You make me believe again, Even in the pieces I broke back then. I was numb, I was barely ten percent, You showed up soft like confidence. You make me believe again, In a heart that swears it won’t mend. Didn’t trust love, didn’t trust the end, Then you came through and changed the trend.

You make me believe again

I'm afraid to open up again
Show you all the parts I hide
Last time I let someone this close
Almost broke me from the inside
I know you say you're different
And maybe that's the truth
But I'm afraid to open up again
So I keep running from you
Keep running from you


A raw confession about building walls so high you can't tear them down, even when you want to. About being afraid to open up again after someone broke you.

Open Up

I keep you in the shallow end
Close enough but not enough to hurt
I don't know how to let you in
So I keep you in the shallow end


Three feet of water thinking it's deep.

For anyone who keeps people close enough to stay but not close enough to hurt.

Shallow End

I don't know when I got like this
I used to be fun, I swear
Now I cancel plans I never make
And hope nobody noticed I wasn't there
I think there's something wrong with me
But I don't know what to google
So I just keep saying "rough week"
Even though it's been a rough year and life

I ordered DoorDash again tonight because I couldn't handle small talk with a cashier.

For everyone who's been saying "I'm fine" while wearing the same hoodie for six days.

I Don't Know When I Got Like This

This isn't easy
I'm not gonna lie and say it is
Getting up and getting through
Takes everything I got to give
This isn't easy
But I'm still here and I don't know why
Maybe that's the only thing that matters
I keep choosing to try
Even when I don't want to
This isn't easy

Sometimes getting out of bed is the hardest thing you'll do all day.

This is about the quiet fight nobody sees and showing up when everything in you says don't bother.

THIS ISN'T EASY

I miss seeing colors
I miss when songs used to hit different
I miss getting excited about stupid little things
Like Friday or my favorite show
I miss seeing colors
Now it's all just gray and waiting
Going through the days like I'm watching someone else
Live a life I used to know

I Miss Seeing Colors

Wrist look like I dipped it in the slush (Ice) 
Tell the valet, Please don't rush (Don't touch it) 
Diamond smile hitting like a high beam 
I just turned a nightmare to a pipe dream 
Cuban link choking, I can’t breathe right 
Skeleton AP, it don't read light (Nah) 
Zero degrees, yeah the heart cold 
Sold the soul but I kept the gold.

Hard acoustic trap banger with spanish guitar loops

Slush

This song means a lot to me, and I hope you feel that in it <3 

It ain't the drugs, no it ain't the drugs
It ain't the lean, it ain't the buzz
It ain't the smoke filling up my lungs
It's just missing you, yeah it's missing you

It ain't the nights that I can't remember
It ain't the cold, it ain't the weather
It ain't the bottles on my floor
You're what I'm dying for

It Ain't The Drugs

Why gain this world when I’d rather gain God

Starlight Enoch Remix ft Gloria Boos in A Major 432hz prod. By TriLL

How am I supposed to be enough for you
When I don’t even know what enough looks like to me
I’ve been pouring out for everyone in the room
Running on empty trying to be what they need
Maybe I gotta figure out my own definition
Stop waiting on the world to give me permission
I can’t keep being everything to everyone else
Til I learn how to be enough for myself

Checking Boxes

Houston Texas but the pain made me. You can’t define me. I do it for the love of the game 🖤.  I have been working on and making music for over 20 years. I've put a lot of my older songs on here, but the most recent songs are new. I appreciate you and I hope my music finds you right where you are.

Open Up

TriLL

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