BLOODSTAINS

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

You know my life’s a mess 
I wanna feel your chest 
Come give me one last breath girl 
Keep going til the end 
Remember what I said? 
Do you, do you? 

Find me alone 
Writing songs on my own 
I won’t pick up the phone tonight 
You wanna find my love again 
I don’t know where it went 
But I know it will never fade 

I love the look on your cute face 
When I’m sorry and you hate 
Me for being such a fool 
Still love me until the end girl 
I can’t live here in my head 
It takes control when I’m in bed 
Take my heart and soul instead 
Still love you until the end girl 

Baby I just wanna be enough 
Cause my heart it beats for you, and it will never stop 
I can’t help you baby I’m in a rush 
Insomnia sucks 
ya 

Find me alone 
You know I cannot pick my phone up tonight 
You wanna, wanna find my love again 
Still writing all my songs on my own, alone 
(x2)

alone

Follow s0cliché: @s0cliche
Follow SEPHA.: @sepha-joey
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/xJZcnrPvGnU

Lyrics:

Cold window panes
Icey rain
And the white the sky
Consumes everything
In it's way

Stunned stunned stunned
Remember what I was
Once was
And it's never any fun
No fun
My trigger finger numb
To the gun
I sip too much
For a warmth
And I don't even want
A cure
It's been a strange life
With my work
I take it in stride
Thank god that I'm alive
Though I don't feel no pride
Accomplishments
Each new mark has a consequence
I feel no better
With my arms at rest
It's my fault
I've lost my grip
So just call it quits son

Cause I don't care
About your dirty laundry
Hang it up and air it out
We all got problems
Deep down in our heart beat
There's more sh*t
You'll learn about

Just play your part
And don't ever copy
They love a man who's original
You don't have to lend yourself to the army
To feel like you did something

Cause I have scars
That have better stories
I'm the one that lived to tell
And I sent bullets
That could stop any heart beat
And I'll see them
All in hell

I messaged you
There's no reply
And I don't wanna seem too needy
But still I only
Got these walls
And there's no other voice I'm receiving

I messaged you
There's no reply
And I don't wanna seem too needy
But still I only
Got these walls
And there's no other voice I'm receiving

Seasonal f*ck you
Everyone else too
Seasonal f*ck you
Everyone else too

Cause I don't care
About your dirty laundry
Hang it up and air it out
We all got problems
Deep down in our heart beat
There's more sh*t
You'll learn about

Just play your part
And don't ever copy
They love a man who's original
You don't have to lend
Yourself to the army
To feel like
You did something

Cause I have scars
That have better stories
I'm the one that lived to tell
And I sent bullets
That could stop any heart beat
And I'll see them
All in hell

SHADOW PEOPLE

DISTANT LOVE

S0CLICHÉ x SEPHA. - DISTANT LOVE

Prod by Puhf: @Puhf

Artwork by: @bvdcxrtex

Lyrics:

(Pre-chorus)
Torment and revenge
I won't feel any better
Torment my tormentor 
Want revenge so I let her

(Chorus)
Now I can't ever forget her
And all the times I upset her
When all her pain gave me pleasure
I'll rot in hell forever

(Verse)
Nothin' ever lasts forever, I escaped my coffin
Take my hand before you fall in
Nothing ever lasts, we're never sure until it's often
Take my hand before you fall in

(Bridge)
Take my hand before you fall in
Take my hand before you fall in

Before you fall in
Take my hand before you fall in

(Pre-chorus)
Torment and revenge
I won't feel any better
Torment my tormentor 
Want revenge so I let her

(Chorus)
Now I can't ever forget her
And all the times I upset her
When all her pain gave me pleasure
I'll rot in hell forever

Now I can't ever forget her
And all the times I upset her
When all her pain gave me pleasure
I'll rot in hell forever

TAKE MY HAND BEFORE YOU FALL IN

(Verse 2)
Nothin' ever lasts, however, pain is what we thrive in
Take my hand before you fall in
Nothin' ever lasts, this life is none of us survivin'
Take my hand before you fall in

Nothin' ever lasts, however, pain is what we thrive in
Take my hand before you fall in
Nothin' ever lasts, this life is none of us survivin'
Take my hand before you fall in

(Outro)
I'll rot in hell forever
I'll rot in hell forever

Rot In Hell

SCAR$ & Puhf - Rot In Hell

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Cuts Too Deep ft. Rivilin (prod. alexanderbierk)

Painted Clouds

$LOTHBOI x NICOLAS SALES - PAINTED CLOUDS

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96

Breathe
And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

You ever talk about the trauma and the pain
With a smile on your face
Wonder why you got em curled lips
Nothing funny bout the situations weight
But you cannot take the pain
So you smile just to mind it

Next pussy boy to ask me while I’m smiling
Ima push his fucking eyes in with my thumbs and Ima like it
Ima run a fucking nail up his spine while I be sipping on my wine
BOY THIS MY FUCKING STATE OF MIND, YEAH

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

I don’t know if I should let myself bleed
My fear looks straight back at me
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe
It’s in the spaces between the words that we breathe

And as I look at the Devil in the mirror
He smiles back at himself
My father gave me this smirk that I can’t shake off my face

I’m dancing with the Devil
He’s feeding me the white wine
Looking in the mirror see his face with em iced eyes
Juggling my problems I’m the Jester stuck in low highs
Shaky but I’ll make ain’t rookie to the butterflies

I’m in trance, I’m dripping from the violence
State of mind, we might die, I ain’t mind it
I create, you define, that’s my life lived
Jester for your pain, we the same, just deprived kids

This a coping mechanism don’t you question me
Ima smile, while I talk about horrific things
Ima the Jester for the Devil that is within me
Coping with the shock, KNOW I SEEN IT ALL FROM A to Z

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Jesters w/ RAZEGOD (greyskies)

I got dirty shoes but I couldn't care less about it
I kick em off in the apartment where i just landed
What's the point of wearing gucci if you still look like shit?
It's the outfit that matters , not the price of it

And people that know me they tell me that i got that chill wibe
I call my homie i told him come on over and lets get high
Couple of jollies a bit of molly that's a good night
fall asleep real nice , it's a quarter to five

I wake up it's 4pm and now It's time to hit the stu (make hits)
find the beat , turn the volume up , make some tunes
wrote a hook just like that and it took me just a couple of seconds
You can't force this shit , it just kinda happens

I got dirty shoes but I couldn't care less about it
I kick em off in the apartment where i just landed
What's the point of wearing gucci if you still look like shit?
It's the outfit that matters , not the price of it

And people that know me they tell me that i got that chill wibe
I call my homie i told him come on over and lets get high
Couple of jollies a bit of molly that's a good night
fall asleep real nice , it's a quarter to five

I got dirty shoes but I couldn't care less about it
I kick em off in the apartment where i just landed
What's the point of wearing gucci if you still look like shit?
It's the outfit that matters , not the price of it

Dirty Shoes

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Cheers to my homie https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey for jumping on <3

Lyrics:

Rivilin:

a foggy bed covers home
how did I get here vision is not clear
lost in a maze of streets alone
all i do is fear, withered inside here

yeah there's a vacancy where i mistakenly 
put the trust in the ones i love
laying a wake with a knife pressed to my skull
as the nightmares take control

stuck on a cheap diet of cigarettes 
just so i can keep the hunger at bay
swear to god that someones living inside these walls, 
cus i know that hes calling me name

i don't feel like i'm making sense
when i talk yeah i just regret
every little sentence that leaves my mouth
cus you always seem to twist the words i say

whether it comes from a family, a father or lover 
or something i don't really care
try to explain what the dissociations is like
but they don't really understand

never can be perfect, yeah i know that
but its hard when you look and stare
filled with the judgment of someone else's problems
till it's more than i can bare

it's just a glitch in my personality
feel the anger lurk in me
boiling burning till the circuits 
in my spine start to collapse

pressure is building, the person on my shoulder
tells me that nothing here is real
guess that's fine, i'll just represses everything
until i cannot feel

i never wanted i never wanted all of this
i'm so disgusted, i'm so disgusted i can't quit
the faces changing, i think i'm lost inside my mind
yeah if i don't wake up soon i'm thinking of taking my life

yeah what's the point man, yeah what's the point when you just run
yeah i'm so pathetic, i couldn't understand im done.
yeah my mind is aching, i think depression has just won
yeah if i don't wake up, i think yeah my chances are gone

Sepha:

Look at you taking a part of me away
Every time u make demands and say
Its for my best u know me 
U have my best interests at heart

Our interests are not my interests
I just want to rediscover myself
Again i lost so much but
At least i wrote it all down to remind me in moments like this

Im running away now go
Not cos im a victim no
Just cos i let myself believe that i was your equal but no

U hide under pretenses
False empowerment perspectives
Everything is someone elses fault ur only using ur defences

Im flying away im
Glowing up glowing up glowing up

Look at u take a part of someone else away

Never Trust Anyone Ft. Sepha

Hippies (feat. Moezby) (prod. wh0eskeit)

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