shout out grayera one of the worlds best producers go follow him and send him kisses plzzzz
I love you all so much
u too roro

lyrics-
maybe we’re together in another dimension
craving something better i need all your affection 
people asking questions but i’m not worth to mention
don’t wanna be a legend i jus want ur attention

i keep u in my heart even when ur with new guys 
we used to sit in parks dreamin bout some new lives
already lived a thousand but with u i won’t mind 
surrounded by these mountains in a valley of closed minds


ghost towns broke down no way out 
no bounds to love it’s free now 
break ground with sound hope they proud
walk round with clouds the rain drowns

ur attention interlude(prod.grayera)

another lil pop song from me and moneo. HE ABSOLUTELY BODIED
this instrumental, I couldn't have made this without him. go follow nelson moneo and show him some love he's an angel
love u

lyrics-
watch the time
drifting by
why do clouds cry
jus like i
are u there
anywhere
growing stairs
going where?
we were both young
but i won’t grow up
all i knows love
i am so dumb
hope one day
i’ll see ur face
i will wait
under rain

baby don’t u let me go
keep me in ur head
maybe let the record show
i have tried my best
i know that u got a man
he’s always in ur bed
i jus want sum peace inside
like resting on ur chest

i’ve turned to stone
i wait alone
cant break what’s broke
don’t let me go

medusa(prod.moneo)

a lil love song it's pretty straight forward 
shout out derrick boo for being such an amazing artist go check him out plz
go give someone a hug and tell them how they make u feel
I luv u all so much
this, like all, is meant for u roro I luv u
lyrics-
cant look in ur eyes
i jus wanna hide
all the things i try
never gets me high like u
one trip inside of my mind
u won’t make it out alive 
rain falls from my eyes
that’s why my whole life is blue

i’ll just wait
till u need me
i’ll stop breathing
if it’s pleasing 
i must say
it’s like dreaming
when u see me
when u see me

i’m getting sick of long days
i’m trying to not break
we could share a last name
only if u wanted too

when u see me

when u see me(prod.derrick boo) [VIDEO IN BIO]

like all of my music, i try and make it pretty straight forward because what's the point if u have to explain it. i poured my heart into this one and sang my lil heart out. shout out derrick boo he is truly from another world, go follow him and see the cool stuff he makes.
  i love you all so much i rlly hope u enjoy this as much as it do
ur unstoppable i believe in each and every one of u
also love u roro

lyrics-
look inside my mind where the pain live
a place that’s never ever getting day light
walking through this maze i’m so vacant
trying not to break but the pain might
try and get a grip i’m too distant
i’m jus watching life as it play by
come inside my dreams pay a visit
come and light my fire when my flame die

try not to lie
can’t say i’m fine
try not to hide
i’m filled with fright
i’m trapped inside
i’m trapped inside
these walls r tight
aye

looking all around where my friends go
well i lost a couple cuz of benzos 
i was searching hard for the end tho
waiting for the balance cuz i’ve been low
forever in ur mind i’m a memory
for the rest of time you’ll be in mine
you’re the only one who would get me
you’re the only one who would stand by

i dream of days
they’re never gray
they’re never pain
i’m in the rain
i’ll always wait
to see your face

inside(prod.derrick boo)

produced by me
all the sounds were designed by me as well

lyrics-
black hole eyes with weak sight
hoping that the past would rewind 
find another vice i can sleep by
i was rolling dice for a bleak life
i was getting cold all the dreams froze
all the lies i spoke just to keep float
i was putting holes in the cheap boat
heading down a stream that’ll reap sows

always backing off till i’m back in my ways
didn’t wanna stop i was scared of the change
everything was raw just one word from a break
everything was raw i was always so blank

i was out of breath
watched the growing steps

i was looking different and it cut
everything around me that i touched
finally saw the distance they put up
accepted that i cannot force their trust 
started looking forward from the past
put some sand back in my hour glass
i’m still finding ways to fix the cracks
i’m still finding ways to fix the cracks

i was tied by my own damn rope(i was out of breath)
all my friends turned to words i choked on(watched the growing steps)

black hole eyes

prod by me
written and sung by me

lyrics-
in debt of borrowed time
i’m i’m i’m 
holding 
repossess my thoughts  
when i repeat time i still grow older
all the days i watch

haven’t seen myself in 
quite the longest time
mirrors stretched with distortion
perception wasn’t mine
every time i voice it
falls between the lines 
sinking in my doubts
life i see’s the third view 
i try not to watch
close my eyes and skirt through
can’t see when to stop
paying all my worst dues
with feeling distraught
mind is tied and bound

i don’t know
where i’ve been
i dont know
where to begin
i don’t know 
who’s in this skin

i was up in flames then
burnt my ties with jus a touch 
motel always vacant
empty and my face was stuck
thought the growing stairs were
just a thing to trip me up
tried to shoot a flare for
surely it would wake me up

let the running hands go
times truly fantasy
i just let the sand float
all to another beach
everything that can go
all so i let it leave
all so i let it be

let the sand float

produced by me
written and sung by me
jus doing my thing 
love u

lyrics-
i’m not looking back though
flashes from my past taking all the dreams i have
nothing here is natural
sirens always screaming what’s the point of sleeping
life to them is cash flow
they’re all burning money
cuz it’s funny
streets look like the trash full
faux flower bouquets grown 4 choking

breathing smoke
towns turned ghosts
profits/prophets choke
our lives are gold
even blood is sold
like all our souls
to keep the flow
they bleed us slow

i just want a life that’s free
how is that a luxury 
we created all these needs 
that are killing what we need

faux flower bouquets

prod by me
written and sung by me
singing my heart out like usual:)
love u

lyrics-
all the things they told me
jus preaching to the choir
knew that i was burnt out living in that fire
all the marks i left on my soul i would tire
looking like exhaustion always fucking tired 

couldn’t see my own gaslight
i was empty for miles
drew in a smile
justified my wrongs as rights
fine was a file
scraping my title

i thought i was numb i just had too much to feel
i know i’m far from done i can’t tell if life is real

i stay on the left side i can’t stand the right ones
all they want is profits
classist oil siphons
all ur brands use sweatshops why do y’all still buy them
losses in ur wallet 
aren’t they only prices 

if u have to justify it is it really right
wrongs will haunt fucking long if u treat em light
cuz we still burn in artificial light
hiding long hiding strong it will always find

i was a starving baker
gave away my good days
no one is a savior 
that is just a complex 
justifying bad things
always doing good deeds
never made it right tho
never made it right though 

beliefs won’t make it change
won’t make it change
won’t make it change

artificial light

produced by me:)
written by myself:)
lived through me:)
derealized 
dissociated
lyrics_
don’t know where i am
the people around me i don’t know
it all feels pretend
maybe i’ll wake up and it was

my vision so blurred 
i watch from their eyes
i can’t find the words
to get out my mind
even what hurts
does not break the bind
or break out this curse
i’ve lived my whole life 
hope one day i’ll feel
like i am alive
the sun on my skin
the stars of the night
hope everything’s real
and it’s just my mind
hope everything’s real
and it’s just my mind

everything i know
feels like it could go
held up by some ropes
frayed by frozen air
working to repair
hope it won’t erase
everyone who’s graced
love them with intent
everyone i’ve met
that would be my end 

maybe i’ll break out of this spell
and see what it’s like
strained as i make out what i see
in front of my eyes
lost in the wake of my own thoughts
where do i stand
vacant afraid and missed a lot
my head in my hands

watch from their eyes

written and sung by LOVEYOUREECE
composed by clabbergirl541
lyrics//
we can’t summon what began
because right after is finished
when all your curls would dance
they’re the darkest amethyst 
a grain of memory
in the eyes will often scratch
it makes it hard to see
and hard to let it pass

free will's all we have
to love or drift away
used to want it back
but that’s not fair to claim
i smile when i think
of you living ur best
and maybe that’s in sync
or completely different steps

when i know all i know
the weight leaves my chest
truly all doors are closed off
i leave it to rest

moving parallels on their course
resistant changing paths, kinetic force
and it grows just as tall as the depth

live in parallel
living peril-lel

moving parallels//

moving parallels//prod.clabbergirl541

circa 2022
felt like releasing some old tracks because im going to embark on a new artistic path. i want to thank derrick boo for always allowing me to sing my poetry onto his wonderful instrumentals, it has helped me get through some of the worst years of my life. i love looking at older tracks to see how they've held up and as a bonus i get to reminisce and see some growth of my own. 
this track was recorded during one of the longest limbo's i've experienced in life, i was very unhappy, i was stuck. 
i quit my job and didn't really know what to do. 
i used to have this relationship with time where i'd beg and plead for a break but it would continue to do what it has always done, 
never starting/never ending.
[i waited and waited and waited and waited].
 
i credit this poem as my first "mature" love song, letting go of everything in the past i was waiting for. it was a turning point for me and the world i lived. i had stayed in the dark, living in memories, for way to long.
 
i believe free will brought us out of the wild. our choices make our experience and our experience is everything. i can't sit around waiting for someone while they are just doing what we were put here to do, live(that is not fair to anyone).
 i'll love you forever, without holding on until i break.

lyrics//
connection pulled apart
it’s not ur fault to blame
with all the hours in the day 
i could've gave a rang

reflection in the dark
review the memories 
all the powers in the brain 
i’m lucky that you graced

i’m lucky for the names
and moments we can save
and maybe u watch too 
jus staring at the moon

lost inside a maze
found solace as i fade
cuz time is all i lose
waiting here for u

free will brought us 
out the wild
i see you found love
hurt to smile but i love u much

i’m looking down at my own feet
the more i want the less i have 
smoke an ounce of some og
paint some pictures of the past 
x2
painting pictures of the past
painting pictures of the past
painting pictures of the past
painting pictures of the past

reflection in the dark[prod.derrick boo]<3

as previously stated, i am releasing songs from my vault. this track was going to be featured on an extended play titled "digital hearts", but it never felt right. my advice to anyone in this medium is to focus on your art and it's intent rather than making content. our digital age has really been overrun and saturated with people abusing creative outlets for profits and attention. i am not being a cynic, people have every right to do these things, we're on a rock after all, but it has chipped away a lot of my faith for artists being able to express themselves. we all have our own truths, experiences, and opinions. i personally believe art is not content, it is a way of communicating feelings we cannot express with traditional language. to me art should be the full embodiment of oneself, not relying on wearing others masks for attention. i am no stranger to falling into that trap of chasing others ideas to achieve goals that i never questioned. subconsciously we all try to fit in. all parts of our daily lives are filled with moments where we alter ourselves to sync with others. in the wild we didn't have the strength to take down many of the predators, so we developed ways of working together because strength is in numbers. it is honestly a beautiful thing how we all connect in our daily lives, this instinct in the field of art however causes a rift between ourselves and others, blurring our true self to please. i advise that you focus on who you are, what you have to say, and how you want to say it.

around may 2022 i stopped digging through YouTube to find instrumentals and revived my roots, composing my own songs. this led to a lot of very passionate songs with my poetry that I'd often sing frantically. i am not very well versed on ambient ballads but at times it feels like its just me and Enya singing over mirages of sound:)

lyrics//
hiding from the worst sight
haunted after passing
resting every step i
took, the stairs were growing
holes too big to patch up
stitches barely holding
connection to the past love
wires frayed and glowing

shrouded by the past
falling when the roots collapsed
nothing there to hold
further down a hole
hidden from the known

hard accepting time moves
waited in the same place
all the ones who knew u
couldn’t see the same face
saw an end a few times
lucky i’m still going
all the scars in my mind
show me i’m still growing

i learn from the path i trekked
i learned from my last breath
i yearn for what the day could hold
what hurts is only there to show

i work so they can’t come back

LOVEYOUREECE

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