daylight but I'm dozing backing with this song and my choices

dexd w/out u

prod. @lilduckk

Lyrics:
Where did the time go
Ive been alone for so long
I wanna feel something whole
Everything i do just feels wrong

Imma lose all control
Sometimes i dont wanna hold on
Is there anyone that i know
Im getting high because everyone gone


In my head im spinning in the ground
These 4 walls all around me
In my life i dont make a sound 
I dont know how you found me

Running from the pain on the daily
Running from her now its a high im chasing
Its hard to carry on, when your chest is caving
Imma write these songs, to help a heart thats breaking


Where did the time go
Ive been alone for so long
I wanna feel something whole
Everything i do just feels wrong

Imma lose all control
Sometimes i dont wanna hold on
Is there anyone that i know
Im getting high because everyone gone


In my head im spinning in the ground
These 4 walls all around me
In my life i dont make a sound

Sometimes I Don't Wanna Hold On (Prod. WellFed)

PAYBACK

Do Better (prod. asker)

I'm Walking Home Alone Tonight
Cause I Aint Got Nobody On My Side 
She Told Me She Was Ride Or Die
But I Knew That She Was Never By My Side

I Haven't Been Myself In A While Now
Rain Pouring Down Now
I Can't Feel A Thing Now

But That's Okay 
I'm Used To Feeling Dread
Now I'm Part Of Dreadset 
Yeah You Bet

I'm Walking Home Alone Tonight
Cause I Aint Got Nobody On My Side 
She Told Me She Was Ride Or Die
But I Knew That She Was Never By My Side

I Haven't Been Myself In A While Now
Rain Pouring Down Now
I Can't Feel A Thing Now

I Can't Feel A Thing Now


Looking At My Feet As I Walk
Faces All Around Me 
I Feel Judgement As I Walk
I Don't Wanna Talk

You Can't Put Me In A Box
I'm Not Like The Others
Go On Ask My Brother
He Knows Me Like No Other

I'm Walking Home Alone Tonight
Cause I Aint Got Nobody On My Side 
She Told Me She Was Ride Or Die
But I Knew That She Was Never By My Side

I Haven't Been Myself In A While Now
Rain Pouring Down Now
I Can't Feel A Thing Now

But That's Okay 
I'm Used To Feeling Dread
Now I'm Part Of Dreadset 
Yeah You Bet

I'm Walking Home Alone Tonight
Cause I Aint Got Nobody On My Side 
She Told Me She Was Ride Or Die
But I Knew That She Was Never By My Side

I Haven't Been Myself In A While Now
Rain Pouring Down Now
I Can't Feel A Thing Now

But That's Okay 
I'm Used To Feeling Dread
Now I'm Part Of Dreadset 
Yeah You Bet

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I Can't Feel A Thing Now (Prod.Xtravulous x TundraBeats)

lil xtra - different (slowed)

w/ @frvrndalwys  prod @sadeku 

Lyrics

i ain't got no one by my side i'm all alone now
imma get high, get high till i pass out
hope i fall down hit my head and never wake up
no dreams no fears no changes

and i'm fading in silence
away from this world
away from it all
and i'm sick of complying
i'm slowly dying
i'm slowly bleeding out

all alone overthinking everyday i
would do anything to take away the pain like
drown my troubles with a bit of liquor in my blood
it never works but i've gotten used to fucking up

i ain't got no one by my side i'm all alone now
imma get high, get high till i pass out
hope i fall down hit my head and never wake up
no dreams no fears no changes

(normal speed version @bitekivibes)

No One By My Side w/ Frvr&Alwys (prod. Eku)

An important song

Lyrics:

Fuck i cant feel

Dont tell me its real

Pretend its not real

Pretend its not real


I cannot heal

Id rather be evil

You werent there when i needed you

Sell my soul, now im feeding you

I would kill if you told me too

Devils touch burn in hell for you


What did he do to you

Theres nothing that i can do

Theres nothing that i can do 

Theres nothing that i can do



One step

Closer to the edge

Ill give my life for this

My fucking eyes are dead

Devils Touch (prod. Diamoon)

Original song "suffocate" written and produced by Days To Waste,
Mixed and Mastered by lifehold.

suffocate

neverending winter

[+] i know all of this is just pretend, i really thought you were my friend
* prod by @metlast *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
lace on and she dancin
so fine, she transcend
i know all of this is just pretend
i really thought you were my friend
game on and she panicked
just like that, she vanished
this was forever we planned it
how could you do this? like dammit

[verse:]
all of these thoughts in my head
like what is she doing in my bed
and i dont wanna talk in the end
cus i know im goin wind up dead

sparkin a spliff so my lungs collapse (i be off the pack)
fuckin a bitch so my heart turn black (til i can't feel bad)
pourin drank in my cup, no, i don't hold back (so i can't feel sad)
feelin all on my dick, shorty bring that ass (shorty bring that ass)
hop in the whip and i drive real fast (sippin a forty, foot pressin the gas)
guessin we're done so leave me in the past (first girl i loved, and i swear you're the last)

ay watch me im sippin on dat, yah
layin my head in your lap, oh
fallin im right in your trap, yah
right in your trap yah

apple music + spotify

ghost girl

prod. sketchmyname & vaegud 

sketchmyname: @sketchmyname
vaegud: @@vaegud

Cover art by the beautiful: @sushisai

Love you guys...

Lyrics:
Do you wanna watch me die like this
All the thoughts and the feelings reminisce 
And i cant seem to crawl out the abyss
I made a home with the demons in my head

I want all the fucking money i can get
When my dreams come true then ill rest
No I cant fucking leave not yet
I dont wanna leave this place with regrets

With regrets
Heart break, ship wreck
im drowning
I know youre better off without me
Prescription settle in my body
Blunt emotions left me foggy

Let me die while im numb
Let me die while im numb

I dont need no one
I dont need no one

DIE LIKE THIS

Ghostboy : https://soundcloud.com/lucas-whitaker

Lyrics

Paradoxx
When I'm Feeling Down I Be Smoking On Some Dough
Always Feeling Down You Don't Even Know
Feel Like I'm Losing My Self (Yeah I'm Lost)
I Am Really Losing Myself Now

Always Feeling Down You Don't Even Know
I'm Always Tryna To Find Things To Do
But There's Nothing To Do
I'm Just Alone In My Room
And I'm Missing You
Always Missing You

And I've Been Tryna Find Piece Of Mind
But I Find Myself Inside Overthinking Life
What Will I Leave Behind?
Which Day Will I Die?
I Don't Want The Truth , But Keep On Looking Inside

Cause I Got Nothing Left To Hide , No I Don't
I Just Wanna Find Some Answers But I Won't
So I'll Stick To Making Music, To Clear My Chest
And I Will Keep On Making Music With My Final Breath

When I'm Feeling Down I Be Smoking On Some Dough
Always Feeling Down You Don't Even Know
Feel Like I'm Losing My Self (Yeah I'm Lost)
I Am Really Losing Myself Now

Ghostboy 
You Left Me Broken So I Guess I Left You
Fucking Wasted On This Dark Cold Afternoon
I Don't Care, I'll Sell You Out Anywhere
I've Given In Now, I Guess I'm Losing Myself

Slow It Down, I'll Take You Out Another Night
I Guess You're High Now, I Guess You're High Now
Starry Vision On The Brink Of Fucking Dropping Out
I Guess You're High Now, I Guess I'm Losing Myself

Paradoxx
When I'm Feeling Down I Be Smoking On Some Dough
Always Feeling Down You Don't Even Know
Feel Like I'm Losing My Self (Yeah I'm Lost)
I Am Really Losing Myself Now

Losing Myself Feat. Ghostboy (Prod.Diamond Style)

I Don't Wanna Hurt You
Yet I Did It Again
I'm Always Tryna Be Nice
But I'm Just Causing You Pain

I Got These Thoughts In My Brain
That Are Conflicting Eachother
I Have To Say It , But I Hate To Cause Trouble

I Love You , But I'm A Burden To You
Why Won't You See That , Why Won't You See That
I Keep Dragging You Down , But You Keep Pushing Through
Yeah You're Blinded By The Love That I've Given You

Let Me Leave 
For Your Own Good
I Would Die For You
If I Could
But I Know That You Won't Let Me
You're Always On My Mind Lately

Let Me Leave 
For Your Own Good
I Would Die For You
If I Could
But I Know That You Won't Let Me
You're Always On My Mind Lately

I Don't Wanna Hurt You
Yet I Did It Again
I'm Always Tryna Be Nice
But I'm Just Causing You Pain

I Got These Thoughts In My Brain
That Are Conflicting Eachother
I Have To Say It , But I Hate To Cause Trouble

I Love You , But I'm A Burden To You
Why Won't You See That , Why Won't You See That
I Keep Dragging You Down , But You Keep Pushing Through
Yeah You're Blinded By The Love That I've Given You

Blinded By Love (Prod.Hxrxkiller)

Check Out The Producers:

Vaegud
Instagram: www.instagram.com/vaegud
Soundcloud: www.soundcloud.com/vaegud
Twitter: twitter.com/vaegud
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCz2XKGhg2qnlsqS3OtrBDZg

Hxrxkiller:
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCuQ2dUJr213Dt0gd1U6AIkA
Twitter: twitter.com/hxrxkiller
Instagram: www.instagram.com/hxrxkiller
Soundcloud: www.soundcloud.com/hxrxkiller
Website: hxrxkiller.beatstars.com/

Can't Feel [Prod. Vaegud & Hxrxkiller]

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @blade_901
Insta: www.instagram.com/_blade901/
Twitter: twitter.com/blade901
Youtube: www.youtube.com/user/CometsWay


Lyrics
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I've been falling apart
I've been falling apart
Why does no one come back and ask if I'm okay?
I've been falling apart
I've been in the dark
Why does no one run away, away from the pain?

Keep me in the darkness, I've been fucking heartless
I'm a fucking monster, I can feel it in my veins
Ain't nobody like a fuck up
Fucked up, the ones who's drugged up
No love, he's getting no love
So they keep me in my...

I've been falling apart
I've been falling apart
Why does no one come back and ask if I'm okay?
I've been falling apart
I've been in the dark
Why does no one run away, away from the pain?

Yeah, keep me in the darkness, I've been fucking heartless
I'm a fucking monster, I can feel it in my veins
Ain't nobody like a fuck up
Fucked up, the ones who's drugged up
No love, he's getting no love
So they keep me in my cage, woah

Oh, I've been falling into the abyss
The abyss
The abyss
The abyss
I've been counting just please don't miss
Don't miss
Don't miss
Don't miss
I've been drowning in fake bliss
In bliss
In bliss
Fake bliss

I've been falling apart
I've been falling apart
Why does no one come back and ask if I'm okay?
I've been falling apart
I've been in the dark
Why does no one run away, away from the pain?

Yeah, keep me in the darkness, I've been fucking heartless
I'm a fucking monster, I can feel it in my veins
Ain't nobody like a fuck up
Fucked up, the ones who's drugged up
No love, he's getting no love
So they keep me in my cage, woah

Fuck Up [Prod. Blade901]

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCa3qbPG86prcc51p8Tl8kTw

daniel silver - dont get too close (prod. river beats)

NY Cap , Nike Pants

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Losing Myself Feat. Ghostboy (Prod.Diamond Style)

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