bittersweet

why is it so hard to exist
my insides get ripped apart if i resist the urgent crawling of my skin

all my memories locked in basements and the floorboards of that room
out of body, sealed my fate
ill see you really soon

you cant see all thats in my head
i bleed it out, but to my dread
like every time went way too far
im running out of space for scars

keep it pushing but my head just keeps on spinning
telling me that i should end it but i never want to listen
cause i know that i agree but that was never part the vision
im still tryna stick around just for as long as i can bare

i hate who i am
im wasting time and
i only feel fine when im on the edge now

ihatewhoiam

Lyrics:
I can never go back to my old ways cause I’m really past that shit yeah
And I can never say what I want to cause the truth may hurt a little bit though
Ima go my own way I can see the vision getting clearer every step I take
I know some day I may look out at the view like damn I gave it all it takes

Yeah I gave it all it takes
I always hit the gas I won’t ever hit the brakes
Feel like a constant battle I’m out here every day and I’m dodging all the fakes
No one wants to grind shit out like I do well I guess that’ll be okay
Cause they gon see the vision either way
They gon see the vision it’s okay

I swear I been doing this for so long that’s it’s nothing
I hit em with some words hit they heads like a concussion
I just need some drums yeah like give me that percussion
Once I blow the fuck up they gon tell me they was loving
Loving all my shit
I know you a fake I can smell the fucking scent
And I ain’t got no friends I can’t trust no one for shit
I just need to be alone get a fucking grip
Ohh

Oh ohh
Get a fucking grip like
Oh oh ohh

I can never go back to my old ways cause I’m really past that shit yeah
And I can never say what I want to cause the truth may hurt a little bit though

I can never go back to my old ways cause I’m really past that shit yeah
And I can never say what I want to cause the truth may hurt a little bit though
Ima go my own way I can see the vision getting clearer every step I take
I know some day I may look out at the view like damn I gave it all it takes

i been on some different shit, cause like lately i been baseline
feel like i been dead and i wont pick up if you facetime
sink into my bed, you want my life? you can take mine
i listened to my heart, but it betrayed me so i hate mine
now it's cold, only care about my racks
swear i feel like i'm a demon with the switch up in my lap
cause like i been living different now, i better get my stacks
i don't care if this shit kill me, if it kill me thats just facts
and i know that you don't feel me, cause like really if i'm real
you would leave me in a ditch without a thought or an appeal
so i say i don't need no one, that's the way that i conceal
i can say that i'll be good, but that's not really how i feel

ALL IT TAKES (ft. HKFiftyOne)

stillnate

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