fuck ur feelings

City Limits prod. siem spark

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
take my life in the night, let me die right 
dont disturb me, im at peace, so its alright
know she been worried bout me, i cant think about that right now

she asked me why im sad, i said baby ion really know
something in my brain keeps me feeling like im all alone
tried to kill myself a couple times but you already know
wish i had guts to put a bullet through my fucking skull

[Verse]
wish i didnt feel like this
wish i didnt feel like shit

wake up in the morning, i dont even wanna fucking breathe
feelin like im sick i dont really wanna eat a thing
i feel like a dick i hurt everyone surrounding me
they say im depressed but i think its just how i be

cuz i could be fine, its all fine for about a week
nothing going wrong in my life, nothing worrying
next week im done n it all switches up on me
i hate everyone n they dont wanna talk to me 

so can you

[Chorus]
take my life in the night, let me die right 
dont disturb me, im at peace, so its alright
know she been worried bout me, i cant think about that right now

she asked me why im sad, i said baby ion really know
something in my brain keeps me feeling like im all alone
tried to kill myself a couple times but you already know
wish i had guts to put a bullet through my fucking skull

guts [Prod. shxdy808]

lyrics

hold on, hold on by a thread
with the faintest of whispers you’ll learn to forget
love me, love me again
the world crumbles slowly but you soften the fret

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

/

lately i’ve had less lately
more formed to one with the moments more date free
less on the fence i used breathing to save me
i found all of our gifts and the exploits, you might hate me

/

i want peace for us all
i feel when quite and calm
i close eyes and sense the close call
i could lose my breath in your arms

/

help me my dear i am falling to pieces
mend my body i’m ok with creases
i now know the future, just stay for the night
a day can last forever if done just right

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

last line of defence

last line of defence (empty roads)

incredible production by @prodbysxda

lyrics

surprising everything inside my fucking chest
she got all it on with her hands wrapped around my neck
not learning any lessons how i'm ignoring these threats
its so fucking ruthless inside this town its almost dead

i'm tryna set sail but I'm long grip and its starting to rust here
I exhale and open arms
but in the mirror I cant tell

don't come close to me
im surrounded by this rat hell
I dont wanna lose u baby girl
its just my heart kills

wish it was an odyssey how it goes dark then it turns light
but i'm out in these crashing waves and i'm holding on for dear life
I'm jus saying got my wrist wet and i'm not talking ice
im losing my grip but im holding my knife

flicking thru the memories and tryna the cause
this is how it turned out i'm not fucking around with god
who tf is u
I tell myself when I am lost
forget about those pretty nights that we had omg

why u always coming late?
but who's that in the parking lot
I just fucked my brain again
coz' I can not control my thoughts
and i'm losing my faith again
baby im, im losing my breath inside this fucking wooden box

late arrival

late arrival (woahsxda)

HEY EVERYONE (2rel)

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Artwork By : www.instagram.com/nightmareshigh

Lyrics

Tears Are Falling When You're Not Around
Hear Your Whispers When I'm Lone At Night
I Won't Lose You , No I'd Rather Die
You're The Thing That's Keeping Me Alive

Cause There's Something Inside Of Me
That's Keeping Me Alive , It's The Part Of You
That Has Entered My Mind 
And When I Stroke Your Hair I Just Feel So Alive ,Alive

Tears Are Falling When You're Not Around
hear Your Whispers When I'm Lone At Night
I Won't Lose You , No I'd Rather Die
You're The Thing That's Keeping Me Alive

So Please Promise Me That You Won't Leave
If You Left Me I Just Wouldn't Breathe
Jump My Ass In The Freezing Lake
I'd Be Drowning It'd Be Your Mistake

Please Don't Leave, I'm Begging You, Please Don't Leave
On My Knees , I'm Begging You, Pretty Please
Please Don't Leave, I Pray For You , In My Dreams
Please Don't Leave
Please Don't Leave

Tears Are Falling When You're Not Around
hear Your Whispers When I'm Lone At Night
I Won't Lose You , No I'd Rather Die
You're The Thing That's Keeping Me Alive

Cause There's Something Inside Of Me
That's Keeping Me Alive , It's The Part Of You
That Has Entered My Mind 
And When I Stroke Your Hair I Just Feel So Alive ,Alive

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I saw your name when you shone the light 
I saw your name when I counted up the reasons why 
You hate me
And no ones gonna save me

You can pry all you like 
but it’s hard to explain 
I don’t wanna admit that I wanted to stay 
Are you right?
Are you right?
Am I cruel just for the sake of it?

Nothing will kill you like I did 
Stuck in my mind 
Just like you wanted 
crawling under my skin I feel you 


You can pry all you’ll like 
but it’s hard to explain 
I don’t wanna admit that I wanted to stay 
Are you right?
Are you right?
Am I cruel just for the sake of it?

Saw you coming a mile 
And I won’t hit the brakes 
Shoulda run while you could 
I’ll just stand in your way 
Never mind
Never mind 
Do your worst 
I can take it

under my skin (cloudhigh x brody)

Produced by Metlast x Dreamr

Lyrics

My Life's Been On Loop
Round And Round
I Wake Up In The Morning And You're Not Around
Shit Ain't Easy
That's Just Life
Tryna Make My Dreams True Before I Die

I Can't Complain Cause It's Not That Bad
That's What They Say When I Decide To Share
You're Not Who I Am , You Don't Know How I Feel
I Had To Silence My Feelings To Fit In

But I Just Broke Through
I Am Who I Am
I Got A New Motivation In The Back Of My Head
Don't Need Your Approval I Can Live For Myself
Don't Need Your Approval I Can Live For Myself
So What You Don't Fuck With The Things That I Do
So What I'ma Do What I Have To Do
Hold On Let Me See Where I'll Be In A Few
Hold On
Hold On

So What You Don't Fuck With The Things That I Do
So What I'ma Do What I Have To Do
Hold On Let Me See Where I'll Be In A Few
Hold On
Hold On

I Just Broke Through
I Am Who I Am
I Got A New Motivation In The Back Of My Head
Don't Need Your Approval I Can Live For Myself
Don't Need Your Approval I Can Live For Myself
So What You Don't Fuck With The Things That I Do
So What I'ma Do What I Have To Do
Hold On Let Me See Where I'll Be In A Few
Hold On
Hold On

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