i forgor that i made this out of boredom

Super happy to finally be releasing this! This one has been debated in my mind if I should genuinely put this on the album or not. This one has been personal to me, because it comes from the feeling of all hope is lost, until you find something to bring you back up. Having dealt with a lot currently and in the past, it felt so good to have people support me and to have hope in the future, despite the challenges. Thank you all so much for giving me the chance. Hope you all enjoy, I have so much more coming in 2024!

Art by @cloudspotted!

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Dreaming

written, produced, mixed & mastered by Ashley Jaeger (twyashe)
https://ffm.to/brokenbottles

LYRICS: 

[Intro]
Inside my room a note in small hand
"I love you so so much"
Liar


[Verse 1]
Woke up again drenched in my
sweat and tears
(Again?)

I see myself in the mirror
and I tell myself that
I won't go as deep as before


[Chorus]
I'm sitting here holding an empty bottle
I'm tipsy and all I can see is the stars
In the car all alone
(Again?)


[Verse 2]
I told him too soon
Want it to stop now please
(You can't feel your arm again?)

Couldn't tell him who I am
I like being pink
He disagrees
"You're weak boy"


[Chorus]
I'm standing here holding an empty bottle
and smacked it on the wall and stabbed it
in his chest (You fucked me over)
Had to hide myself again

(Again?)


[Verse 3]
The flame pressed on my arm
I don't want to feel myself
anymore

I look and sound like a freak
Just like what that fox said on the tv
Can't I for once be me?


[Chorus]
I'm sitting here holding an empty bottle
I'm tipsy and all I can see is the stars
In the car all alone

I'm standing here holding an empty bottle
and smacked it on the wall and stabbed it
in his chest (You fucked me over)
Had to hide myself again


[Outro]
Told you once again
Please don't hurt me

melancholic regression

broken bottles

DUBSTATE BALE DAN SHOWCASE

I tried to make a ID showcase for 100 followers but it didnt pan out well so now instead have this freebie!!!
Thank you again for 100 and now 113 followers

The Throngler (110 Follower Freebie!)

this is not great i'll probably turn this into a full, actually GOOD track soon lmfao

tagged by @lazerbluemusic

tagging:
@hyperspvce
@spicydub
@extrenordubs
@10ze

Tumultuous Cityscapes (WARDUBS S5)

HYPERSPVCE - REDSHIFT
Silly riddim tune :3 probably going to extend it someday :D

tagged by @projecttimewvrp

tagging:
@yaboicanvas
@osvaldo-64
@ezeurr

REDSHIFT [wardubs s5]

I got tagged by https://soundcloud.com/redthecat2 !!!
Made a thingie inspired by radiohead and then it turned into a remix of Del Mar County Fair by Underscores
Might turn the ideas here into its own song
i am tagging https://soundcloud.com/ampersandrue https://soundcloud.com/l-dev-id-l and https://soundcloud.com/loozeblox

let.it.eat.yuu.whole (WARDUBS S5)

Blind collab that was made with @darcysavisa. This track was so much fun to make!! So glad to have worked on this. More on the way soon...!

ACTOR! w/ BULBA

ITS FINALLY OUT AND STUFFS YAY!!!
I made this song with https://soundcloud.com/flexiimusic originally for BTV8 (although it was at the time very incomplete) and I kept working on it more and now here it is!!
my first song under the XENOERA era of music!
enjoy!!

lyrics:
 cant seem to figure it out
wish you were over it now
look at me visually
oh god this isnt healthy
dont know what youve done
theres gotta be something
i cant even blink 
put my head in my hands, better than a gun dont you think?
wonder when itll end, tomorrow at the kitchen sink?
or in a million years?
cant seem to figure it out

figure it out, figure it out, figure it out, figure it out (x8)

dead to the world 
they slept on me
remember the words
that you told me
cause you were my world
and i fell for it
crying at work
so sick of pouring my soul into another
another burden on my shoulders

figure it out, figure it out, figure it out, figure it out (x8)

Crystal Gardens 2008

Crystal Gardens 2008 ft Flexii.

kia bongo

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i forgor that i made this out of boredom

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