Lyrics:

I pull back from a bitch if she gone act like she giving a fuck about me because it'll end badly
Could never get too close when my hopes happy
My actions could go sporadic brake glass and put hole in cabinets
The fuck you look like pitying me
I'm writing songs of how I feel and how you pretend to be
Every friend I ever had fucked me over and yeah I mean every friend you drop a name I'll give you the stats bitch
I find myself in this place common I'm kinda amazed jotting about better days I'm never found to engage with
That's why I'm locked in the basement of my mind it got me caged in and locked for the night
I'm sick of telling people how much they forever meaning to me just to let em lead me on and fuck my head up even more than before
That's why I start to ignore whenever my fucking phone buzzing I just throw it to the floor
It keep ringing

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Fall in love
You gambling with your sanity
My ex was whoring out to friends of me can't compare it
See her family is fucked and they clearly just ain't a fan of me
When parenting just sucks and you can't admit it apparently
Was tryna get my mind off the bitch when it finally ended
Got dmed and started talking to someone who I was friends with
Said I mean the world to her but words do just not connect
When you be ghosting seem like I ain't been meaning much to begin with
So fuck it I'm doing me
And soon it was you and me
I told you how I was feeling you had somebody you been with
Who isn't what I expected regardless of his intentions
It's fucking dumb I accept it
You strung me along and left me with this
False hope
A smaller but strong rope and I broke it
Cutting ties ain't nothing knew just go with the motions
So what the fuck is the point
If everyone I ever loved is faking it then enjoy your life without me

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out
Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Credits:
Prod. by Tennis Player
Co-prod. by Andy Sorenson

fleur

(prod. Tyler Creed & Andy Sorenson)  @deathncreed

Lyrics:

I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was
Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home
It ain't even my fault
Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb
That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look
And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off

Still I lose touch with myself can somebody bring help and show me outta the pain please
Who the fuck can I tell cuz nobody been listening to what I'm saying
You don't know myself and your posse gone follow yeah you probably hate me
But bitch you all been dead now see
You ain't ever the one I should've kept round me
Whatever you say but I could never trust you
I could feel it way before you ever knew bout him
I know all your friends love to hate me now
But it don't matter cause I couldn't give a fuck about them
I know that you family probably don't know shit of what you did
Cause you won't even say you wrong about shit
I know that he tells you that you did the right thing
How the fuck could you just take his side
Well that's fine
It cuts deeper than a blade to your skin when I was up at the crib said I was saving your life
I'm wishing I could just forgive and forget that night this time I guess that I'll never say goodbye
But what's it like to have somebody you with just fucking lie to your face like everything is alright
I split ties with many friends and forgave them nights I waste time now nobody else wasting mine

I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was
Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home
It ain't even my fault
Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb
That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look
And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off
I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was
Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home
It ain't even my fault
Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb
That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look
And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off

Like Knives

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Lyrics:
I know you look at me and you think of him
You're disappointed
'Cause I don't compare, I get that you're bored of me
Just set me free
So lure me in to look for him inside me
Wear me down 'til I feel like I can't breathe
Pick me apart, pretend it's cause you love me
I know you don't

You come right back to me
Cause I'm always your plan b
And I take it every time
Cause we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy
Do I look like a crutch to you
Play me for a fucking fool
And I know that this can't last
But we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy

And I'll pull thе knife right out of my back and then
Put it in your hand again
You always say you'll change but you'rе never different
At least you're consistent
Does he make you happier than I can
In your thoughts when I'm the one in your bed
You get off by fucking around with my head
Then let me go, but
You come right back to me
Cause I'm always your plan b
And I take it every time
Cause we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy
Do I look like a crutch to you
Play me for a fucking fool
And I know that this can't last
But we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy

Yea, 'cause we're stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy
Are you done fucking around with my head
'Cause we're stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy

'Cause I'm stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy
Are you done fucking around with my head
'Cause I'm stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy

Plan B

plan b

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Lyrics:
You can call me whatever you want
It'll never save you from yourself
Can't admit anything's your fault
So you live in your own made-up hell

Never willing to see it
Obvious you've been bleeding
Take it out on who didn't cut you
History repeated
Hurt the ones you hold close
Those who need love the most
Projecting all your flaws trying to hide
But it shows

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Hate to see that you're stuck in your ways
Unaware of all the damage you cause
You can keep trying to run far away
But you won't ever escape from your flaws

Don't wanna throw you the blame
You probably grew up the same
Neglected through your youth, now you pay forward the pain
I know you do it to cope
But I just want you to know
You could do so much better if you wanted to grow

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Personally

personally

s0cliche x Ethan Ross - "Miles Away" (prod. Drunk Girl)

Prod by: @quiteevil

Robstar: @robstar100

Lyrics:

(Robstar)
(chorus)
Yeah
I've got a voice inside of my head, telling me "I need to fill up my bag"
It's a life of money or else death
So I catch my breath then I scream right back
Sayin' Rob is off of his meds I just test anything when it aint Prozac
When I die, better bury me at midnight
Like life, rest in, dressed in black

I was working overtime
I never knew what I'd become in the spotlight
Take another pill it's alright
It already killed when the thrill is a lifeline

(SCAR$)
(Verse)
Look at me I'm so done
Look at me I'm so fun
Til I grab my gun and ya'll start to run
Look at me I'm so done
Look at me I'm so fun
But my heart will stop as the clock hits one

Wasn't really built for this shit
Wasn't really ready for this shit or even care for this shit
But it's cool I admit
Yeah
As I'm starting to desire it

They're like damn
Scar$ is fucking killin' it
Bitch I'm fucking bringin' it
You wanna be a star and my team already livin' it

We some kings of the underground 
I'll use my wings as you crawl around

We some kings of the underground 
I'll use my wings as you crawl around

(Robstar & SCAR$)
(chorus)
Yeah
I've got a voice inside of my head, telling me "I need to fill up my bag"
It's a life of money or else death
So I catch my breath then I scream right back
Sayin' Rob is off of his meds I just test anything when it aint Prozac
When I die, better bury me at midnight
Like life, rest in, dressed in black

I was working overtime
I never knew what I'd become in the spotlight
Take another pill it's alright
It already killed when the thrill is a lifeline

Lifeline

SCAR$ & Robstar - Lifeline

Yes this is die young on a different beat and yes it is better. 
prod. dercept
ON ALL PLATFORMS
lyrics

(They said that we're  falling apart)
Tell me what you like, tell me what you live for
I don't wanna cry but I got nothing to live for
Tell me what you like, tell me what you live for
I don't wanna die but I got nothing to live for
Tell me what you want, tell me if it's real bitch
I don't wanna lose you but I don't wanna feel shit
Pop another stick, smoke another box with it
Rev can't die look alive when I rock with it yeah, yeah, yeah

And they said that we're falling apart
I think I lost my fucking mind I knew it right from the start
I wish that I could just go back and start all again
You were the only thing I needed but your gone in the end

Bitch I hit a line cuz I'm never okay (never okay)
You been stuck up on my mind make it go away (go away)
I don't ever wanna die young, imma die young (go away)
Never wanna die young, imma die young x2

i wish that i could just go back and start all again
you were the only thing I needed but you're gone in the end

bitch i hit a line cuz im gone in the end  never oh- die young die young
i wish that i could go away i dont ever wanna die young die young
i think i lost my fucking mind I dont ever wanna die young die young 
i wish that i could go away i dont ever wanna die young die young imma die young

falling apart (die young VIP). prod. dercept

falling apart (die young VIP) prod. dercept x HeyRick

Lyrics

I'd do anything for her but she refuses to realize
That's she's the one that could silence my pain

I'd do anything for her but she refuses to realize
That she's everything I've got
And the memories don't stop
When she's out of grasp i gasp for air
But i keep holding on
As my lungs just want to stop

I keep reminding myself to breathe
Cause she's the girl i never thought I'd see

Can't trust my eyes , is she real
I don't know anymore , it feels surreal

I'd do anything for her but she refuses to realize
That's she's the one that could silence my pain

I'd do anything for her but she refuses to realize
That she's everything I've got
And the memories don't stop
When she's out of grasp i gasp for air
But i keep holding on
As my lungs just want to stop

I keep reminding myself to breathe
Cause she's the girl i never thought I'd see

Anything

Stream On Spotify

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

You know my life’s a mess 
I wanna feel your chest 
Come give me one last breath girl 
Keep going til the end 
Remember what I said? 
Do you, do you? 

Find me alone 
Writing songs on my own 
I won’t pick up the phone tonight 
You wanna find my love again 
I don’t know where it went 
But I know it will never fade 

I love the look on your cute face 
When I’m sorry and you hate 
Me for being such a fool 
Still love me until the end girl 
I can’t live here in my head 
It takes control when I’m in bed 
Take my heart and soul instead 
Still love you until the end girl 

Baby I just wanna be enough 
Cause my heart it beats for you, and it will never stop 
I can’t help you baby I’m in a rush 
Insomnia sucks 
ya 

Find me alone 
You know I cannot pick my phone up tonight 
You wanna, wanna find my love again 
Still writing all my songs on my own, alone 
(x2)

alone

Follow s0cliché: @s0cliche
Follow SEPHA.: @sepha-joey
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/xJZcnrPvGnU

Lyrics:

Cold window panes
Icey rain
And the white the sky
Consumes everything
In it's way

Stunned stunned stunned
Remember what I was
Once was
And it's never any fun
No fun
My trigger finger numb
To the gun
I sip too much
For a warmth
And I don't even want
A cure
It's been a strange life
With my work
I take it in stride
Thank god that I'm alive
Though I don't feel no pride
Accomplishments
Each new mark has a consequence
I feel no better
With my arms at rest
It's my fault
I've lost my grip
So just call it quits son

Cause I don't care
About your dirty laundry
Hang it up and air it out
We all got problems
Deep down in our heart beat
There's more sh*t
You'll learn about

Just play your part
And don't ever copy
They love a man who's original
You don't have to lend yourself to the army
To feel like you did something

Cause I have scars
That have better stories
I'm the one that lived to tell
And I sent bullets
That could stop any heart beat
And I'll see them
All in hell

I messaged you
There's no reply
And I don't wanna seem too needy
But still I only
Got these walls
And there's no other voice I'm receiving

I messaged you
There's no reply
And I don't wanna seem too needy
But still I only
Got these walls
And there's no other voice I'm receiving

Seasonal f*ck you
Everyone else too
Seasonal f*ck you
Everyone else too

Cause I don't care
About your dirty laundry
Hang it up and air it out
We all got problems
Deep down in our heart beat
There's more sh*t
You'll learn about

Just play your part
And don't ever copy
They love a man who's original
You don't have to lend
Yourself to the army
To feel like
You did something

Cause I have scars
That have better stories
I'm the one that lived to tell
And I sent bullets
That could stop any heart beat
And I'll see them
All in hell

SHADOW PEOPLE

DISTANT LOVE

S0CLICHÉ x SEPHA. - DISTANT LOVE

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

I came a long way and I’ll keep going I don’t wanna crash here 
And when I feel your love, this life should mean so much, I get it 
I’ve been away for way too long 
And you, you know that life’s so boring 
Without, without you I’m so bored 
I’m begging for your touch 

And now they wanna ask me 
Now they ask me what the fuck I’m doing with my life 
Why you gotta ask me? 
Can’t, can’t you see it in my eyes? 
I know, I know, my bad babe 
This life should mean so much to me 
Don’t wanna make you sad babe, ey 

I came a long way and I’ll keep going I don’t wanna crash here 
And when I feel your love, this life should mean so much, I get it 
I’ve been away for way too long 
And you, you know that life’s so boring 
Without, without you I’m so bored 
I’m begging for your touch

crash

To be all is to be nothing 
But conscious no deception

prod. by killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
A harsh winter got me livin life in poverty,
Cuz jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty,
But watch summer come around I hope that all of my problems get solved now it came around and shit is all the same,
My thoughts written could begin to take it all away,
I march deep into the heart of nature callin me,
It's part of me,
And people on this rock we be,
I'm gettin tired of this anxiety thats haunting me

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

(Verse 2)
Some days when I wake up,
I get a sense of bliss that escapes me when the things I run away from reappear,
Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day,
Its my life homie I could go and waste it away,
I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to thinkin that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live,
Cuz I can't seem to fit,
And the days seem to end really quick,
I'm fuckin done I can't take this again

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

the way it goes (prod. killedmyself)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

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