They don’t really live this life, they just post it
All this pressure made me better, yeah I chose it

Different Mode

It’s half past you, I’m still awake,
Runnin’ that night back, wide-awake mistakes.
You moved on, I replayed,
Still feel your laugh in my chest like bass.
It’s half past you, I still drive slow,
Same old road where the good things go.
Tried to forget, but my hands say no,
Every turn still leans your way, I know.

Leather seats still smell like June,
You sang off-key, I sang in tune.
Now I hum alone with the window cracked,
Talkin’ to ghosts in the rearview black.
We both said things we can’t take back,
Words hit harder when they don’t come back.
I been scrollin’ through time on my phone,
Just screenshots I should’ve left alone.

If love’s a map, I lost my route,
Every detour circles back to you somehow.

It’s half past you, I’m still awake,
Runnin’ that night back, wide-awake mistakes.
You moved on, I replayed,
Still feel your laugh in my chest like bass.
It’s half past you, I still drive slow,
Same old road where the good things go.
Tried to forget, but my hands say no,
Every turn still leans your way, I know.

Got a new place with a view too clean,
But it don’t mean what it used to mean.
Dinner for one with a two-seat dream,
Talk too low to the in-betweens.
They ask how I’ve been, I just nod and sip,
Truth don’t sound good off the lip.
Still taste you in the words I skip,
Still chase calm I’ll never get.

If you called right now, I’d lie and say “fine,”
But you’d still hear the tremble in the line.

It’s half past you, I’m still awake,
Runnin’ that night back, wide-awake mistakes.
You moved on, I replayed,
Still feel your laugh in my chest like bass.
It’s half past you, I still drive slow,
Same old road where the good things go.
Tried to forget, but my hands say no,
Every turn still leans your way, I know.

Yeah… it’s half past you.

Half Past You

I can’t get you outta my head, no lie,
You move on, I move in disguise.
Whole crowd singin’, but it’s your eyes,
Still hear your name in every line.
Outta my head, but not my phone,
Scrollin’ your page like I ain’t grown.
If I ever heal, don’t tell my tone —
I sound fine, but I’m not alone.

Told myself I’d delete your tag,
Every time I try, I lag.
New DMs, but the thrill don’t last,
Every text read like a ghost from the past.
Late night drive, seat cold, seatbelt tight,
Talk to myself at the red-light vibe.
You the one thing I can’t unlearn,
Every memory hit, still burns.

You said “let go,” but you know me,
I hold on slow, quietly.

I can’t get you outta my head, no lie,
You move on, I move in disguise.
Whole crowd singin’, but it’s your eyes,
Still hear your name in every line.
Outta my head, but not my phone,
Scrollin’ your page like I ain’t grown.
If I ever heal, don’t tell my tone —
I sound fine, but I’m not alone.

Used to call you just to hear you breathe,
Now I talk to beats in the passenger seat.
I’ve been learnin’ peace in pieces,
New love knocks, but I leave it speechless.
Friends say, “bro, she old news,”
But I built my art from broken views.
Every pain got melody proof,
That’s why my hits sound honest, true.

If I let go, does it fade too soon?
Or does love just haunt in tune?

I can’t get you outta my head, no lie,
You move on, I move in disguise.
Whole crowd singin’, but it’s your eyes,
Still hear your name in every line.
Outta my head, but not my phone,
Scrollin’ your page like I ain’t grown.
If I ever heal, don’t tell my tone —
I sound fine, but I’m not alone.

Yeah… I’m not alone.

outta my head

You called me up at midnight, said you need to talk
Pulled up to your place, we just sat in your car
You went off for an hour 'bout the same shit again
And I listened like I always do, that's what I do best

Don't get me wrong, I'm glad you called
But damn, I'm tired too

'Cause I'm always in the passenger seat
Hearing 'bout your problems while I got my own
Always gotta be the strong one
Never get to break down
I'm always in the passenger seat
And nobody asks if I'm alright
Guess I'm just good at hiding
That I'm barely surviving
In the passenger seat

I cancelled plans to come sit with you
My girl's mad 'cause I do this shit for you
And you don't even know what's going on with me
'Cause you never really ask, you just need

And I get it, you're going through hell
But so am I, can't you tell

That I'm always in the passenger seat
Hearing 'bout your problems while I got my own
Always gotta be the strong one
Never get to break down
I'm always in the passenger seat
And nobody asks if I'm alright
Guess I'm just good at hiding
That I'm barely surviving
In the passenger seat

Maybe I should say something
Maybe I should tell you
But I don't wanna be that guy
So I just keep it inside
And I'm starting to resent you
Even though I don't want to
But I can't keep doing this
Something's gotta give

'Cause I'm tired of the passenger seat
Tired of putting myself second
Always being the strong one
Never getting to break down
I'm done with the passenger seat
Starting today I'm speaking up
Not gonna keep on hiding
That I've been barely surviving
In the passenger seat
Not anymore
Outro:


Passenger Seat

They keep inviting me out, I keep saying no
Not 'cause I'm sad, I just don't wanna go
Small talk with people I don't really know
I'd rather stay home, pour a drink, take it slow

They think something's wrong with me
But I'm good, honestly

I'd rather be alone
Than fake it with a smile
Rather be alone
Than waste another night
Pretending that I care about the things they talk about
I'd rather be alone
And I'm good with that now

Used to think I needed people all the time
Now I realize that most of it was lies
Surface level shit that doesn't mean a thing
I'm cool with just a few, don't need everything

They think something's wrong with me
But this is where I'm free

I'd rather be alone
Than fake it with a smile
Rather be alone
Than waste another night
Pretending that I care about the things they talk about
I'd rather be alone
And I'm good with that now

Maybe I grew up, maybe I just changed
Maybe I'm just done playing games
Either way I'm cool right here
Don't need the noise, I'm clear

I'd rather be alone
Than fake another day
Rather be alone
I'm better off this way
Done pretending that I care about the things they talk about
I'd rather be alone
And that's okay

(I'm good, I'm good with that)

I'd Rather Be Alone

You gave me everything and I just took it
Said you needed more, I said you're tripping
Now you're with somebody who actually tries
And I'm sitting here like damn, that should've been my life
I can't even blame you
I'd leave me too
My bad, my bad
I fucked it up, that's facts
You begged me to change and I never did
Now you're gone and I get it
My bad, my bad
Can't take it back, that's that
I had everything I wanted right there
And I didn't care
My bad
Your mom still texts me on my birthday
That shit hurts 'cause I know what she probably say
About the guy you're with now, how he treats you right
How he shows up, does the things I couldn't do right
And I'm not gonna sit here
And act like you were wrongChorus:
My bad, my bad
I fucked it up, that's facts
You begged me to change and I never did
Now you're gone and I get it
My bad, my bad
Can't take it back, that's that
I had everything I wanted right there
And I didn't care
My bad
I hope he's good to you
I hope he does the shit I wouldn't do
Takes you out, meets your friends
Doesn't cancel plans again
I hope you're happy now
'Cause you deserve better than what I gave you
And that's the truth
My bad, my bad
I fucked it up, that's facts
You gave me chances and I wasted them
Can't say I didn't deserve this
My bad, my bad
Can't take it back, that's that
I had everything I wanted right there
And I threw it all away
My bad
Yeah, my bad
(I know it's my bad)
(Can't take it back)

MY BAD

I know you think it's never gonna get better than this
Sitting in your room, going through her pics
But trust me, I've been right where you are
Give it six months, you won't even care

You'll be fine, you'll be fine
I know it doesn't feel like it right now
But you'll be fine, you'll be fine
Swear to God you're gonna figure it out
One day you'll wake up and it won't hurt the same
You'll meet somebody new, won't remember her name
You'll be fine, you'll be fine
Just give it some time

Go see your friends, even if you don't want to
Put on some pants, get out of that room
I'm not saying you gotta be over it tonight
But sitting there alone ain't doing shit for your mind
Pre-Chorus:
Call me up if you need to talk
I'll come through, we can just drive around
I promise you it gets better from here

You'll be fine, you'll be fine
I know it doesn't feel like it right now
But you'll be fine, you'll be fine
Swear to God you're gonna figure it out
One day you'll wake up and it won't hurt the same
You'll meet somebody new, won't remember her name
You'll be fine, you'll be fine
Just give it some time

I know you think she was the one
But there's gonna be someone better, trust me
This ain't the end of your story
You're gonna laugh about this someday

You'll be fine, you'll be fine
I know it doesn't feel like it right now
But you'll be fine, I promise you'll be fine
You're gonna make it out
One day you'll wake up and it won't hurt the same
You'll look back on this like it was just a phase
You'll be fine, you'll be fine
You'll be fine

Just give it time, you'll be alright

YOU'LL BE FINE

You only call when you need a ride
Or you're broke and you need a place to stay the night
You only text when your other friends are busy
Funny how you remember me when it's convenient

I'm done being your backup plan
Find somebody else

Don't call me when you're drunk at 2 AM
Don't call me when you need a friend again
I'm not your backup, I'm not your second choice
Don't call me
Don't call me

You disappear for months then act like nothing changed
Show up expecting everything to be the same
But I'm good now, I don't need the stress
Keep my number but don't use it, I'm done with this

I'm done being your last resort
Go bother someone else

Don't call me when you're drunk at 2 AM
Don't call me when you need a friend again
I'm not your backup, I'm not your second choice
Don't call me
Don't call me

I used to answer every time
Not anymore, I'm drawing the line
You had your chance, I gave you plenty
Now I'm done, don't call me

Don't call me when you're drunk at 2 AM
Don't call me when you need a friend again
I'm not your backup, not your second choice
Don't call me
Just don't call me

Don't call, don't call

DON'T CALL ME

You show up when you're bored and got nothing to do
Stay the night then disappear for a week or two
Say you miss me but you never stick around
I'm tired of this game, I'm done playing now

Either you want me or you don't
Make up your mind

Don't waste my time
If you're not gonna stay
Don't waste my time
Just to walk away
I'm done waiting on you to decide
So don't waste my time
Don't waste my time

You keep saying that you'll change, that it'll be different
But it's always the same shit, I'm over it
I deserve more than your half-assed effort
So either show up or just forget it

Either you're in or you're out
I need to know now

Don't waste my time
If you're not gonna stay
Don't waste my time
Just to walk away
I'm done waiting on you to decide
So don't waste my time
Don't waste my time

I'm not your option when you're lonely
I'm not your plan B
If you can't give me what I need
Then leave

Don't waste my time
If you're not gonna stay
Don't waste my time
Just to walk away
I'm done waiting on you to decide
Don't waste my time
No, don't waste my time

(My time, my time)

Don't Waste My Time

It’s been raining whiskey since you left me here
Drowning out the voices but I still hear
You saying that you love me, was it ever real?
Was it ever real? (oh)
Now I’m faded in this parking lot again
Talking to your ghost like we still friends
Whiskey rain falling, can’t feel nothing
Can’t feel nothing at all

Whiskey Rain

It’s hard to fake it when you still on my mind
I play it cool, but it’s eatin’ me alive
Got gold on my neck, but not inside
You moved on, I’m still stuck in rewind
Hard to fake it, yeah
Hard to fake it

Different Mode

TriLL

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