This is so moving 😭😭thanks for opening up

Xaxanity x Feeluvsyou - I Can Treat U Better [Number48]

demon w/ oryx & misalive (sinato)

call meee w/ asht0nn & 8trxck (iney)

prod nermal6

do u remember watching the end of the world 
u were laying with me 
that night i couldnt sleep 
its the last time i could remember 
feeling so innocent 
you were everything that i needed 
u ruined everything 
all this time and im still bleeding
i remember i would see u in the halls 
withdrawing i was throwing up in the stalls
i was so scared talk to u and everything paused 
in the end we broke so many laws
and now im here im so fucking high 
ur the only person on my mind 
i cant move on i swear i tried 
ur with him it makes me wanna fucking die
in the process i just did the same shit 
i think its beautiful watching the way life goes
i dont feel good i wish i felt amazing 
im hurting everyone life is just a cycle 
my fucking heart hurts 
i dont understand why i cant stop thinking of her
u really tore me apart 
but i would do anything just to go back to the start 
fill my life with imposters im feeling so alone 
i couldnt replace u but ur not on ur own 
im sure u remember all the times that we were told 
we shouldnt be together we would spam eachothers phones
i just wanna know was i important 
was i just somebody else could u erase me with time 
u used to say im the love of ur life 
im so sorry for all the times i made u cry

the real me

fuck me right now girl u kno i missed you
oxy in my pocket look at my face dude
i need all the work we be selling dog food
yea im suicidial blood on my wrist too
shawty give me brain yea i knew u were a hoe
we can fuck wenevr if u keep it on the low
im so lost i dont think u know
blacked out passed out drugs at the show

i wont say shit bro
u gon havbe 2 torture me
yea im rly fucked up
im still offa morphine
when i step out
they wna record me
when its dark out
everybody knows me

watch you from my window girl i rly really like u 
i could go outside and i could fucking kill u
do you wanna talk? we could probably date 
i just wanna know dont run away
its just you and i do u wanna take my life
i dnt rly mind im alive in the night time
skinny jeans
fur coat 
yea i wanna kiss you
i dont really care 
if u want we culd fuck too
im gone is this what you want
i just wanna know
bby i can follow u 
wherever u go
im just noddin off
im so slow
bby can u promise 
that you'll stay ten toes

suicidal (6383)

They hate it when I kid I’m not joking need my fix
I was only 14 when I lost my innocence
Back when me and heem were robbing plugs for 30 cents
Had to get it up and run it like my ass was impotent 

The dark side of the moon it came back to haunt me
I can’t even go outside cuz all these people watch me
Dancing in the dark bury me in concrete
I’ve been howling at the moon walkin like a zombie

I was only 17 when I got kicked out the house
Lotta shit I got to do lotta shit to figure out
I been Doing figure 8’s finding what to talk about
Cause you knew this shit was over when you brought him in this house


19 I’m in the same damn place
I can’t look inside the mirror I can’t stand my own face
I was sleeping with the bedbugs I lived on pillsbury
I’m embarresed cause my friends all having kids and getting married

I’m the only one who dropped out and never went to college
Everybody broke my trust swore they loved me and they promised
Sometimes I wished I died back when I was thirteen
That way all the shit you did to me could never hurt me

I’ve been hunted lied to beat up and abused
Lately I’m agoraphobic I cant do an interview
Everybody ran me dry there’s only so much left
I know I’ll still have a smile when I take my last breath

My lil brother died before he made it out of high school
You wonder why I’m sick and why I never really liked you
I act like shit effected me but lately I don’t try to
cause everyone around me always does it just to spite you

im twisted i’m fucked up no really i get it
every one who loves me the feeling is synthetic
im garbage im trash bitch i know that i’m pathetic

i’d rather end it here so i didn’t have to say it
when you said you loved me i knew that you had faked it
wish i had the power to reverse time and change it
make everyone okay keep my loved ones safe

finches (fobie’s version) [rosesleeves rmx]

@disoc8 @misalivee @luvhexx @kiryoo @gutzxx @1stress

@disoc8
shawty hmu on my hello kitty flip phone
anorexic slut and her wrist is full of bar codes
she gon fuck me up cuz she's just like every other hoe
i got designer drugs we can split them all between us both

i used 2 be a reject i turned into a popstarr
hittin up my plug im like tell me what the costs r
i js blacked out and i woke up in a cop car
hated on by everyone but blowing up it's so bizzare

@misalive
like fuck bitch shut the fuck up
you tryna hit my blunt yeah i rly think u dum
like catch me in the club fucking with some sluts
i been off the drugs baby i dont want it nuhhhhhhhh
oxycotin paramol yeah i mix the lot dont really give a fuck
hope it kill me soon cuz baby i just really want the drugs
BFC like the olympics you cant see or talk to us
i dont give a fuck i dont give a fuck

@luvhexx
baby hmu if u wanna go and smoke
i’m pretty much a ghost feel my body turning cold
all these drux r like my shadow they go everywhere i go
everybody ask me where im at ig they’ll never know
i hate everything damn what a surprise
buried alive guess its time to say goodbye
i said i cared but that shit was just a lie
just like halloween im scared i think ima die tn

@kiryoo
crashing in my sports car
idrgaf
i just wanna cry slit my wrist like suicide
bitch im taking pills idrgaf
lets go all night fuck it up all night
skinny jeans everything bitch i want everything
leave me fuckin dead drop dead leave me in my head
go go go
imma fuckin throw up
keep talkin shit pussy we dont even know ya

@gutzxx
shawdy fucking hate us
cuz she know we on the come up
and my baggie full of drugs
cuz you know we cant stay sober
I be of the fucking pills
cuz It gives me fucking thrills
everyday is like a party
cuz im trying something new
I keep razors in my pocket
slide on me I'll show you something
and I see cuts all down your arm
fuck me up I don't feel nothing
talking on my name
like bro your a no one
took to many bars like damn
I cant see anyone

@1stress
anorexic girl txt me on ur kitty flip phone
she said tht she scared of me i said bby i know
im stunnin lik a popstar everyday i go hard
its #bfc in the club take anothr bar
i dont wanna get better now i jus wanna hurt
i told tht girl stop stalking me ima have to stab her
xoxo kisses hugs 123 u've had enough
now we're at ur door ask u where'd u get ur sound from

popstarz (prod. disoc8)

still fixing the mix :p
Lyrics:
I’m not who I wna be 
Too many problems 
So I just sleep
In my bed too high she weeps
My potentials drained
bby u see
Bby u see me 
U see me for who I wna be
Please don’t think I’m crazy 
My potentials drained bby u see 

Excuses on excuses 
I can’t do it 
Cant do it no more 
I’m foolish so foolish 
I was so dumb when I walked out that door 

I’m not who I wna be 
Too many problems 
So I just sleep
In my bed too high she weeps
My potentials drained
bby u see

Everything went wrong how 
Now I’m left on my own 
the silence is so loud 
I was better off all alone 

I was better on my own 
I was better left alone 
I was so in love
Now I’m sick to the bone

drained (vuksai)

self produced with love as usual<3
w/ @p7e wintr

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
@disoc8
i wish i'd never met you in the first place
and when you die i hope it's in the fucking worst way
every single fucking night i dream of razor blades
xanax bars to sleep at night, guess i've had better days

and sometimes i wake up with tears in my eyes
there's no chemical make-up to fix my design
and i pray i don't wake up and vanish tonight
as i lay in my bed left to rot paralysed

hurt me in the worst way, hurt me while i'm downn
hella marijuana bitch i'm smokin by the pounddd
dead before my birthday, nineteen in the groundd
i'm so sick of drama hope i die inside this house

you're only thriving when i weep
you're only shining when i greive
like i'm your only ecstasy
but i'm just your 4-mmc

if hate and fear are just the same 
i know you're fucking scared of me
if hate and fear are just the same 
i know you're fucking scared of me

@p7e
my beloved 
this will be my last mistake 
coz i know that 
you love me like the drugs you take
you choose to live in fear
just take my hand my dear
unless you bite down
i think feel it now

i, oh i,
don’t care for your lipstick 
won’t say i don’t miss it

i, oh i
won’t forgive or forget
ever

I’M UR ONLY XTC ⛧⛧W/ WINTR⛧⛧ (disoc8)

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