(prod. wixxy)

lyrics:
HOOK:
I try and I don't really wanna fuck up
You tell me I had enough, enough
All the things I tried to trust, I lost trust
Cause you don't really think us

As one, trust me, had enough of your love
All the things that you did, it fucked me up

Problems now problems then
All the time that we spent
Who am I who are you who are we to judge 

VERSE:
(I got an idea)
(Snapping)
Who are we to judge 
Cause im all fucked up
I can not go on

(Respectfully hold on hold on)
I won't fall in love
Try to get rid of
All these feels they're stuck 
It just feels so wrong 
But I can't give up
We can't get along

Anymoreeee
But I fell for yaaa

What have we become?..

HOOK:
I try and I don't really wanna fuck up
You tell me I had enough, enough
All the things I tried to trust, I lost trust
Cause you don't really think us

As one, trust me, had enough of your love
All the things that you did, it fucked me up

Problems now problems then
All the time that we spent
Who am I who are you who are we to judge

As One

im not doing very well, like at all, but fuck it we ball

I don't wanna feel anymore
I found my fucking body on the floor
it takes time just to look at all the doors
I want more, but i don't want war

there's chaos inside of my fucking head
the voice in my mind it wants me just dead
the demons inside crawl over my bed
every which side there is no defend

there is no defend
i lost all my sense
i lost everything 
to reality

tell me
tell me whats in my dreams
im caught in between
it gets hard to breath
(bro she was like my ecstasy)

i need therapy
or else i won't be here in 2 years
you never even made a thing clear
if thats how youll be 
then ill let it be

changes
they make you faceless
the shameness you hide your face in
everythings down i don't want say shit
with everything down what should i say next

took my happiness 
no, you can't replace it
done with all these lies, don't you try erase it
took my kindness for a weakness
don't mistake it
 
now I'm looking at the ceil-

I don't wanna feel anymore
I found my fucking body on the floor
it takes time just to look at all the doors
I want more, but i don't want war

there's chaos inside of my fucking head
the voice in my mind it wants me just dead
the demons inside crawl over my bed
every which side there is no defend

I Don't Wanna Feel Anymore

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3QiamsgtxP85QNyd05zW1g?si=b3a01e6a1b9b4468

CUT DEEP

wait till u see me

Mix & Master @reasxns
Produced by COBRA
Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/album/3K8EuqTVEfx1ywdoQQ8z4f?si=lLtoF65ARwGDYmJkE6zE3w

Cover: https://www.instagram.com/333artworks

EXHAUSTED

bustys 38: the internet is scary

feeling kinda down,
i dont wanna talk it, 
sitting in my room,
the net's kinda scary, ain't it?

you influence my fever,
let me take my breather,
bright lights hurt my eyes,
just how you shake my ether

internet pathways,
kinda funny how you make friends these days,
should've known that you'd treat me that way,
but im better now, thanks for the decay

chorus x2

you must take me for a fool
because you still text my phone
do you think im gonna take you back?
'cause the internet is scary,
need kill the thought that drains me

feeling kinda down,
i dont wanna talk it, 
sitting in my room,
the net's kinda scary, ain't it?

you influence my fever,
let me take my breather,
bright lights hurt my eyes,
just how you shake my ether

internet pathways,
kinda funny how you made me this way,
i don't know what to do now you're away,
but you still on my mind, im in disarray

chorus x2

you must take me for a fool
because you still text my phone
do you think im gonna take you back?
'cause the internet is scary,
need kill the thought that drains me

influence my fever

Lyrics:
you moved on and I see you did it so fast
Sometimes I blame myself saying am I that bad?
maybe it's just my fault
maybe I'm so insecure
maybe i don't deserve the nice things
yeah I think that for sure

I wish I was empathetic
sometimes I think Im pathetic
sometimes I get way too close
i feel like you might regret it
i got some pain in my heart
i wish i knew where to start
you left me dead with the sharks
i wish this life wasnt this hard
maybe im scared to confess
maybe im pussy at best
maybe youll just like the rest
and if you do
do your best:)
i go to war with myself
im screaming I might need help
i wish you knew how i felt
it felt like heaven to hell

and i waste time your time
i dont mean to do it
i swear i don't want to lose it
i feel like I'm stupid
dont wanna do this
maybe I'm selfish
I couldn't help it
maybe it's fucked up
only got tough love
wish I was gentle
but im judgemental
i need some kindness
thats why its tatted on me
i should take advice
if i dont wanna fight
and i don't like how i talk to you
and i know i dont mean to come off rude
i might lie to you about things i do
about things i do

I wish I was empathetic
sometimes I think Im pathetic
sometimes I get way too close
i feel like you might regret it
i got some pain in my heart
i wish i knew where to start
you left me dead with the sharks
i wish this life wasnt this hard
maybe im scared to confess
maybe im pussy at best
maybe youll just like the rest
and if you do
do your best:)
i go to war with myself
im screaming I might need help
i wish you knew how i felt
it felt like heaven to hell

Pathetic (prod. Drma X Jeanparker)

waste {@drmabeats x scrobaby x dercept}

Produced by michael harrison 
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

You make it complicated 
Your words, can’t speak your language 
Can’t understand a word you say 
I’m more grown up now than I was before 
Spent two years wondering if I should go 
Back here down to Faucher Rd
The only place I know is home

I’ll be here, I’ll be here
I’ll be here for you
Will you be here? Will you be here?
Will you be here for me?
Only you’d know, only you’d know
Only you’d know that I will be there 
Will be there, will be there for you

You made it obvious on how it was supposed to go 
I walked home, I walked home
I walked home from this, girl you piece of shit
Girl, you played my heart like you played in a bit
Like a comedy sketch, girl who’d knew I’d be next to be with you 
I ain’t got nothing else to lose except my head

I regret everything I said
Cigarette ashes on your bed
Who am I to be the one to talk?
When I don’t know half the shit that you’ve been through 
Because I’m selfish and I can’t help it
Oh girl I’m failing, I’m fucking up
At least I’m self aware 
Oh baby, you don’t care
Just know that I’ll be there
Just know that I’ll be there 

I’ll be here, I’ll be here
I’ll be here for you
Will you be here? Will you be here?
Will you be here for me?
Only you’d know, only you’d know
Only you’d know that I will be there 
Will be there, will be there for you

EXHAUSTED

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