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IVE SEEN THE DEVIL HE'S IN YOU AND ME

Check Out HeyLee Manzeron:
Soundcloud: @heylee-manzeron
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Artwork by Fall:
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Cover Art Designed by:
Soundcloud: @devilboyxo
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Check Out the Producer:
Beatstars: https://wxrst.beatstars.com/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@wxrst1
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/wxrst.beats/

Lyrics:
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(Robstar)
I fell asleep with the lights on
I can't breathe when I'm this deep in the fog
Choking in my sleep with my ice on
She want me to leave but I was already gone
She told me be a little bit clearer
So I took a pill and I wrote this song
The feeling of apathy is nearer
But I couldn't care not to care at all

I cultivate my sins
I make them what you wish
I carve my body to pieces
Endless as bread and fish
Feed me to your hungry
Rip apart my flesh
Use my bones for your undead throne
While parading in my skin

(HeyLee Manzeron)
You told me not to worry about you, but I haven’t given a shit in so damn long
You tried to isolate me from my friends, while you sleep with yours so its hard to be strong
I remember when you held me hostage, you said you’d kill yourself and it would be my fault
I remember when I said I was struggling, you said you didn’t care, fuck you’re so damn cold

And this getting old, but I will never fold to your will and your manipulative games
I thought I knew you well, and in my arms I’d hold you, but all the love just seems to fade away

Through all the tears I’ve cried, and all the drawn out lies
You really took your time to let your darkness show
I hear the echoed chimes of all the hurt inside
Self inflicted scars that only seem to grow

Now I’m a fallen shell
Way too many faults to tell
My soul is gone, it’s dark, you see?
Wrapped up in my apathy

Apathy

HeyLee Manzeron

HeyLee Manzeron x Robstar - Apathy [Prod. WXRST]

@rivilin

Lyrics

Yeah yeah, push back into yesterday's emotion
Down here yeah my lungs they won't function
Stress and anxiety get the best of me
Their graffiti sky holds the dreams you see

Plastered in grey and white till im feeling numb yeah
Medicate me till they say im done yeah
Mentally mangled mess am I? I don't care
Claim im a freak and ill smile and stare

Cus I know that im alone
This place down here yeah has shown
Me how to live by myself
Cus above this its fucking hell

Cus everyone here is just fucked in the head yeah
I feel like no one understands what im saying
Fuck this, fuck that, almost hate everyone
I don't need another fake friend to tell me

How I live my life in the negative they don't understand
If I could change myself in a snap then I would
But you wanna cut me, gut me 
I feel like im fucking Ethan winters always just

Piecing my body back together on the daily
Until im made of stitches and hate is all that makes me
Its like frostbite is leeching off my limbs
Till emotion is gone and im living in the songs

Cus every day passes with a snap of my fingers
Why won't time wait up for me I need to catch my breath
I guess I knew this was the curse of 
Staying in my room and not coming out a lot

I got a few friends that mean a lot to me
Yeah slothboi always guards my back from the fiends
These fake fucks want to take every fucking thing
And leave you rotting alone

Sure, I'm fucking lame
Call me loser, bum, its all the same
I'm an addict, dickhead, hard to tame
But least I'm fucking honest aye

Boi I know my mind decay
And sometimes I get manic, gray
The anxiety got me tripping late
But know I never fake a day

I don't give a fuck watchu think boy
Sloth in his own lane, doing his own thing
White wine sipping so I can't afford a gold chain
Know I got problem finna say that no shame

Sure you got some money, maybe fame, still lame
Boy, you ain't really know what the fuck I mean
When I say that money is the root of pain
We are sheep in someones game

Know I ain't afraid
To be alone
Cuz I trained for days

In bed tried to break the chains
So I set alarms, that I couldn't make

So I wake up next day, same shit
When the fuck can I manage to make it
Like fuck this lame simulation
When the fuck can I wake from the matrix

Stigmas take fucking lives
Man they create some divides
The rich and poor aint the line
The drugs don't care if you alive

Everyday feel the same
I need to break all these chains
I feel like I'm just a slave
I hope this ain't my fucking fate

Lets not fucking stay
In a shitty game
We can shape our fates
I know you can be great

We can fucking show
That normal is a joke
Let it fucking rage
Break the fucking chain

Fiends

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$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Fiends

Paper Thin (Feat. AAMON)

Paper Thin (Feat. AAMON) [prod. metlast]

Lyrics:
It’s been hard to ignore
When the pain feels like before
Never meant to leave you all on your own
The way it breaks my bones
Crushing my throat
The drugs they call cause I don’t wanna mourn
Oh oh
Another break down
On the blow I’d breakdown
I cannot escape
How can i ever fake
When everything gets spilled out
Take my name
Take my shape take my clothes
Take everything I own
Leave my guts on the floor
Leave me deaf to your tone
I’m out of my mind
Get out my mind 
Something I can’t find
Looking for insight
I get so high 
Underneath starlight 
Now we’re saying good bye
Can’t sleep at all, I got too much in my brain
Driving me insane, think I gotta change 
Highs I gotta chase
Drugs that imma taste
It got easier to tell when they were fake
There are demons in this race but the devil gave me his grace 
Imma go crazy you can’t come in my lane
Fuck money fuck drugs fuck fame
I do this shit so I’m remembered in my grave
I do that shit so I can feel okay
If I’m not okay, I won’t elaborate 
Everything hurts
So I try to numb the pain
it never works like that 
I know you know that
I know it gets bad
Fallin through your hands

MOURN (prod. iamlonely)

Mellow Fragrance (Prod. CRCL)

vision42 (prod. Ben Jammin)

and thats what i want to explore

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards
thank you all so much for all of your support
this is only the beginning

blackheartemoji

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everything

produced by https://soundcloud.com/producedbyaidan

guitar by https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

Too afraid to show my love 
If I can hide my shame 
That’s all I have

Hard to say that I’ve moved on
If I can feel your nails across my back 
 
Try to see you through the Rain 
Why cant I just try to look around 
I didn’t wanna be this way
I was just a kid 
I’m older now

just a kid (prod. aidan)

RiverKinn
"You Didn't Have Nightmares When We Were Together"
Produced by RiverKinn

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You told me sadness don't make friends
Been alone for years, so that makes sense
Thought the walls I built were my defense
Even after all this time I spent
In the isolation of my head
All the hearts I broke and rules I bent
There was something I could not prevent
Now I finally realize what you meant

I tried to hide away
From anyone that wanted to get close to me
I thought I'd be content
I know you tried to make me
See the way I fought who I'm supposed to be
At odds with now and then

Is everything fading
Right before my eyes
I never thought it'd come to this
Was I too impatient
To see through all your lies
A tragedy
I never thought that this would happen

Is everything fading
Right before my eyes
I never thought it'd come to this
Was I too impatient
To see through all your lies
A tragedy
I never thought that this would happen

I tried to hide away
From anyone that wanted to get close to me
I thought I'd be content
I know you tried to make me
See the way I fought who I'm supposed to be
At odds with now and then
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

The Self-Sabotage Of Love

You Didn't Have Nightmares When We Were Together

Mixed and Written by Big Roshi
Produced by Klimonglue

Lyrics:
Pop three pills, cant feel, disassociate
Count my bills, take time, what i make today
2 plus 2
42
You ask how
Sold a dupe
Uav
In my room
Made a rack
In a coup

Fuckin up her body
Wit a pelvic thrust like shotty
Everybody
Gone want her hiney
I pull up wit bacardi

Who is you
What the fuck ya homie gonna do
Cus if its just 1 on 1
Your life through

Sippin henny out the hemi
Suace like spaghetti
Seven grams bust out the celly
Im too hot like I be Nelly

Finger fuck ya wife n aunty
Not ya moms that shit too sandy
Call me up n I will serve
Junkie Trapper Loser Nerd

Who the fuck is talkin man I

Barely got a family
All these hoes cannot stand to me
Prepare my bars so readily
Never care what you said to me
Now bitch dont be my enemy
Government keep try bannin, wait



Infect all you cities, cities
Workin up to millys, millys
If i steal some pilly, pillys
Split that shit up fifty fifty

Eatin half like laffy taffy
If i catch u laughin at me
Act a fuckin pyscho
Lose my mental
Get to body taggin

Xanny inside henny
Percs on top the oxies
Fucked up till we dropping
Powder pills we popping

Advocate
Dont motivate
Cant learn the trap
Not in my state
The cellophane
gone perforate
Dont ship it man
You lost my faith

Ay
Ay
I dont wanna be the main
If they got a lead for something
I will take the second place
Everyone gone want the winner
They aint gonna see my face
Sneak behind em when they dont expect it
And take everything

And thats that back talk
Scavenger
Dont ask me
Passenger
A mix tape
Pass to her
I always act
A ass to her
We In her daddy rari
Wish it was bugatti
Fuck her friend tomorrow
Show that bitch she cant afford it

HOOK

Junkie Trapper Loser Nerd +Klimonglue

epilogue [prod. CapsCtrl]

[VAGUE]

Devil on my shoulder,
Don’t you understand,
It will be all over,
UAV represents,
Can you feel the horror?
One day you’ll have your chance,
Cause it’s gettin warmer,
If you try to get a glance,
Yeah
Many will die, we gon keep goin,
So we can survive,
Leaving the fakes and the ones that’ll lie,
Moving forward wavin roaches goodbye,
I hope you go down that road,
Just take what I know,
When advice is given, you take it,
Put effort soon you’ll outgrow

[T.R.I.P.]

Yung trip stay tucked with that strap,
Talkin shit I make your head splat,
They think slick with yapping bitch
You better watch your back,
All black when I creep with that axe,
Got my bitch only fuck from the back,
We the realist gang that’s no cap,
UAV been on the map 
Lately mothafuckaz been acting like they been simpin 
Take a trip inside my brain
I’ll show you what you been missin
I’m so sadistic i’m not kidding
I’ll bring panic and villains 
A whole demonic fuckin village
Filled up with my gorillas and killing pigs

[TVBUU]

Devil on my shoulder,
We burn these bitches to the ground,
Am i getting colder,
Cause i don't see no one around, 
Devils take me over, 
Drag me enemies into the ground,
We been taking over,
Ain't nobody fit to wear the crown,

Look at the life that im living,
With all of the pain that I'm feeling,
I feel like im never forgiven,
Im buried,
Im covered, 
Im deep up inside of the sinning,
I know that ill always be winning,
We stacking up money,
Because we just wanna see millions,
See the dead bodies,
We killing em,
Pick up the gun,
And i bust it inside of ceiling,
I killed me an angel,
Won't feel again

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DRAG 'EM TO HELL (Feat. TVBUU)

Mixed by @33marrow
Artwork By @gloomrot.bc

Lyrics:
Real life I don’t feel right cut my wind pipe
High life driving through the night 
Darkness in my sight

Alright I’m not alright
Can’t consume the light
Starlight she’s my starlight
But she burns to bright

Strangle my neck till I’m froze hey
Drinking my sorrows I know hey
That’s just the way that it goes wait
You gotta stay on the road wait
I’m scratched under the surface
I gotta find my own purpose
All of these friends I’m a burden
I need to find my own worth bitch

I see enemies every angle and I see the frowns
I’m like ecstasy feel so happy then i feel so down
Feeling everything and everything seems so profound
Somethings wrong with me I need to be buried in the ground
In the ground where I’m all to my self
Bitch please, fuck your help
I don't need anyone
I don't need you

I don't need you no I don't
I don't need you no I don't
I don't need you no I don't
I don't I don't
I don't need you no I don't
I don't need you no I don't
I don't need you no I don't
I don't need you no I don't

I’m so fuckin' sick of the lies
You were there by my side
Made a mistake so I’m blind
So much shit nothing will suffice
I was there when you fuckin' cried 
I was there when you didn’t want life
I was the one who was always outside
I was the one who had held you so high
I was embarrassed you were a terrorist you were the one 
Committing the crime
  
So many faces I see in the night
So many reasons I put up a fight 
I’ve been so down almost all my life
I won’t slow down no I’m on my stride
You can’t hold back what was forced inside
I’ve been set free so I’ll come alive
Yuh
I'll come alive

Choir of the Dead (Prod. dxntfrgetme)

Notions - CRITICAL HIT (feat. Xanakin Skywok)

Artwork By https://www.instagram.com/swedish_weirdo/

Lyrics

I wanna be with you til the end of time
Just hold my hand yeah we'll be alright
We can travel afar and walk along the beach
Or hire a cabin and stay inside
I know we're far apart but I'm forever yours
I just want you to remember
The moments we share will forever last
I'm happy as long as we're together

I wouldn't trade you for a thing no i wanna be yours
I wouldn't trade you for a thing no i wanna be yours
Just call my name and i'll be there of course
Just call my name and i'll be there of course

I wanna be with you til the end of time
Just hold my hand yeah we'll be alright
We can travel afar and walk along the beach
Or hire a cabin and stay inside
I know we're far apart but I'm forever yours
I just want you to remember
The moments we share will forever last
I'm happy as long as we're together

Forever

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