i made the track list for these songs when i was on the verge of committing suicide, everything was written down on a note on my iphone titled "one big unhealthy coping mechanism"

one big unhealthy coping mechanism

nine (ksubi)

xpill

add up (w kaisani)

number 9 (xpree)

bentayga (sxrapt)

DON'T TOUCH MY BASS (xpree)

SAINT (xpree n sxrapt)

a song for a troubled rose.

the foundation is beginning to falter. @sickboi

tainted by early infatuation, i know i shouldn't've done that shit, gave in to temptation. never knew your last name i don't even know what her last name is. i still feel i'm indebted to you 'cause i was really gonna- 

take my life, better than dealing with my heart. really glad i ain't take my life, i would never get to see my scars fade away

take the pain away

cause i seen stranger things

your eyes when we cross paths look like they've got no emotion. i try not to look back but i can't help living in the moment. i knew what you did was wrong but i still hoped i could save you. you rack my brain but Jesus broke the mold when he fucking made you. i never wanna betray you, but i can't go on the same paths of self-sabotage 'cause its driving me insane. $2.10 and leave some change, i'll put a gun right to my brain. i close my eyes and let it off in words i like to sing. those trigger points, i set them off by leaving you in range. i'd rather be honest and say i can't reciprocate. i wouldn't take you on a date, no way. i wouldn't give you a ring. you said that i'm the one i thought it was just a fling.

tainted by early infatuation, it takes two to fuck up like this but we made it. i don't know what to say, just know you're still in my brain. i feel indebted to you 'cause i was really gonna-

i never knew that girls last name (loneliness)

softie (beige)

i don’t care if it’s a nine vicious beat sue me

Final Fantasy! p. chxsen

produced by xpreeseason
performed by gazi9k

RAMONA FLOWERS

you killed me?

i hate this dance that we do.

it ends with us

everything feels like one big sigh right about now

a song for a troubled rose.

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