best collab i love slothboi especially the song he made called hey mom i joined a cult

Battleground

Battleground (prod. Saba Lagrange)

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

BLOODSTAINS

RiverKinn
"Face Value"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

This the life I'm meant to live
I knew off the rip
Look inside and I admit
Something's gotta give
Focus up and get a grip
Can't afford to slip
Graduated from the sticks
To mortar and brick

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

Yeah, I was losing my head
I guess I've done it again
I got addicted to venom
I was caught in a web
Yeah, I've been through it before
Don't mean to make it a trend
I can't pretend
That I don't already know how it ends

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
--------------------

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXII

Face Value

LSD with Dante X

Prod.Lil Faradeyy

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

Slow down em with fake thoughts
Boy rain streaming down my face, snot
Got weak knees and a tight chest
Feeling so low screaming FUCK THIS

It be hard to live when you like this
Time still when you fighting

But fuck around ima hold it down
Ima use it up n live a LIFE IM PROUD

Its hard to fucking stand up when your beat down
Mind broke legs are feeling weak now
Rundown town, I got a grim sound
Waiting for a meltdown, THIS IS WHAT THEY WANT NOW

Lost my sense of time
how can a couple seconds feel like a lifetime?
i swear i was doing alright
but then out of nowhere it hit me

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

Stream On Spotify

Left For Dead (Feat.$LOTHBOI)

Zektor - I Ate 14 Caps And Paralyzed Myself (Prod. 6KID)

THE HEART BREAKS BONELESS (prod. ndot & Travis Barker)

produced by @dead_0rchid

i haven't been the same since willow lake
i was lost in outer space
in a world full of darkness
i just haven't been the same

i keep thinking about you on the drive home
i miss talking to you on the phone at night

driving you home from the west side of town
i don't want to die but i don't want to be found
and i cant see the light even though its in front of my eyes
and my demons are haunting me after that time that i asked
you if you would be mine again after all this time
i lost the memory of that moment again

i forgot the thing you said to me that night
i got a barrel full of bleach in the basement
i got a coffee cup full of cyanide
in the back seat of the car

alive-------------dead
[- - - - - (5.1) - - - - -]

nature-----------tech
[- - - - (4.3) - - - - - -]

bandcamp

return to willow lake

Nervous by Dole (feat. Cinoevil) [prod. Khezie Beats]

JASXN -
https://www.instagram.com/jahsxn/?hl=en
https://youtube.com/c/JASXN
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1M9OB1MLo6Z3Y1PmO8LyIy

DEEPREST -
https://www.youtube.com/user/EpicknesSs
https://soundcloud.com/deeprest666
https://www.instagram.com/deeprest666/?hl=en

LYRICS:

Wave crash, what if I never last? 
I got thorns in my back, can someone come save me?
come save me,
from the shit i'm debating

same fear, when you say, "i'll be gone for the day"
never state "can you stay right next to me?"
right next to me
man my mind got the best of me

too scared of the time that we talked in
i doubt that I'd ever bring the topic
back down, got your photo in a locket
final day with the lever in my pocket

never saying when I'll overdose
cause im kinda low, lackin serotonin
wonder why you led me in the cold
Guess ill never know, layin in the grove

Drownin in the gutter with your bad blood
too late for a sorry, imma pass up
but ill hit you up when my blade rust
spending every morning with my heart tucked

what I did for lust, what I did for love
dont say you hate me

what Id do for you, do for no one else
and you know you'll save me 

Wave crash, what if I never last? 
I got thorns in my back, can someone come save me?
come save me,
from the shit i'm debating

same fear, when you say, "i'll be gone for the day"
never state "can you stay right next to me?"
right next to me
man my mind got the best of me

Come Save Me (PROD. DEEPREST)

NY Cap , Nike Pants

Vibe supplier

Thanks for listening <3
Stay Safe

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Left For Dead (Feat.$LOTHBOI)

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