(It's still here, somebody else
It takes me, it takes my health
So save me, so save my soul
So save me, so save me
So save me, I'm not myself)

So grown up
where'd the years go, passing me by
So long, dont fall up
Come close to crossing that line
But still wont, wont grow up
And I lost my ways, who knows
no, no one?
And I've fallen out the loop with myself

Called you on the phone
That night, I planned to fall away
Cause I've been up myself, alone
These thoughts dont hide away
Crashing of the lights
Inside, no matter anyways
Hoping that I'd feel something
Hoping that I'd feel

It's certain set of years
I thought it'd go away
Damn its nothing but a fault
A fault in which I wired it
So wheres the blame to throw, 
when theres only ghosts and thoughts inside your head
Hit the gramophone, repeat it all again
It tells me
No one

I can't feel it
I can't feel this anymore
I can't feel it

Imaginary
To change my fate
Commissary, myself I hold the gate
Wrong
To think I'd wait 
Think I'd see a change
The mirror shows
The mirror shows I'm

So grown up
where'd the years go, passing me by
So long, dont fall up
Come close to crossing that line
But still wont, wont grow up
And I lost my ways, who knows
no, no one?
And I've fallen out the loop with myself

grown up [prod. brody & remghost]

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Lyrics
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Born and raised in a black room with cold faces
Dark figures reside over me unsatiated
Forebearers reading the omen until it's culminating
How could I be the greatest if I'm created in this hell
If I breathe for them I pray I do it well
If I'm scarring on my body who would I tell
If they found my body they would say I fell

If I breathe for them I pray I do it well
If I'm scarring on my body who would I tell
If they found my body they would say I fell

I'm so numb
Slit my wrists on best wishes
Under your thumb
Where I lay in pain when angels hold their tongue
Christened in tears of victims
They know your love
Save themselves but they can't save what I'll become

They can't save what I'll become
Hollow boy 'till the day I'm done
Burning in my lungs
They can't save me
Nah

Grey suits walk outta rooms
They bring the good news
They say you should be gracious
You made it
You're back in the loving embrace of your ancients
Constricting your airways with more suffocation
Next time you'll think twice about being wasted
'Cause we got you hooked on enough medication
To keep you sedated for days out and days in
You gon' regret all the freedom you tasted, yeah

I'm so numb
Slit my wrists on best wishes
Under your thumb
Where I lay in pain when angels hold their tongue
Christened in tears of victims
They know your love
Save themselves but they can't save what I'll become

Victim

Victim [Prod. Quiteevil]

Lyrics

I might catch a flight to london and stay at a friend's house
Or i could take the bus to the central and blow all my cash while I'm at it
I think life's more fun that way
But they just think that I'm reckless

I'm blowing check after check
I am way too good at spending

Spending all my dough
It comes and it goes
No regrets living fast like a legend

I know I'll be forgotten but that's fine
I'm just living in the present

Yeah I know I'll be forgotten
But that's none of my worries
I got alot of other thoughts on my mind

I just look away and another year has passed
I feel like I can't get ahold of the time
Used to panic all of the time
Now it's rarely as often
I guess I'm saying that I'm doing alright

I got a hole in my chest
I guess it never healed
But i learned to live with it after a while

I might catch a flight to london and stay at a friend's house
Or i could take the bus to the central and blow all my cash while I'm at it
I think life's more fun that way
But they just think that I'm reckless

I'm blowing check after check
I am way too good at spending

Spending all my dough
It comes and it goes
No regrets living fast like a legend

I know I'll be forgotten but that's fine
I'm just living in the present

Yeah I know I'll be forgotten
But that's none of my worries
I got alot of other thoughts on my mind

I just look away and another year has passed
I feel like I can't get ahold of the time
Used to panic all of the time
Now it's rarely as often
I guess I'm saying that I'm doing alright

I got a hole in my chest
I guess it never healed
But i learned to live with it after a while

I might catch a flight to london and stay at a friend's house
Or i could take the bus to the central and blow all my cash while I'm at it
I think life's more fun that way
But they just think that I'm reckless

I'm blowing check after check
I am way too good at spending

I know I'll be forgotten but that's fine
I'm just living in the present

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TOO BAD THATS TOUGH (prod. SHVDE)

remember late nights when i thought you were the one.
i was sad as fuck when you didn't want my love.
i couldn't take the pain so i resorted to drugs.
yeah, it's killing me.
yeah, it's killing me.
it's hurting deep.
it hurts so much thought i was gon cry.
asking why?
why you ain't stay by my side?
girl it's crazy
not too long ago i would've gave you my life.
(girl it's crazy
not too long ago i would've gave you my life)
my motion up now but i'm still sad as a bitch.
when ever it comes to love swear to god i never win.
i could be in my feelings but instead i'm making songs.
yeah my heart still hurts but atleast my money long.

these drugs fucking up my mind i can feel it.
percs prolly gon kill me i can feel it.
facing woods back to back hoping that will heal me.
every song is a cry out but i don't think these niggas gon hear me.
love you, even though you gone i still love you.
want you, not gon lie, i lowkey still want you.
fuck you, you be acting weird so i guess it's fuck you.
funny how you left me so goddamn fast.
i shouldnt of gotten attatched because i knew that it wouldnt last.
they keep saying move on should i leave her in the past?
she gon fuck with me now because she see me with some rackz but i can't fuck with that.
no, no, no i can't go for that.
i won't call you back.
fuck you bitch.
yeah, you got that.
funny how she said that she left for the best.
she'll only show love if a nigga is dead or up.
but i don't give a fuck.

i miss when my life felt good

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Rivilin

I wanna see you smile but I keep that on the low
I wanna make you mine yeah but you already know
that your wasting time yeah I take that as a blow
your knuckles hit the spine and now im passed out on the floor

you love to cut me down but you keep that on the low
you hate it when i leave but you keep begging for more
this isn’t love its fire and your burning at my soul
i try to win this time, but i keep begging for more

Ripthepetals

I’m over these meds and all the bitches in my fucking bed
I fall in love too easily
I'm over all of these texts that say you flaking to him, its so hard to say I want company

It's just another life I guess
Another fucked mistake my soul made
It's just another life i fucked up, baby im fucked up, give me a break

Rivilin

yeah it’s like my best intentions never seem to go to plan they’re just mistakes
you're just a toxin in my skin medicated to forget
im popping tags for serotonin always know it don’t work
so you lay me on a pedal stool to try make me feel like im worth it

but you know its toxic, don’t you know it fucks with chemicals
plagued with awful memories so im just forced to forget

Ripthepetals

I just wish that I was pretty as fuck, but ima jealous cunt, im throwing up in the bathroom
And no one else can compare to you, but it's not fair to you to say that i'm the one you want

I just wish that I was pretty as fuck, but ima jealous cunt, im throwing up in the bathroom
And no one else can compare to you, but it's not fair to you to say that i'm the one you want

KEEP ME ON THE LOW FT. RIPTHEPETALS

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