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игра в кальмаров

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produced by @xona

-lyrics-

(i don’t wanna lose my-)
oh, i know why
i wouldn’t tell me same thing behind
i make it so easy
i’ve got the dot on both my knees
and i know why (x4)
~
i’ll turn it over till i make this work
place it all on order until i mesh with dirt
caffeine don’t function
these calluses burst
up at 4 am, i made my body learn
i said i’ll change my course and said i’ll fix this up
i said i’d put us first before the other stuff
and they don’t know about this, they don’t see this side
they say i’m mia, well, this my other life
but i’ll be back again, not days or in a week
won’t force myself to make this hobby a thing
i wanna be putting my best, i won’t be losing my keen
build it up a bit to keep up my streak
(i don’t wanna lose my-)
~
and i know why
my head spins till the tunnel bites
cause that's what i like
knowing i'm falling into it blind
head first, dive.
head first, dive.
head first, dive.
head first to dive.
wrist locked tight.
wrist locked tight.
wrist locked tight.
wrist locked tight.

xona - scuba

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2Eternity

What You Know About Me (Feat. NAYM)

prod everestdidthis

[HKFiftyOne]

So you’re forgotten
This beautiful cold and small planet
The pitiful metaphors for this feeling
They're all grieving while you’re believing

Already know how this goes
I'll float away on my own
I know that no one will know
Will know

And if I implode real soon
I hope you tell all my moons
I swear I didn't mean to go
I just can't do this all alone

[saturns construct]
So i lethe
Shelter
Me
Guide 
Me
Past this asteroid belt and beyond the stars

i promise that im better than mars
or on par with the one we call ours

[HKFiftyOne]

So I'm forgotten
I know I'll get lost in
The stars that I'm drifting far beyond
I'm just an asteroid
Unclaimed in the black void
Some planets remember you but Pluto can't

Just forget me
Just forget me like you do

lethe (feat. HKFiftyOne)

mama

Love you all.

i swear im trying my best.
TY NEERDOWELL FOR THE MASTER <3
TY Hero for the public beat king <3
-----LYRICS-----

trees bend slow, they’re watching me in falter  
wind hums low, every gust like an altar  
mind drifts quiet, the mud grips my skin  
I move almost nothing, swamp pulls me in

"There are far worse things 
awaiting man
than,
Death"

break bones static
heart race panic
find myself in the bog saying dammit  
too much noise in the mud cant stand it
sink down now enjoy the panic

black rain  
hit the muck — I vanish  
numb voice in my gut say “can it”  
every thought I clutch goes rancid  
I don’t trust any wound that bandaged  

mud step, cold drip, throat’s clamped shut  
heartbeat thump like a rusted drum cut  
eyes go wide when the dark says “wake up”  
the whole damn world keeps swallowing me up  

left foot sinks and the right one trembles  
can’t keep pace with the thoughts I’m assembled  

can’t trace why my pulse frantic
thoughts bleed out in blur so graphic
chest so tight the air turns tannic
don’t know how to claw back, I manage yeah 

skies turns numb when my eyes lose focus  
blood drip slow like a ritual omen  
ground pulls tight when the tide keeps rollin’  
I’m swallowed again by the dark I’m holdin’  

hands shake soft but the night grows colder  
burden on my chest like a ghost on my shoulders  
try to stand straight but the world tilts over  
I’m slipping so deep I don’t think I’ll recover

mud. (hero)

Lyrics:

Kill the chivalry, send out the cavalry
There's no way you rival me, there's no way she's killing me
Blood on my hands, you already dead to me
I just been giggling, but there's no more ecstacy
I'm on the battlefield, you can't take control of me
You see me winning, get controlled by all your jealousy
Take the weight off my shoulders
Winter's getting colder and we're just getting older

Cut 'em off, think I owe it to myself
I don't really have no friends, why I'm always by myself
and they left me in the past, so I do this all myself
Yeah they left me in the past every time I needed help
No I don't need no one else
When this money come around
Tryna take my place, they been tryna take the crown
I'm the ruler of this place
If you don't like the way that sounds, you gon' have to take me out
[?] won't ever come around
Every day, always feeling like it's over
[?] always got a little colder
So I guess it makes sense, I'm the asshole
Posted up with Nine, bitch I'm posted in the castle

Yeah I'm cold on the inside
You could storm the castle, but won't kill me from the inside
We got our differences, so we can set them all aside
Let's do this man to man, don't want another homicide
Another suicide, there is no more you and I
I dream about the place without a trace of you inside
I'm gonna close the gates before I end up crucified
Hop on the horse and don't look back at what I left behind

Closing all the gates, we got the moat around the castle
You can come and you won't see me when we pray for battle
I leave it all behind, let me hop up on the saddle
But you are dead to me, buried 6 foot down in gravel
But this spirit keep me warm on the inside
The only thing to keep me going, yeah I should've died
This is a battle in my mind but I can save it
and bitch I loved to see you smile but now I hate it
It ain't an equal battle, now a massacre
Never knowing what I've done, the thing I'm never asking her
But I'll go riding on my own like a traveler
Tryna ride with me but I don't need a passenger

[Chorus]

Someone put me in a hearse
I've been getting tired, it's a blessing and a curse
I don't wanna try, gave you love and it's the worst
Pulling up in cavalries, we'll put you in the dirt
We stormed the castle, we're out of options
Prepare for battle, I swear we've got this
Pull up with Nine, Darza, Kento and Cush
We at the top of the line, leave that bitch in the dust
Do you believe in me right now? Leaving me right now?
I've been getting sick of this
and I can't even take a hit
I can't even handle this

I can't even handle this, lost control my horses, I can't handle it
Grab all my forces, yeah it's gonna be so scandalous
We creeping inside your house, we've got the candle lit
Know you can't handle this, won't prepare for battle
I got thousand herds of cattle, all these bitches tryna tackle me
I put them in shackles, tryna hide but I'm the Jeckyll
I got cannons in the castle, I got cannons if he tattle
I got crimes against the state but I just run away and cackle

They was laughing in my face
Nowadays I can't go nowhere unless I got my blade
Xans to the face
Tryna run from the pain, I can't get away
Now I'm lost in the fray but it's okay
Emo bitch she tryna choke me
Bitch I'm just a demon, I hate everything that's holy
I'm just getting money yah, with my brodies
Eat me up like honey yah, shawty suck it slowly
I got bands on me, everybody think I'm walking funny
Don't hit my DMs unless you got some money for me
I'm rolling on molly, it don't ever get boring
When I'm coming down, take a xan, now I'm snoring

[Chorus]

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