@prodbyjoshwa
(Out on spotify) - 
https://open.spotify.com/track/0IuPRAc0PtL0Kp0zviEoJM?si=6f0cdcca2f6c49e4
(Music Video)
https://youtu.be/cB7PRlwFg4Q

stay here with me
(why cant you see yea)
im all u need 
(im all u need yea)
fathom unsee your eyes are racing
why must u be so complicatin
im just tryna find a way
(find a way)
to keep you from running away
i dont think my brain can take
all the shit that you've done 2 me
2x

ik your tryna stop me
acting like im anybody
truth is that ik u luv me
but you say you dont
were fallin in a hurry
cmon pls dont hurt me
"dont think we can work this out alone?"
were acting like were fvckin done
plz can someone 
tell her shes crazy
yea were talkin in the back seat
ur trying to attract me
(woahhhoooo)

say that dumb shit to my face 
(2 my face 2 my face)
say that you just wanna stay
(say that u just want to stay)
ik its not a mistake
(I know its not a mistake)
say no ill just blow my brains
(im just gonna blow my brains)

hook 2x

stay [+ joshwa]

prod by. @k4nji1004
guitar solo by me!! ☆
(Out on spotify) - 
https://open.spotify.com/album/3oEelsMf9ZoU3gShiNw0Ig?si=iyXOlZ04SKCm-Jab0JJcOA

yeah were on the stage 
playin like we use to
yea i dont miss u
what are you trying to do
i find it hard enough
tryin not to kiss you
im just the issue
yeah im just the issue

can someone stop me
i cant tell her sorry
just say ok 
i think im about to break
u tell me off to die
say im fine its just a lie
yea we fight like all the time
like all the time

now i know its not my fault
(its all my fault yeah}
teary eyes your boutta cry
(cmon plz dont cry)
tired of this adderall
(now i think im seeing things)
hit me so hard bout to faint
(yea im boutta faint yeah)

broke ur bass on top the stage
ive seen better days
wanna let you know
let you know i dont miss u
i know your up to somethin
this feeling got me haunted
now im waking up from the memories
that we had then

hook 2x

miss u [+ k4nji]

prod by. @d9smi

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4en4Tfh1ZPZHuOM6BsyWgJ?si=NYQHFamGT5KdpeoI7SF4qg

Ik u wanted me
didn't think my world
would cut me into pieces
don't try to ruin things
now I'm on the ground
and now I'm looking
lifeless
I don't expect that
much from u
idk what u want me
to do
I couldn't stop
on my end
I think I'm loosing
my head
we started off
as friends
and somehow we both
ended up dead

idk why i try to lie to you
these crossing thoughts
in my brain
say im supposed to
but i don't try
try to hurt u
TRY TO HURT YOU!

hook 1x

these crossing thoughts
these crossing thoughts

Crossing Thoughts [+ desmi]

@prodbyjoshwa
w/ @maxrrss
(Out on spotify) -
https://open.spotify.com/album/5NTvEiygAK1YNA24krHDTB?si=1sFfyre1R3iyeGomxnQreg

redize/
(hook)
girl your doin
too much to my brain
cmon let it all out
let me feel your pain
I'm makin her go psycho
she's insane I----
think she fits my resume

I do not really know what 
to say
It's ok I try to look
away
just wish you were the same
ahhhhhhhh
we ignited like propane
ahhhhhhhh

(hook 1x)

don't go from me
I want you
what you wanted from me
I got you!
we don't really talk now
you said we needed
a break it's been months now

maxrrss/
you said we needed
a break but it's been
months now
I'm tired of burning
the bridges 
that I can't let down
I hope u 
think of me now
cause you've been
gone for a while
I'm sick of 
faking my smile
1 - 2 - 3
so I tried with you!!!
but u don't ever come thru!!!
It's another break for us
and I don't ever 
own ur trust

redize/
don't go from me
I want you
what you wanted from me
I got you!
we don't really talk now
you said we needed
a break it's been months now

(hook again 1x)

keep her w/maxrrss [+ joshwa]

prod by. me + vaughn
cover art by. me
w/ @vaughn64

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/211o4PY2CXapWMv1TcMSoJ?si=unm3oAOvR8GJnov-1YsPZA

I can't do this I feel useless
born into it, "the point of you is?"
2x
ic ant do this u were so ruthless
i gave u my trust and u tore right thru it
now im thinking of us nd i feel so stupid
how was i so clueless u lef me ruined

how did I fall for this again?
no I'm not sure >:(
was it the time we spent or was it boredom

i cant tell babyt was it my fault \(-_-)/
did i kick it off???
push u on the asphalt ??

I feel like I'm missin out on smtn in the end
don't try to hide it from me c it thru like it's tren

and out of all the ways i expected it 2 end
i didnt think i'd be waiting for this wound to mend

hook again haha

I can't do this w/vaughn

prod by me.
cover art by me.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7fzzYYHc4ctcx5bDPUyyUR?si=47d766589b134e20

Please don't forget what I said
If you can truly help it
I can be the medkit for your head
Or am I just that selfish
Would you rather wake up out of bed
Or just be dead X-X
Nothing else really matters now
When the walls are covered in red

Please don't forget what I said
If you can truly help it
I can be the medkit for your head
Or am I just that selfish
Would you rather wake up out of bed
Or just be dead
Nothing else really matters now
When the walls are covered in red

She's just a lonely girl
Wants to escape this world
Oh yeah, oh yeah

She's just a lonely girl
Wants to escape this world
Oh yeah, oh yeah

Just a lonely girl

prod by me.
cover art by me.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/18Wj6ONTw9q0XFIOS0jweB?si=75d9f83c2b1f4427


I think she wants me dead
4x

I'll go talk to no one 
Maybe she'll like me better 
She tells me to move on 
with her blood stained sweater

It's my fault I don't know what I did
I fucked up, no I won't do this again
I'll take another hit until my eyes turn red
She says I'm full of shit I think she wants me dead


I think she wants me dead
4x

I'll go talk to no one 
Maybe she'll like me better 
She tells me to move on 
with her blood stained sweater

I think she wants me dead
4x

I think she wants me dead

very wifi skel inspired rip

prod by. me

Everytime I see youre eyes
I know that I will be alright
We will both get through this night
If I know that you're by my side
Alexis I'll make your dreams come true
Call me crazy but I know what I must do

We'll get better I hope you know 
We can change the weather if it snows
Cause are souls are tethered I won't let go
I won't let go
I won't let go
I won't let go

Everytime I see youre eyes
I know that I will be alright
We will both get through this night
If I know that you're by my side
Alexis I'll make your dreams come true
Call me crazy but I know what I must do

Alexis

we made this like 2 months ago 

prod by. @deadyami

w/ @akira3ksucks

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/44nIhegzZLQSoC5buGanGh?si=fb18ebd3a9134411

pwnd/
I know it's hard for me to give a single fuck 
When I wake up I'm always thinking bout' us
Taking tablets knowing that I'll end up in a rush
But if you call me back I will be singing about us
I was sober until I met this girl 
She told me run the way I'd fuck up your world
But I'm stupid I like watching my life burn
But that's what I get and why it still hurts
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know you would just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
And that's why I still pick up you're calls

redize/
I'm left on read again
I'm still seeing red I guess, but just know
I'm still mad about it I can't help from shouting
About all the bullshit that you wrote
How could I forget about you said 
I'm feeling left for dead 
Yeah I hope you know
Yeah I hope you know, yeah I hope you know
I'd sing you're name during this song
But I know that you'd just sing along 
Keep messing with me you're in the wrong
That's why I still pick up you're calls

Care abt us

Care abt us w/pwnd [+ deadyami]

prod by. me
cover art by. me

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4PIqynoY0fZiZ1Oam0LIEr?si=RShnFsG3TMmQ-leu0kBIng

Hey you with the red dress on
Hit me up we can party all night long
And I just wanna have fun
But it's hard when she don't know
Right from wrong

XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO

She'll hit my line again yeah I'm sure
That I'm just freaking out
No I havent seen her around before
My patience is thinning out
Where'd she go, was she bored
I don't know whats it for 
You'd say I'm really cool the way I melted
Now I'm dead on the floor
Oh my god such a chore 
I can't partake any longer

XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO

Hey you with the red dress on
Hit me up we can party all night long
And I just wanna have fun
But it's hard when she don't know
Right from wrong
XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO,XO

She'll hit my line again yeah I'm sure
That I'm just freaking out
 I haven't seen her around before
My patience is thinning out

Red dress XOXO

Red Dress (XOXO)

prod by me.
w/ @haunted_sad

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/40NhgfTYY3VRBYpFF9gYdx?si=vuWtjkVGQya_ugSwx9Aktg

redize/
What a perfect way to end things
I'll end it all I can't help myself
I've been throught this before I can live without
This other bullshit

Not tryna go through all this again
You say I'm the worst but does that mean ur the best?
I can't think I'm taking sedatives to the head
I won't try to make up for the things I did

haunted/
And yeah I've been running out of time, baby
The death clock it keeps on ticking 
These emotions I have, yeah, they are livid
All these visions of my death they're are vivid
You stabbed my heart in front of me
I watched myself dying every fkn day
I thought girl that u were fkn cool :(( 
Yeah ur the one that just made me end it 


redize/
Thought I had the balls to tell you sooner
But I waited so long why am I such a loser?
I try to keep it all to myself and not ask for help
K I lied, or maybe once a few times
But it will all get better, just don't ever say never
cause there's no better endeavor in life

redize/
Not tryna go through all this again
You say I'm the worst but does that mean ur the best?
I can't think I'm taking sedatives to the head
I won't try to make up for the things I did

Not tryna go through all this again
You say I'm the worst but does that mean ur the best?
I can't think I'm taking sedatives to the head
I won't try to make up for the things I did

haunted/
And yeah I've been running out of time, baby
The death clock it keeps on ticking 
These emotions I have, yeah, they are livid
All these visions of my death they're are vivid
You stabbed my heart in front of me
I watched myself dying every fkn day
I thought girl that u were fkn cool :(( 
Yeah ur the one that just made me end it

a perfect way to end things w/hauntedsad

prod by me.
cover art by me.
photo from Halloween of 23

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1JpQKHOdrXLIg9TFAlRDhF?si=84aX8SoZTd-t-dVPIoaetg

What's done is done 
So can you just stay gone
It took a lot for me 
To see I'm just I'm just your pawn
It shouldn't be that hard 
For me to just move on
Or so I thought
Don't know what's right for me
Because you've always been wrong

2x
Your friends might hate 
What I'm 'bout to say
I never cared for them much anyway
I'll just skip on school
And go another day
Wish I could have done things
The right way

Catch u later

cover on @menthol100s bipolar
prod by me. (duh)
cover art by me. (also duh)

I talk at night
Each butterfly's a moth that can't stand light
SSRIs
They're what I need, it's a Band-Aid for my mind
"But it's alright"
That's what she'll tell you when she leaves your life
And you'll just die
But in the end this time

I'm happy, I'm sad
You're so dramatic
So damn mad
I'm enigmatic
When we kiss
I feel the static
Between us
A chemical reaction

I talk at night
Each butterfly's a moth that can't stand light
SSRIs
They're what I need, it's a Band-Aid for my mind
"But it's alright"
That's what she'll tell you when she leaves your life
And you'll just die
But in the end this time

epic redize guitar solo*

bipolar [cover]

prod by me.
w/ @lovecupid1

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2HCxMW9gQq31XiYK97ueUt?si=4HujxzUSQ3CcG7xbCJgCUA

this song is abt my friend alex and his shty relationship <3

*they broke up lfg! </3

redize/
You say you love me but I can't really take any more
I come on over, then we fight, what are we fighting for?
You thought I wouldn’t notice all your post on twitter 
Now you got me feeling bitter
Threw me out like I’m some litter 

All my friends hate you
And now I know why
they try to talk me out of it
But I cant snap out of it
You’ll slit you’re wrist 
And then go tell me that’s it’s my fault
I couldn’t wait for you to leave 
I guess that’s my flaw 

cupid/
You told me unfollow all my friends
Well let’s just play pretend
It’s my fault 
It’s my fault 
Does that makes sense to you ?
Then you said you hate me 
Like what did i do
You always have them cuts all on your wrist then i say
How does it feel to make your bf turn pale in the face
Then you said you wanna leave
Why do you just wanna leave
Just tell me why do you want to leave

Love of sorts w/lovecupid

prod by. me
w/ @piggybank112

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0hcwYBzPEcuP2eZ8TVzHQ6?si=8W3EPonUQ2y03jiePCsnFA

redize/
No, not again 
I guess I’ve been alot happier since 
The time you left 
Everything just crumbles down it’s bad 
Cause it’s so bad
I never thought that I’d end up like this
It’s what we had
Suck it up it’s just more time wasted

piggybank/
Was it me?
Or was it the fact that you couldn't take what I got?
I guess I'm free
You gonna thank me?
I'm guessing that you're not
I checked our text
And ran to the bathroom, almost throwing up
I guess I'm dead to you, to me, to them and all you're friends
I won't take it all back
Because you just messed with my head
I wanted you so bad
That I left a part of me that I already had

redize/
That I already had
Yeah you got it all figured out
Well did you ever figure that
Suck it up it's just more time wasted

Bl4sted Fool w/piggybank112

prod by me.
co prod. @decago

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5LizFc6AfhKRiVaXabE2pw?si=ReUB5G-iRv2fZeGG7vn-Lg

I guess I'm too dumb to figure it out

prod by. me

w/ @naerobi

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6OjVksNck2q0LJaMNr9XY6?si=27b1be9e169a4e87

redize/
Screw this feeling i feel fat
Wings are growing out my back 
Happy never thats a fact
I’ll pinky promise no strings attached
Every friend I ever had 
Is leaving me yeah i feel so bad

It’s about time I confess tho
Cuz I’m such a mess bro 
I’m tired of seeing all the same hoes
Like wheres the dress code?
In the mood for some Mcdonald’s 
If i wasn’t so broke

nae/
Cuz if I wasn’t so broke
I’d buy you some clothes
Feeling broken and dumb
I hate my long bones
Awkward and most of all
I’m your idiot

Spend the nights
And I’m all alone
Instead of going out 
I stay inside
And cry my eyes out
And cry my eyes out 
For you

I feel like shit
Can’t find reason to live
It’s getting harder to sleep
Thoughts are breaking my dreams

Cardboard Crown w/naerobi

cover on @sisyfuss cleric girl
prod by. me

Monsters in my bedroom hiding in the dark
Need to reach my charger but it's way too far
Wanna call my lovely 'cause she clears my head
We always sleep on FaceTime but my phone is dead

I need my cleric girl tonight
So she can bless me in this plight
Dress me in crucifixes so they die on sight
I need my cleric girl tonight

I need my cleric girl tonight
So she can bless me in this plight
Dress me in crucifixes so they die on sight
I need my cleric girl tonight

2x
I need my cleric girl
I need my cleric girl
I need my cleric girl
I need my cleric girl

Cleric Girl [cover]

ᵍⁱᶠᵗ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ʰᵉˡˡ

prod by. me

Spotfiy: https://open.spotify.com/album/1DKEhwJClgILBD4x7oEtGl?si=3jwpqo25R4eZCW4_B4Ftvw

Did we ever go out?
No, nothing ever clicked
You wrote it off like I'm not shit
And threw it all away

But that's ok 
I never wanted you anyway
Now they all just make fun of me
Are they joking they gotta be
So shit faced, what did I do wrong?
Did I look in you're eyes for way too long?

You want it, you got it ,they go away
You want it, you got it ,they go away
You want it, you got it ,they go away


Did you ever make a move?
Or did you always expect others to do it for you
A heartbreaker all because of you
No I never even had a clue

But that's ok 
I never wanted you anyway
Now they all just make fun of me
Are they joking they gotta be
So shit faced, what did I do wrong?
Did I look in you're eyes for way too long?

Heartbreaker </3

prod by me.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7wbR0GUy87PX2ujRKdFAWk?si=Oac_OlLBSMuAQ4XueFJF4g

heres some things that i hate about myself
like my name but some others find it tuff though
wish my mom just had us go find help
cause she said that she’s never letting us go
i never know what day it is
when i smile its meaningless
empty bottles and promises
kinda corny just deal with it

brown eyes black hair
they never said lifes fair
one leaves one cares 
now they're tryna get me outta here
I always go for the pretty girls
but bring them into my shitty world

an invite to nothing at all

prod by me.

Spotfiy: https://open.spotify.com/track/4a3qyrzdBP8FDRWj7suvOW?si=35znOzOnRYycEStpA--y3g

w/ @odihu

redize/
You're looking great but I wish I never saw u
Punch your bf in the face cuz I don't time to argue 
I don't wanna see this
I'll look the other way
I feel so damn misleaded and honestly
You're better off just jumping off that bridge
So then why'd u stop 
Wanting me in the first place

odihu/
God damn girl i wish I never saw you
Wouldn't even be here in the first place
You make me cry in the worst way
I wish I could erase you
I'm stuck on you
You're supposed to be with me
Saw you in the hallway
With your new boyfriend
Everything's going good for you
I wished the same for me too 

redize/
You're looking great but I wish I never saw u
Punch your bf in the face cuz I don't time to argue 
I don't wanna see this
I'll look the other way
I feel so damn misleaded and honestly
You're better off just jumping off that bridge
So then why'd u stop 
Wanting me in the first place

god please wipe this from my memory w/odihu

prod by. me

Hey, I'm sorry
About what I said that night
I couldn’t stop you from running 
At your party
We might get some closure now
So can we just get to talking

I tried to get you back 
I'm drowning in your green text
And I'm just so upset

Party Foul

i slowed it back down because 
idky why tf it was pitched so high

prod by. me

Please don't go and tell
No one about this
There's not much to me at all
So can you stop the pressing

Cause it all comes down to what you really are
And you're really just a snitch
Just a snitch

Snitch

msg to @imar 

prod by. me

God you are such a loser
You play it off like youre boring life’s so bad
now honestly nothings truer its only gonna get worse
I wonder who’s fault is that

You’re disgusting and you know its true
just like how
those little girls were playing you
14 years old holy fuck ur screwed
blame the past cause im sure thats not the real you

a deadweight in the worst way 
cut off the cals youll learn to thank me
be careful dont shatter his ego 
cant even credit a prod now thats evil
rami should have kicked the bucket

“congrats you made your fav artist bust”
aw shucks im sure thats gonna leave a real mark
Fat incel fuck enjoy the tough luck
You should’ve got hit by a dumptruck

you should've kicked the bucket

you should've kicked the bucket (fuck u imar)

rock and roller on the interwebss.

I prod most my stuff.

redize

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