Once you finish listening to this song, you have officially entered limina. Welcome!

When my music gets better i wanna do some jazzy village shit with mr john

wintry synth-pop

go stream the album: ffm.to/limina
my ig: instagram.com/redhxrse

'in medias res'

introooo

.

the news dropped, and i’m blocked from the inside.
sitting in pitch black just waiting for myself to cry-
why does it feel too easy putting on a smile?
it ain’t like the movies - no sad music, just pure silence now.

it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me fucking breathe.

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

call myself an actor, they say it’s nothing to cry about.
now i seem way more mild-mannered, the smile is lost but not yet found.
it’s like i skip two steps then go back three, normal emotions aren’t my thing, you see :(
anything i’d do to get out! get me out!
it’s a fucking ghost town, the busiest around...
these thoughts that run past meeee, can’t help but let them keep me down.
 
it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me FUCKING BREATHE AHHHH-

dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

written a while ago, but it hits harder now.

limina

silence

stream the mf song

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

back with part 2 after a year :)
prod @seeingclearlyyy

stream everywhere!

party girl 2! w/ reef (clearlyyy)

//Lyrics

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're talkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
yeah im the worst guy

(verse)
what was the first lie, you said, to me
ill be searchin for some answers
can't control my temper
you just wanna rent her
i just need some money on me won't tell u again sir
thought i was over it all, but
i feel like i gave it up
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
I couldn't let you run
i don't think im saying enough
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
yeah i'm still thinking bout how

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're walkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
I know i'm the worst guy
i see it all the time
idrwd

(sauce)

talk2me

talk2me [p. sai]

created in a week for the niztopia x pharaoh vice contest
listen on all plats here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/tell-me-what-you-want-feat-lo3rd--qliche

prod by:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz - 0:00 - 2:00, 3:18 - 4:12
https://soundcloud.com/lo3rd - 2:00 - 4:12

vocals by:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz
https://soundcloud.com/lo3rd
https://soundcloud.com/inholyful

lyrics: 

yonk:
when you know
that something's up will you care for me
i dont wanna keep on running
feel like it is all for nothing
the struggle
of giving up everything for this shitty dream
i dont know who im trusting
well we were just kids
doing shit for the thrill of it
struggling just sitting here
just whispering
i cant relapse
i cant help this feeling that its all gon be alright
just you hold on tight
circling, spiraling 
i dont know what to do
but we'll make it through

lo3rd:
i got sum reasons... to believe u want me, to believe u want me
oh ik that im in ur head
ohh just, tell, me
jus take my hand and... tell me what u want why u need me
i jus dnt kno what u wait for..

and if youre used to
playing all these games
dont lose your times cuz ill jus tell u no
and if youre used to
playing all these games
jus turn away n dont be looking back

tell me what u want why u need me (x3455)

qliche:
Tell me what U want
cause I aint wastin no time
Just tell me whats on your mind
and Im so god damn sick and tired 
I guess I got to move on
But do you want me to?

I keep doin this shit over and over 
You keep pulling the strings like a puppet now
Telling me that you dont love me now
And got someone else that will hold you down
In the end ill be okay
Unitl these feelings go away

Tell me why it hurts
whats with all the pain?
Think ive really had enough
Im giving up
Ive had it with these games you play
Its so insane, now

and I cant break FREE 
Your eyes are so decieving 
Contradicting all your lies
and I see- 
I see right through your disguise (THIS iS WHO YOU REALLY ARE)

radio bitch:
is equally...*unintelligible*

listen on all plats

tell me what you want (ft. lo3rd and qliche)

tysm for 1k on run <33

produced by @johnkwondll

don't cry (p. typhoon)

EPISODE 3/5!!!!!!!!
featuring the frakin GOAT @t1gerstar!!!!
everything produced by me
inspired by tsubi club and internet girl

purple shampoo! (feat. tigerstar)

Prod me and @dramatrial :))

Lyrics:

I can’t escape this feeling inside me, I’m gonna fold I wanna give it up

I don’t feel real at all and I just wanna cry, I feel this emptiness inside of me

Building up inside of me, I don’t know why they follow me

What’s the point of these feelings if All im doing concealing

No one knows how I feel ab it

I make songs and they feel like nothing

Can’t make songs that just feel like something 

I think I’m better off, better off alone 

Thought no one understood me, maybe I’m just too confusing 

I wanna tell all my friends that I’m just not doing great 

But lll feel like I’m a burden so I just keep it away 

It’s been awhile since I’ve had thoughts like this

I wanna fuck up my wrist, but I think that they’ll look at me differently 

What’s the point if I keep on trying

I don’t think I wanna move on

Idk why I’m tryin, it’s hells door that I’m knockin on

(huge, but cute, bass drop hehe)

probably done for p. drama trial + yoku

Preesave <3 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tigerstar/been-that-boy 

Prod. tigerstar
co-written with @yazida-essia 
SHOUTS OUT TO CABBY @silentcxbin FOR DOING THE INTRO AND MASTER <3 Check him out NOWWWW...!!!

CREDS TO THE CLIQUE GIRLZ .... My ultimate idols that inspire everything i create
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yYJ284Hndzk

if there was a single day where we could just talk
i'd fade and i'd block anything thats not you
I’d cave when u walk in the room
I wonder if u listen, heart transparent
can u hear it?
u said u couldn’t 
so i'll turn it up just enough
like I wanted for us

you know i
kinda shoulda wish you woulda coulda maybe been that boy
you need to know i...
know you never yea you did you never been to be that boy...
but every little word was true 
i dont wanna waste a minute waiting for ur call back
here i am 5 hours later  and i'll respond so fast
after all thought i was certain thinking u were all that
and theres still a part of me that thinks that y could be that boy

so can i at least plead my case or do 
u just want me to be thrown away and you'll choose 
from all the girls lined up and i'll be another one
its such a  force of a wave to try to get through

im in a daze for u n
spending all day in a trance
when im just looking at u
no one can say that i cant
i gotta look for u
i gotta tell u too many things i said that i won’t get into

already came in like a wreck, like could it get any worse?
i always talk it down i hope that i dont get hurt 
found out all of the words that you had said and i…
kinda shoulda wish u woulda coulda maybe been that boy

NO U NEVER
YES U DID
U NEVER MEANT TO MEAN THAT
AND U SHOULDA 
WISH U WOULDA
COULDA MAYBE BEEN THAT

got my hopes up for it to mean nothin
if ur just gonna pretend all along 
that u could be that boy
wouldnt have let it
if ur never gonna get it
through ur head
i should forget it, for what?
( u'll never be that boy)

u couldn’t have been him at all
figured it out on my own
i should’ve known that he was never gonna be that boy
i cant help but say that it’s dumb
and so i’ll stay on my own
i should’ve known that he was never gonna be that boy

Been That Boy!

me n @ntmusiclol spazzing
i love you all so much, thanks for all the support <3
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fountain of youth (nishith)

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*You know i wanna be ur MAIN

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