap around my ankles, your words are my noose
Yeah, cuz im used to being lonely
It’s getting harder to fight off suicidal thoughts
When all you ever do is remind me that

Im not worth your time, not worth your time
Wanna kick me on the ground, ripping out my eyes

Fuck

And I just watched this
(Wont you thread my bones together)
Happen to me on tha bed
Shit I got fucked yeah
(Drag me out for all the wolves to see)
But I ain’t nut at the end

Bitch I got problems
Falling to asleep cuz I’m bothered
(Cus im not worth anything to you anymore)
Sippin tha bottle
Dick won’t come up when I wanna

I ain’t got no one to save me
Some of my homies be poppin on daily
What the fuck am I to do when I hate me
Lonely and strung from the bottle that made me

Shady where I’m walking heat ain’t my safety
Give me some rainy, days and some eighties
Now sloth me popping like old times its great b
Shaky and broken now we on tha same beat

I ain’t got no one to save me
Some of my homies be poppin on daily
What the fuck am I to do when I hate me
Lonely and strung from the bottle that made me

Shady where I’m walking heat ain’t my safety
Give me some rainy, days and some eighties
Now sloth me popping like old times its great b
Shaky and broken now we on tha same beat

You ain’t gun visit me
Bitch you aint know this misery on god
Shit you be giving me
Chances like I got a problem and you got sum flaws

Twitching right to the beat 
Glitches in front of me
Is this how he OD’d 
Missing my brothers b

The Sin of Sloth

Trauma

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

Trauma w/ Rivilin (NetuH & Instinct)

im sitting on the edge no space in between
it feels like im losing
they can hear you in the next room screaming at me
they’re like what did I do now

I can your feel the desperation crawling at me
you’re from the abyss where your leaching at my veins I can’t breath
it’s like s t f u, yeah your voice stings
until my bones turn to water, the silence starts to tell me that

I got me fucked up, fuck in a bad way
use me, abandoned, I love it, I love it
you wanna take up take me for granted 
losing my conscience I hate it I hate it

you wanna break me, break up and change it
your twisting your words now im sinking, im sinking
you wanna hang me, hung up, now strung out
losing my chances im losing to myself

embraced by chemicals, 
erased, it’s all you know
yeah, I cut out my personality by staying high
its like im always seeing double at the same time

yeah in love with tunnel vision always stuck on superstition
about all the lies you try to say, try to put me in my place
yeah she loves to tell me that she doesn’t need a thing anymore
so spit it out, what does that make me

yeah cus she loves to get into my head
yeah but maybe this is just my imagination telling me that you hate me
yeah I hate me, yeah I thought it was obvious by now but you think that’s a joke
cus ill never get used to it, ill never get you to you saying

D3THFCKED

EP: EXISTENTIAL

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS; SPOTIFY, YOUTUBE, APPLE MUSIC, ETC.

FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM AND TWITTER.

**https://twitter.com/Vyok_V​

**https://www.instagram.com/vyok_/

Curtains Interlude (prod. SixDust)

NY Cap , Nike Pants

Vibe supplier

Thanks for listening <3
Stay Safe

Business Or Inquiries
Paradoxxbusiness@gmail.com

Abyss

Paradoxx

Recent comments

JohnoArmy Production.

Related tracks