I was not on SC for like 4 months.. I missed a banger

Lungs

Please save me sometime
It's feels like I've been waiting
Here my whole life
Back to facing the pain within
The tears on your face
Do they hurt the same

The longer we say goodbye
I'll lose all my patience
Caught in your stride
I told you, I've been here before
If you're leaving me vacant
Finish me off

Yet I'm so far down the Deep End
I'm seeing her
Will you help me here
I'm breaking, I'm back in hell

It's pinning me down like before
The last time I stand on my own
Reaching the gates, Dying young
The sooner I am to blame
This shit's all the same

While you're softly changing
And I'm slowly caving in
Waiting for something new
I found it here in you
You take me back
When I look in your eyes
You're my violet, beauty shines within
Now I'm bleeding out
I can't hide it, I still love you

Yet I'm so far down the Deep End
I'm seeing her
Will you help me here
I'm breaking, I'm back in hell

It's pinning me down like before
The last time I stand on my own
Reaching the gates, Dying young
The sooner I am to blame
This shit's all the same

Deep End

Hidden Souls

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HIDDEN SOULS

"philophobia" Out Now: https://link.wildomusic.com/philophobia

Hang on tight
This is one bumpy ride
If you left tonight, I wouldn't be surprised
You're so cold the tears they turn to snow
Stuck at home a million nights alone
And you can feel the weight on my shoulders
Turning rocks and pebbles into boulders
And I know that you saw me falling
If you weren't the one, then who am I calling?

I'm so fucked up
These thoughts just tore me up
Like bullets in my gut
I don't know who I trust
I'm overthinking us
Cause you said it wasn't lust
But now I guess I rushed
Cause I'm overthinking us

Yet again, I'm feeling down oh no
Overthinking till I drown woah
Need to leave this town
But I can't find a way out

Ah shit, one sec
Smell the fire in the back room
Causing chaos, it was all you
Keep it quiet they won't see you (Ooh)
Cut myself off from my friendships
Overthink it all I'm so corrupted
Am I the only making up shit?
All because I'm worried bout' the strife
I'm done tonight
Left it all behind
Wish I realized
That I'm not fortified
So I can feel the tension growing
More and more than I've been showing
Tipping off the edge, I might just do it this time

I'm so fucked up
These thoughts just tore me up
Like bullets in my gut
I don't know who I trust
I'm overthinking us
Cause you said it wasn't lust
But now I guess I rushed
Cause I'm overthinking us

Yet again, I'm feeling down oh no
Overthinking till I drown woah
Need to leave this town
But I can't find a way out

Can't decide oh what I want tonight
Terrified of what I feel inside
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philophobia

overthinking

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Lyrics:
Cigarette smoke on our lungs 
The taste of your flesh 
Will dance on my tongue 
Reminisce on what was once 
Don't leave now 
The night is so young 

Lean in for the kiss 
You turn your head 
Begin to pull away 
Is there something I can say 
Anything to make you stay 
Just stop hold up why not 
I'm shocked you say you've got
heart rot

I’m thankful for the time we spent 
but it's clear things have got to end 
'Cause I don't need a friend 
I need someone to die with

(ohh, ohh)
I need someone to ride with 
(ohh, ohh)
I need someone someone
Someone to make me feel alive so please don't you waste my time 
(ohh, ohh)
I need someone to die with

(It replays)
It replays in my mind no it's true I won't lie
Memories overwritten with the thoughts of you
Watch me fall watch me crawl looking around for a soul
For a line that’ll keep me from the edge

‘Cause I been callling out 
Falling out again on my one
Take another round
No one close to me anymore
Paint a picture, where do I find happy again?
I'm hoping, I'm holding
Cause I, 

I need someone to cry with
Someone to lie with
Someone to try with
Someone to hold me down
Having a life with
Holding the light here
For fuck’s sake
I need someone to die with

(ohh, ohh)
I need someone to ride with 
(ohh, ohh)
I need someone someone
Someone to make me feel alive so please don't you waste my time 
(ohh, ohh)
I need someone to die with

SOMEONE TO DIE WITH (FEAT. EMJAAY)

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Tsunami J. & NOOSE - Godly

IDLEGLANCE x Chief Kelly x RiverKinn x Kasper Fell

Yates XV: @yates-xv
B Murph: @b_murph
Kasper Fell: @kasperfell

Watch on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SfVc5z1BI_s

Lyrics:
I THOUGHT
MAYBE YOU COULD LOVE ME LIKE YOU USED TO
EVEN THOUGH I'M
DIFFERENT

I'VE BEEN REALLY HATING YOUR TOUCH
THESE FEELINGS I'M HAVING GOT ME SO F*CKED UP

AND I'M SIPPING ON SOME
GIN AND TONIC WITH A CIGARETTE BUTT

SPENT A FEW YEARS IN A BAD PLACE
LOST TIME TO THE PAIN THAT I MISTRACED
BLEEDING HEART FOR A GIRL THAT I MISPLACED
SO F*CKED UP ON THE PILLS THAT I MISTAKE

AND I CAN'T GET MY HEAD RIGHT
SO I'M SMOKING ON THAT LOUD PACK
5 SHOTS TO THE DOME, THROW THEM ALL BACK
YOU CALL MY LINE, YEAH, YOU KNOW I GET A HEART ATTACK
YEAH
AND I MIGHT RELAPSE
GOTTA POP A COUPLE PILLS SO I CAN RELAX
HEARD YOU TALKING ON MY NAME I DON'T NEED THAT
BUT IF YOU NEED ME BABY, YOU KNOW I COME RIGHT BACK

AND SLEEPING ALONE
GETS HARDER WHEN IT'S COLD
COULD YOU HIT MY PHONE
SO I KNOW YOU GOT HOME

I WANNA KNOW? I NEED YOU RIGHT HERE
I GOTTA GO, I DON'T WANT YOU MY DEARLY

I DON'T WANT YOU
I DON'T NEED YOU
I WON'T WAIT UP
I DON'T FEEL YOU
I WON'T STAY UP
I WON'T LEAVE YOU NOW

IMMA NEED YOU TO LET YOU GO
WANT TO RUN IT BACK OR LEAVE YOU OUT IN THE COLD
IMMA LEAVE YOU ON YOUR OWN
EVEN AFTER HOPE, I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO YEAH

I'VE BEEN REALLY HATING YOUR TOUCH
THESE FEELINGS I'M HAVING GOT ME SO F*CKED UP

AND I'M SIPPING ON SOME
GIN AND TONIC WITH A CIGARETTE BUTT

SPENT A FEW YEARS IN A BAD PLACE
LOST TIME TO THE PAIN THAT I MISTRACED
BLEEDING HEART FOR A GIRL THAT I MISPLACED
SO F*CKED UP ON THE PILLS THAT I MISTAKE

YOU'RE NEVER GONNA GIVE UP ON ME
ARE YOU?

Yates XV x B Murph x Kasper Fell - Wasted Love

Lyrics:

I don't have to remember cause it's still my everyday
Living with the same problems that I thought would fade away
Self destruction on my mind
Self esteem is hard to find
Self reflection seems to be my only way of getting by
I ain't even chasing highs, keep my expectations low
As my mind, trying to fight the feelings as they come and go
See the signs of decline but I never let them show
Cause now it's all that I know
It's all that I know 


Tell me what my future holds
If this is becoming all that I know
Help me not to lose my hope
Cause this is becoming all that I know 


Seems to be my affliction has become my addiction 
Been a while since I gave in but my time is still wasted
Contemplating if it really ever solved anything
Or if I was just distracted by the pain that it brings
Ain't ashamed to admit that it remains how I think
But even if I had the choice I wouldn't change anything
I'm still the same as I was, only difference is
I'm in control
Cause now it's all that I know
It's all that I know


Tell me what my future holds
If this is becoming all that I know
Help me not to lose my hope
Cause this is becoming all that I know

2024 eighteenSAINT / Clouded North

All That I Know (Alt Version)

All That I Know

IDLEGLANCE x Chief Kelly x Kasper Fell x  RiverKinn

Chief Kelly: @chiefkelly
Kasper Fell: @kasperfell
RiverKinn: @riverkinn

Watch on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXEbrZ0fMGw

LYRICS:

NO I
DON’T WANNA BE ALONE
NO I
DON’T WANNA BE ALONE

BURY ME IN THE DIRT TONIGHT
COVER ME WITH THE EARTH ALRIGHT
MY HALO SHINES
GOT ME BATHED IN LIGHT

I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT IT'S ALL MY FAULT
NEVER REALLY CARED IF I'M ALIVE
THOUGH I BELONG HERE
IT'S QUICKSAND
NO TIME
BEFORE YOU CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER MY NAME
TRAGIC IN THE MAKING
NOW SILENT
WHILE I'VE BARELY BEEN GONE
LET ME DOWN

NO I 
DON’T WANNA BE ALONE
NO I
DON’T WANNA BE ALONE

BURY ME IN THE DIRT TONIGHT
COVER ME WITH THE EARTH ALRIGHT
MY HALO SHINES
GOT ME BATHED IN LIGHT

HOME
THAT’S WHERE I WANT TO BE
WHERE I FALL THROUGH THE SEAMS
AND THE CRACKS IN BETWEEN
ALL I’VE KNOWN
THE NEGLECT THAT YOU’VE SHOWN
IS APPARENTLY WEARING ME
DOWN TO THE BONE
WONDERING WHY
YOU LED ME ON JUST TO THROW
ME TO THE SIDE
BUT I STILL TRIED
I SEE YOU EVERY TIME
I SHUT MY EYES

NO I
DON’T WANNA BE ALONE
NO I
I CAN’T ESCAPE HOW I FEEL
DON’T WANNA BE ALONE

BURY ME IN THE DIRT TONIGHT
COVER ME WITH THE EARTH ALRIGHT
MY HALO SHINES
GOT ME BATHED IN LIGHT

Chief Kelly x Kasper Fell x RiverKinn - Shut My Eyes

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Acoustic version: https://soundcloud.com/cloudsampling/nature-acoustic-version

Lyrics:

Here I go again
Every now and then I need a way to decompress
Desensitised, every time I feel a little less
Searching for a new sensation so I do it in excess
Guess I never learned my lesson, it's hard to admit 
Old coping mechanisms I'm trying to resist
Weighing heavy on my conscience I should probably quit
But right now it's the only thing that's taking me away from it

Fix me for today
I'll pay for it tomorrow 
Consequences of my actions are a bitter pill to swallow 
With a half empty glass, knock it back until I'm hollow
Probably best you don't follow

Running from my problems, I never needed a
chaser
Wake up in the afternoon and wonder where the day went
I'm not doing well and you can tell from my behaviour
I know that I should ask for help but that's not in my nature, nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature

Over and over again
Can't break the habit, no matter the damage I know that I'll only regret
Goes hand in hand with helping me manage the memories I wanna forget
Never gets easier, seems like the further I come, the harder it gets
Always appealing when I'm at my lowest, I know that it does me no good
Mistaking the feeling for something that's real, never stop when I know that I should
Cause I never learn, I'm far too concerned with escaping until I feel numb
I know in the morning I'm gonna be wishing to take it all back if I could

Fix me for today
I'll pay for it tomorrow 
Consequences of my actions are a bitter pill to swallow 
With a half empty glass, knock it back, until I'm hollow
Probably best you don't follow

Running from my problems I never needed a
chaser
Wake up in the afternoon and wonder where the day went
I'm not doing well and you can tell from my behaviour
I know that I should ask for help but that's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature

Nature

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