Daily Drops #134

Ride to Hell

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Lyrics:
You can call me whatever you want
It'll never save you from yourself
Can't admit anything's your fault
So you live in your own made-up hell

Never willing to see it
Obvious you've been bleeding
Take it out on who didn't cut you
History repeated
Hurt the ones you hold close
Those who need love the most
Projecting all your flaws trying to hide
But it shows

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Hate to see that you're stuck in your ways
Unaware of all the damage you cause
You can keep trying to run far away
But you won't ever escape from your flaws

Don't wanna throw you the blame
You probably grew up the same
Neglected through your youth, now you pay forward the pain
I know you do it to cope
But I just want you to know
You could do so much better if you wanted to grow

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Personally

personally

b4thursday - suicide

Follow $lothboi: @slothboipapi
Follow Rivilin: @rivilin
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/xrW21bT-yUA

Lyrics:

Shine
Darkness
There’s people inside
Mind broke
These voices they lie
Telling me
I already d!ed
Liars
I feel so alive
Liar liar
The pants on fire
Higher higher
My mind in the fryer
Live and d!e here
Filthy s*x and desire
Loopty doopty
I’m spun like a dryer
Oh no yeah I’m spun out
Aye
High dose till the sun out
Yeah
Walls talk in the fun house
Yeah
Shadow people won’t get out
F*ck

Yeah deceiver
Dissembler
Has the noose become too tight
Are you hanging from the doorway
Are you screaming to the night
Just a cheater
A gambler am I fishing for a life
Am I searching for the truth
Tell me how to outrun a lie

You put the knife in my mouth
And you shake it all around
Can you tell me what's real
As I spit blood on the ground
Just a creature
Remember the facts that come in dreams
Am I fumbling for another pill
I swore that I'd get clean

I see your body dance up in the sky
So lifeless but you give a smile
And you say
It's ok
It's not like our life
Really mattered here anyway

40 stuck between
In the back seat
Dumb geeked
They capping ain’t the same
I'm a fact sheet
Trust me
Wide up and awake
Love a night shift
Create this
And lately I been dreaming wide awake
Imma make it

Liar liar
The pants on fire
Higher higher
My mind in the fryer
Live and d!e here
Filthy s*x and desire
Loopty doopty
I’m spun like a dryer
Oh no yeah I’m spun out
Aye
High dose till the sun out
Yeah
Walls talk in the fun house
Yeah
Shadow people won’t get out
F*ck

Yeah deceiver
Dissembler
Has the noose become too tight
Are you hanging from the doorway
Are you screaming to the night
Just a cheater
A gambler am I fishing for a life
Am I searching for the truth
Tell me how to outrun a lie

You put the knife in my mouth
And you shake it all around
Can you tell me what's real
As I spit blood on the ground
Just a creature
Remember the facts that come in dreams
Am I fumbling for another pill
I swore that I'd get clean

So the sandman will sing
Feelin' stress issa mess drowning neck deep
Take my hand and search with me
Hearing shrieks in the walls calling me sweet
I wake up see him in my screen
Shadowed eyes in the back, help I can’t sleep
The shadow people wont let me leave
All the same need a change looping last week
Looping last week
Filthy in the back geeked
Shadows on the wall
I’m feeling like they trynna grab me
Cult up in the cut deep
Roots in different countries
How the f*ck we get here from the bottom
Now we up sheesh

SHADOW PEOPLE

$LOTHBOI x RIVILIN - SHADOW PEOPLE

Lights

Lights ft. Ashley Henry (Unreleased Demo)

Torn

Sleep When I'm Dead speaks to that relentless hustler's voice inside all of us - the desire to transcend the self-imposed boundaries in our mind and self-propel ourselves to new heights of success beyond what we thought was imaginable. It is unapologetically aggressive lyrically and sonically, and we wanted this to be a song people could use as motivation to accomplish whatever they are trying to accomplish -- whether it's in sports, video games, making money, conquering your doubts, or anything else.

Autumn Kings - Sleep When I'm Dead

decided to put this up on my soundcloud while waiting for the Spotify release

stay for a while

Reece Brunke - Forever (I Wouldnt Mind Remix)

Official Audio for "Playing With Fire" by Brennan Story.

Playing With Fire

Damnit 
This is how I had it
I’m so stuck inside my fucking head
I guess im an addict
To the demons inside me im dead 
Keep me in the attic 
with all my other good friends
Shadows turn to ashes
And cigarettes will turn into meds

I think im fucking manic 
The only way around this is death
existential panic
Anxiety is cured with benz
I guess I’ll pop a Xanax 
And figure out a way to cure death
You ain’t no superman 
And you ain’t a saint so better repent 

Yeah im a single man
The only thing I worry about is rent 
And why it never ends
This weird fucking pain inside my chest 
Maybe you will fix it
Or better yet even if we’re different
You’ll fill a hole I left 
That ive been tryna cover up with stitches 
Different fixes substances and cigarettes and census 
That I am who I am because I am I guess im different



These bitches calling me heartless 
But they told me use my heart less 

And they come up and they pissed off when I ain’t giving my whole conscience

Or every dime in my pocket like fuck off with that nonsense

I bled for peace of mind and now I’m broken drunk and haunted 

And promise if I make it out this darkness ill take you
I’m honest with every word I say that I don’t hate you 
And comment all you want on how I’m a hot head and I faked you 
But look inside of that mirror and you’ll know that I fucking saved you

damn. (demo)

yeah they flock to me!!

shoutout my brothers Kade and Off Lyne

Pick & Choose (prod. Off Lyne)

Vokal$ self Mixed.. Beats Prod RayOffKey.. broski is insane frfr.. mor tuh cummm

S.W.F.M (Prod. RayOffKey)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cscu1d9DIZo

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/dogpeni

Lyrics

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect
Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

I’m forever lost I don’t know my way (Lately)
Just Sippin white in the alley ways

Fade away, decay my days (I'm hazy)
I been working hard with no damn pay

Life is rough but its okay (I'm shaky)
I seen the dark I got better days 

Lose the weight (Save me)
I gotta leave you babe
You been killing me
And it ain’t okay

I ain’t even know no more (no more)
Trapped in a room no doors (no doors)
Bleeding on the cold stone floors (stone floors)
Living while I think what for (what for)

Love seeing my face cry
Say pretty boy you best stay high
You like seeing my tears slide 
I’ll kill us both, and I aint mind 

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect

Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

Never know, if I’m going die today
Fade away, pray I’m gunna make change
Escape my fate, baby why you pouring drinks
You love me cuz I love to drink
Baby turn you into me

Devil

⸸ spotify ⸸

Devil (5head)  [Music Video ↓]

prod. @quiteevil <3
mixed/mastered by me 

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

all i feel is raw and emotion
all i feel is raw and an emotion

mmm you wanna mmm
i wanna mmm start drowning mmm
on fire mmm start drowning learn to swim
on fire fuck em all i raised myself and they
they think i dont know i'll never learn 
got used to it now it never hurts
im used to it so it never hurts
down where i bled down on the carpet living in a trench

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

all i feel is raw and emotion
all i feel is raw and an emotion

🖤

they think i dont know i'll never learn 
got used to it now it never hurts
im used to it so it never hurts
down where i bled down on the carpet living in a trench

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

Skyfall (Quiteevil)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

Check out my homie: https://soundcloud.com/yates-xv

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Lyrics

RIVILIN:


Yeah, separation comes all the time, 
like a book without the pages, im just left hung up in stages
always trying to find ways to mend the spine
you got a collar on my neck with medication just to try and fix my mind

So won’t you paint my shadow on the wall in blood-red
so maybe one day I can look at it and just say that im fine
so won’t you sketch me on your canvas till I’m perfect
until you cover the outlines till im nothing, till im nothing to you

So won’t you, yeah won’t you, yeah just leave me the fuck alone
Cus im better here on my own, because im better here, better here
Cus you know that, yeah you know that, I always welcome you with open arms
It’s time I let go and brace the calm, but you know that it hurts, that it hurts.


remember the time you drove me to the hospital
yeah I try to be a minute but I can’t deal with commitment
yeah everyone needs some help sometimes
yeah but you weren’t helping me you just want to take and leave

like a ghost, in the background, I float around
bouncing from wall to wall I don’t want to be a letdown
always hitting me up on the flip phone
Yeah I never answer cus I don’t wanna be dependent on

YATES XV:

I know it’s off-topic
But I don’t feel nothin
I was at the top now I’m sitting at the bottom
She saying that I’m dark like my hearts gone rotten
I’m in my fuckin head but I’m Steady fucking Poppin
White oxycodone
I don’t open up
These drugs that I’m takin
Make me feel loved
I don’t wanna dream
I just wanna run it up
See me in my past life
Lookin like a god

Man it’s so fuckin funny
All the shit that I’ve done
Say I’ve lived my life
I just sit in the cut
All these drugs that I’m takin
Got me messed up
And I know I’m not happy
But I’m smiling
Just for fun

So tell me that I’m happy
Tell me I’m all good
Explain away my pain
Let me know it’s all good
Fuck I need help
But I’m barely fuckin breathing
I don’t want help
When the pills give me feeling

JUST LET GO FT. YATES XV

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