Your 2023 Playback

Picking Petals

notes;
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surrounded but alone...

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lyrics;
Im afraid of death
But i think thats okay
But when i die will they care anyway
So many legends die their message fades away
I hope that when im gone
That mine is here  to stay

Its a sign of the times
So many wasted rhymes
Fixing broken hearts
But no one's fixing mine
They ask me if im good
I say im quite alright
And i dont know why, i always seem to lie

I been broke for a while
So i didnt awnser you calls
Or read your texts
Cause i dont care at all
No ones fixing mine
No ones fixing mine
I been broke for a while
So i didnt awnser you calls
Or read your texts
Cause i dont care at all
No ones fixing mine
No ones fixing mine
Its a sign of the times

Look around tell me what you see
I see a pessimist
Thats never good for me
Had me stuck inside a box
Felt like i could not get out
Now im seeing better days cause i know youre not around

I was trying to fit in
You pushed me out of the picture
Thought you was one in a million
Till you showed your true colours to me
Now i see
Just what you really are
So i gave up love
Cant put nobody else above myself
Do whats right take my time focus on my health
Cause if i cant even learn to love myself
Then im gonna be the one to dub myself

I swear me and you would get a house
Everybody has problems yeah
Its like we only go south
Theres way to much between us that we couldnt work out
I wanna talk to you but i cant let it all out

I been broke for a while
So i didnt awnser you calls
Or read your texts
Cause i dont care at all
No ones fixing mine
No ones fixing mine
I been broke for a while
So i didnt awnser you calls
Or read your texts
Cause i dont care at all
No ones fixing mine
No ones fixing mine
Its a sign of the times

brokeforawhile (prod. michael hare)

prod. Coco Tekel 
#runthisshitup #music #love 

And I'm on the moon with it 
Tryna move in it 
Like a pool

Livin life i got many lives 
don't know what to do


One side to the other side 
Swayin let it loose

hittin that from the other side 
My mind think I'm loosin it 


Really lifes too short to pick n choose 
I got hella lucky look at you 
Your the only I view 
Graspin for that fire when my fingers turnin blue 
I got all of these reasons but I only care bout you 


i need you !

Art made by capsaretoonoisy 
they made this art work for me a really long time ago

when that choppa hit your neck that's hi tech (Yeah)
Skrt off in a brand new foreign 
cant talk to her cause that bitch boring
September to December my wrist too cold
They ask me what's my wrist that's two tone

I'm in this shit finna jump
I'm in this bitch like a cut
I'm in this bitch like what (Fuck)
I spilled hi tech on my shirt
Cut shit up like guts might go BERSERK
I don't wanna hear it lil bitch you been lurking
You fucked around and now there's a bullet attached to you
You want a feature I'm taxing you
Stalking me online don't got no tip
I just got a brand new glock it sit around my hip

Who tf he think he is
That nigga been acting so funny I give him an Oscar
That nigga been tripping he not on my roster 
I told her don't love me lil bitch I'm a monster
Don't fuck with my family I feel like I'm Killua
Electric on my body cant match my Kilowatt
Its in my name lil nigga ima kill a lot
I'm feeling crazy I'm stuck in a kill lock
He tried to kill me lil nigga aint do a lot

Godspeed on my car go vroom
Collect my cargo it go boom
When I get money get ego boost
Go (Go) go Go (Go) go
 I dropped a band on my watch 
I told them niggas to stop 
I told them niggas to watch
Sit back and relax and I plot 
Been counting the time I been watching the clock

Said he knew my address but he didn't pull up hoe
I get gains like pushup hoe
I know he don't feel me bro
She hit my phone its still a no
I-I got a nigga who shoot hes hxchi
Your bitch wanna eat so I take her to hibachi 
I feel like a god someone come stop me
But also a demon so no one gon touch me
Blow up shi like Kamikaze
That bitch way to fucking demanding
I'm not happy bitch I'm manic
I know I'm crazy bitch don't panic
My eyes turn red I look demonic
This relationship platonic
(let go let go)

Killua (Nova)

im mad cuz i make other people feel the same way

mad as fuck

Producer:
@yokirikiri

Feature:
@111princess

wsp wit dat ? (feat. Gelatooo) [prod. kiriba]

prod. 5v & shinju

shoutout shinju his serum bank is fire

lyrics upload pending....

will > way   ok!   (prod. 5v)

Lyrics:

is that what u really wanted 
i cant tell is it really my fault
can we just break it down stop hating now
u crazy now u chasing me out
emotionless u take me out
ive seen enough im feeling like im 6 feet down
 
6 feet down x3

i like the walk around u think u swag
my bitch says she like to whip around go run her tags
oh no no no your mom shes been around since bing bang
take it like a champ 
cuz your mom she does the same thing

i cant despise u anymore
its already hit the roof and i wish u hit the floor
so many many problems man i found out u a whore
shout out to your mom she aint kick u out the door

u crazy now u chasing me out
emotionless u take me out
ive seen enough im feeling like im 6 feet down

u crazy now u chasing me out
emotionless u take me out
ive seen enough im feeling like im 6 feet down

shit had me mad no internet service
if i cant talk to u then what am i doing
broadband down like what are u doing
shit had hit the fan so i got to rely on the music

cuz youre the only one that comes to mind 
when life get rough and love is hard to find
in other words youre the only one i want
girl youre a stink im glad u take the joke

u crazy now u chasing me out
emotionless u take me out
ive seen enough im feeling like im 6 feet down

a moment of silence

Tama! Ken! Tama!

thank u @sumther + @pw4prez <33

dnt think this a comeback
jst needed to cope

@zixdown

i tried to help u out,
u said that we'd be good :(
i tried to take u out
but u misunderstood
ur tellin evry1 lies
cant look u in the eye
i dnt wanna talk again 
until the day that i die...

i guess its my fault
i shouldn't have tried helpin u out </3
what i fall?
then whose gnna come n help me out :(
gave it all up 
all so u can hear me scream n shout
your name
i dnt wnt u to come back
youve been goin insane

insane,, put a bullet in my brain
to stop the pain i gain...
are u gnna keep tellin me
how u hate me again? :(
then blame me again
i did it for u
didnt want it to end <3

i guess its my fault
i shouldn't have tried helpin u out </3
what i fall?
then whose gnna come n help me out :(
gave it all up 
all so u can hear me scream n shout
your name
i dnt wnt u to come back
youve been goin insane

i cant even dream,,
i cant even think
cus u been on my mind
i had way 2many drinks //:

it went exactly how i thought
ughh
i knw u would leave
but i forgot
uhh
i cannot believe that ur gone

n i lost what i had
i lost you, my behalf,,
my arms cut in halves
n i cnt leave u in the past
ur gone now im sad :((
its ur fault,, not my bad
my eyes goin black,,
my hearts cut in halff

i dnt wnn hear frm u 
or hear frm anythin i do
u dnt wanna hear the truth,,
everything im tellin u
i dnt wanna talk 2u
for everything u put me thru
i cant evn dream at night
all i see is me & you

@sumther

always end up in a fight but i cant let you go
ive been searching for my meaning been trying to grow
i want to be by your side
dont care if it isnt right
risk it just to see you smile
youve gotten cold now, tell me why
i feel useless i cant even recognize the signs
im doing everything i could but u dont even try
got no one else ure my only pride
i need you here please dont leave my side

@zixdown

pls jst stay close
i been waiting on ur text
like “how’d your day go?” :(
if u dnt wanna hear from me
u could jst say so…
i think tht ur too good 4me
i feel like @ddayso
to much regrets in my head
i gotta lay low

i regret :( 
& everything u said 
is just spinning in my head //:
it happens once again 
i’m alone once again,,
& i can’t be surprise
this is always how it ends.

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help me out ft. sumther [prod. sochi]

saintkay w/ pluggkay (p. w3dnesda)

Slumped

Album cover by realesttsoulja on insta 
Featured artists: @igotdgnty

DumbLuck..

produced by me!

lyrics:

wait one minute
this hotel got a bathroom in it
my heads spinning
made it home but i still hear music

feel so garbage
roll one up put the green stuff in it
smoking on green tea
smoking on spinach

u say that u wanna go
but baby u having a good time
vodka and cherry coke
20 degrees in the night time

tattoos in the ripped jeans
u lookin so fine
if u wanna go lets go
and have some alone time

why did i wait
swear i had it all made
but i dropped it all and she dont even see me in her free time

u didnt call me saturday
there go the plans that we made
i shouldnt care at all but frankly baby ur my only lifeline

what u mean u cant see me anymore
slow it down tell me what u yelling for
say to quit i think i might just roll some more
3 grams to a zig couldnt pack more

wait one minute
this hotel got a bathroom in it
my heads spinning
made it home but i still hear music

feel so garbage
roll one up put the green stuff in it
smoking on green tea
smoking on spinach

song sampled: Benjamin Francis Leftwich - Pictures

after party (prod. 9TAILS)

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Tears Of Luv

lyrics: 

you were sitting next to me
with ash blond hair
and its distant but i know the feelings still there
and im sick of fucking filtering
i barely breath air
when its lights out
but i know that the fear is still there
i kept a quarter on the centrepiece for u to destress
3 in the morning and 4 at sunset
u know
everything is make believe inside of your chest
i got pieces i lost i can never get back

swim through the dark and i made it right back
nights on the porch smoking on some blue pack
31st to the 4th i could never change that
cough sounding horse felt my lungs turn black

turn from the door stepping on the fall leaves
everythings forever if u make urself believe
from the bong huolon blowing out a blueberry
every time im too gone it seem ur always calling me

come slow down its alright now
silent sounds baby quiet down
i told u its alright now
shame it broke down u cant hide now

tall green grass i need to lie down
days that stretch on past sundown
off of my chest i cant find out
if what we promised would still apply now

you were sitting next to me
with ash blond hair
and its distant but i know the feelings still there
and im sick of fucking filtering
i barely breath air
when its lights out
but i know that the fear is still there
i kept a quarter on the centrepiece for u to destress
3 in the morning and 4 at sunset
u know
everything is make believe inside of your chest
i got pieces i lost i can never get back

make believe (nevrfall)

response to wardub

thank you murkish, fiveSuns, tydo <3

will > way ok! (prod. 5v)

yung redi

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