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and thanks to my brother WXLVE for everything.

Rivilin:

boot to face then im left to the ground
my hands are shaking now I turn around and face to the crowd
it’s like how did I get to this point without falling
always got a knife in my back im sick of crawling

appreciate everyone that’s always made an effort
just to reach out to me they say that my music is a blessing
but I just keep writing, this is how I cope yeah
not gonna falter im gonna take the future whole

yeah seeing my best friends fall to their old ways
I always got their back and they don’t have to owe me
cus they got mine when I come calling yeah
don’t bring up the past cus it’s always got me hurting

NPCs just give me the kick down
I got everyone I need here
vermin swarm 2021 gonna take it
fuck all the haters you know im not breaking

you wanna come at me and start making accusations
always had it out for me that’s an understatement
like fuck you, fuck them and everyone around me
never had my back when im sinking down slowly

you wanna kick me out the door making implications
then im forced to the ground with no explanation
like move back move in, take it, and don’t slip
cus this is all I got can I sink down below this

WXLVE:

everyone always looks up to me, 
but it feels like iam always drowning on self negativity
yeah, just walking through like yeah, with bleary eyes
im sick of constantly feeling like i need a new life

inside out i feel them haunting my dreams 
its time to sink or swim but im just tryna  wake from the demon within
im afraid these visions are real the man with no names closing in
with brothers close by side ill try not be eaten alive

$lothboi:

RIVILIN
THEY HEAR OUR PAIN
KNIVES IN OUR BACKS WHILE WE CHASE OUR DREAMS

FUCK ALL THIS
ANXIETY
PAIN AND SIN JUST FUCKING FOLLOW ME

Sick of pain, issa fuckin loop
I ain’t want to die, so I’m calling you
Just pay no mind, to my fucking moods
It’s unstable times, I CANT FUCKING CHOOSE

Why do I betray
Myself everyday
Minute I’m awake
I DIG A FUCKING GRAVE

Brothers FT.  WXLVE X $LOTHBOI

i once pulled a lever and severed all of my ties
ran away from my family and i took up a disguise
im johnny cash im kurt chasing nirvana im hurt
ive been hurt told lies so when i skrrt i lock eyes (skrrt!)
trust me (huh?)
its what they say you dont love me (huh)
fuck what they say you dont know
so i go ghost (boo!)

ground control save my soul
its too cold in space can't take it
faces keep on changing they dont change at heart
these bitches want my britches cause i carry all this gold
i havent been the same since i ran away from home
lucky me my trauma made me money i dont owe
a single fucking a soul a dime 'cause thats the way it goes

cant fuck a thot im in my bag im tryna elevate soul
she left me left me left me out to dry and it was cold
i once pulled a lever and severed all of my ties
ran away from my family and i took up a disguise
im johnny cash im kurt chasing nirvana im hurt
ive been hurt told lies so when i skrrt i lock eyes (skrrt!)
trust me (huh?)
its what they say you dont love me (huh)
fuck what they say you dont know
so i go ghost (boo!)

boo
boo
boo
boo

ground control save my soul
its too cold in space can't take it
faces keep on changing they dont change at heart
these bitches want my britches cause i carry all this gold
i havent been the same since i ran away from home
lucky me my trauma made me money i dont owe
a single fucking a soul a dime 'cause thats just how it goes
cant fuck a thot im in my bag im tryna elevate soul
she left me left me left me out to dry and it was cold
cant fuck a thot im in my bag im tryna elevate soul
~ thank you for listening <3

BOO !  (fantom)

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

Baby I know that I fucked it up this time 
Maybe I could fix it all with a glass of wine 
Now my visions blurred, I’m lost in my own mind 
I’ll be back in a minute, just know I’m fine 
And now you wanna feel my love 
I will never stop forget it 
And now you wanna find my heart 
Baby I could be the one, the one for you 

I know that you wanna be with me 
And know that I wanna be with you 
The truth is you can’t see through me 
I’m already in too deep 

Baby I know that I fucked it up this time 
Maybe I could fix it all with a glass of wine 
Now my visions blurred, I’m lost in my own mind 
I’ll be back in a minute, just know I’m fine 
And now you wanna feel my love 
I will never stop forget it 
And now you wanna find my heart 
Baby I could be the one, the one for you 

This is what I meant when I said 
You are mine no matter what I do 
No matter what I do girl 
I’ll keep finding you, keep haunting you girl

glass of wine

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

Run, I gotta run 
(x3) 

I’ve been caught up in my own fantasy 
Full of make-believe 
Did I make you scream girl? 
I’m so sorry I will give you the world 
You can count on me 
I will make you feel free 

I think I saw your eyes in the sun 
In the sun, in the sun, in the sun 
Give me some time, I will be where you are 
Gotta run, gotta run, gotta run 

I’ve been caught up in my own fantasy 
Full of make-believe 
Did I make you scream girl? 
I’m so sorry I will give you the world 
You can count on me 
I will make you feel free 

You know me baby I could never live in a perfect life 
With their perfect lies 
You know me I keep going until you got your perfect life 
What’s the worst way to fall?

I’m not suicidal I just hate to exist
a pessimistic piece of shit doesn’t care if he’s missed
it don’t matter, what you say anymore 
I’ve reached the point of fucking breaking screaming out through the door
 
what if I stay, would you tell me I’m ok and just stray 
further down that path until we just break
you start to tell me that it’s just too much to fake
you need to focus on yourself so stay away
 
yeah, so tell me why I never see the bright side of life
I’m barley hanging by my fingertips they’re burning with fire
the ground below is way too far if I fall I won’t be fine
and when my face impacts on rocks they’ll probably say that I died
 
but I didn’t, I’m still here, 
the cracks in my skull have appeared
I scream out, to nowhere
I see death, make me disappear
 
I never, I never thought I be stuck forever
together, together, take my hand face the pressure.
get better, get better, on your knees for their pleasure
we sever, we sever, emotions like what ever 
 
the rain falls down 24 hours a day
it never stops, see it rising as it starts to decay
the walls around, warping floorboards with age
it’s like I’m stuck in the place; there’s no time here so just stay away
 
cus everything brings back the memories, 
sometimes I wish I died in that car crash just let me be
but I can’t change the fact from fiction if I can’t tell what is real
like who am I, I don’t know I can’t feel
 
I know I’m trapped behind the glass of crt monitors
the static breathes inside my conscious, built upon promises
notice my head just starts to turn and looks me straight in the eye
I see someone who isn’t me turn back and give me a smile
 
well, that’s it, I’m still here
the one who breathes is the one that I fear
I scream out to nowhere
the glass cracks as I disappear

Coal Mine

Come to in a bathroom tub, waters on, frozen I’m stuck
can't believe I'm here again, broken arms I can't pretend
that it's just normal to be pacing these hospital rooms
tryna search for something but every time I get a little closer, I'm consumed.

wake up, wake up
You’re floating above the sky, you think the clouds are rushing past
you feel like you’re just alive, for once in your life,
but that's just it, it builds up and then you fall upon knives, like what’s up

Worst part of it, I’m just repeating myself over and over and over again
nothing changes; I just stay, try to get up it's too late
set on fire, melted down, regenerated these flames are bound
to soul when I am found, I'll be screaming without a sound

teeth filled with the flesh of another, 
you don’t want all of this, you don’t want to be missed
I see the faces coming forth from the shadows,
they're brewing down to a cyst, they leave my neck tied and twist 

stare down from the edge I can’t breathe
I see death’s stare looking straight into me
He says, If you fall hit the ground; fall apart
I'll pick your little pieces up, but can't fix a broken heart, I loathe

I look up to see that no one is there 
it's just the grey sky that latches, fills me up with despair
I try to reach up, yeah, but no one replies
constantly tearing at my skin just to see if I'm alive

Welcome to hell you said. didn't imagine it'd be like this
gone unfed, can't afford to eat, yea this world is far from bliss
blessed above with dissociation, try to get a grip losing patience
as you push your nails through my hands, flinching back I didn't understand

yeah, there’s no meaning to it; you just enjoyed it
see my face fill with pain, breaking bones to remain
Yeah, to be the one you’ve chosen, my eyes are frozen
on seeing your smile decay, grind me down you betray

and there’s just me, laying in this bedroom alone
and sometimes I hear the noises scratching at the walls they beckon and call
yeah just to see some type of change, they want me to cave so they can control
what's fucking left of this body as I drink myself a hole, and you say

teeth filled with the flesh of another, 
you don’t want all of this, you don’t want to be missed
I see the faces coming forth from the shadows,
they're brewing down to a cyst, they leave my neck tied and twist 

stare down from the edge I can’t breathe
I see death’s stare looking straight into me
He says, If you fall hit the ground; fall apart
I'll pick your little pieces up, but can't fix a broken heart, I loathe

I look up to see that no one is there 
it's just the grey sky that latches, fills me up with despair
I try to reach up, yeah, but no one replies
constantly tearing at my skin just to see if I'm alive

University Telephone Hotline

@baby_gos

Tell me that you love me if you don’t
Baby could you let me know you care?
I don’t wanna always be alone
But leaving me i know that it was fair
Shorty you could be my dope
Shorty I could be your man
Why you always chilling on your phone?
Cuz baby i’m right here

I know that I can’t be
Without you
Cuz i know that i can’t be
Without you

Where's my blessings?
i’m lost and torn and i just can’t to seem to fathom my ending
You can’t hold me back i ain’t get this far from second guesses
I can’t let my little girl know how much that i be stressing
Is this expression or depression?
Move at your discretion
Because i’m tired and i’m violent im sick of rejection
I'd be lying till I'm dying. Where is my inception?
I want exemption from deception. Is that too much?
I want redemption not infection. Could you bless us?

Tell me that you love me if you don’t
Baby could you let me know you care?
I don’t wanna always be alone
But leaving me i know that it was fair
Shorty you could be my dope
Shorty I could be your man
Why you always chilling on your phone?
Cuz baby i’m right here

INCEPTION

STREAM

AGONY

RiverKinn x KW1LL1S
"Vanished"
Produced by RiverKinn

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RiverKinn:
I can't begin to express the way
You made me feel when you left me
All alone in this state of regret
Depression in the midwest
I think I need a vacation
Suspended in animation

KW1LL1S:
You told me that you wouldn't leave
But you're gone
You've gone away
Into the breeze
You vanished and left so
I feel depleted
My heart keeps beating now
But I'm defeated

Sick of those days where I sit in a rage
'Cause I've been a victim of change
Monolithic in ways
Neophobic
Don't want to see what else is out there
In terms of you
But I need to go confirm if the view
Is better on the other side of the water
(Cus this depression in the midwest)
Got me 'bout to turn to a slaughterhouse
To disperse my anger
Fuck it
Head to the range
Gather my aim and ignite
To let it bang

RiverKinn & KW1LL1S:
I can't begin to express the way
You made me feel when you left me
All alone in this state of regret
Depression in the midwest
I think I need a vacation
Suspended in animation

You told me that you wouldn't leave
But you're gone
You've gone away
Into the breeze
You vanished and left so
I feel depleted
My heart keeps beating now
But I'm defeated
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@riverkinn
@kw1ll1s-raps

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Vanished (prod. RiverKinn)

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