idk 5

either way it still hurts + p. fony wallace & remghost

produced by taylor morgan

[blxty]
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said

[mental]
i don’t wanna care, but I’m always bothered
i feel like I’m awkward, running out of options
everyday I wake up, feeling like I’m lost inside
and it hurts me every time I watch you cry
i don’t care though, I feel like this all the time
i don’t wanna run away I think I lost my (ugh)
i don’t wanna run away I think I lost my mind
i don’t wanna run away but I can’t watch us fight
tell me why you don’t care
when I openly stare, does it hurt?
‘cause you make me feel like I’m so much worse
you make me feel like it’s so much worse
and I don’t like it when we kiss
it’s like I’m floating off this bridge
it makes me vomit, makes me sick
i think you’re honestly my shit

[blxty]
i wish I was dead
i’m not better off alive
take it how you want
it just makes me cry
i can’t talk to you
i hate it when you’re fried
used to show me love
but now you tell me lies

it’s just I don’t wanna do it
everyday I’m talkin’ to you I just lose it
take some medicine but it all feels useless
(take some medicine but it all feels useless)

do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said

medicine +mental

produced by mental
featuring @sanriorose

[blxty]
i don’t wanna do it but you’re leaving me with no choice
do i go? do i stay? i don’t know got no voice
ridin’ around at night this ain’t a chrystler this a rolls royce
i done said fuck this shit turn my life to a exploit
he need a heal he need a regen
yeah this like pokemon take a trip to kanto region
bellsprout bitch i’m weeping
he saw me go up and now he tryna reason
i sent his bro up you can hear the stairs they creaking

[mental]
we on go
don’t even speak they already know
bro play with sticks like a gamer he got peripherals
i love, expensive clothes and impressive poles
we came in aggressive though, and left with hella rolls
they can’t talk to me i’m putting down my telephone
dead guys all up in my wallet and they hella old
money in my pocket walk up into saks and let ‘em go
if you with us and isn’t winning that's unacceptable

[dolly]

[blxty]
i don’t wanna do it but you’re leaving me with no choice
do i go? do i stay? i don’t know got no voice
ridin’ around at night this ain’t a chrystler this a rolls royce
i done said fuck this shit turn my life to a exploit
he need a heal he need a regen
yeah this like pokemon take a trip to kanto region
bellsprout bitch i’m weeping
he saw me go up and now he tryna reason
i sent his bro up you can hear the stairs they creaking

kanto +blxty (feat. dolly)

produced by taylor morgan & jolst

[mental]
i think that i messed up bad this time
i don’t wanna say what’s on my mind
even if i tried it won’t go right
i told her i hate the thought of silence
afraid of life
but i’m forced to embrace that side
yeah it hurts like you break my spine
watch it fade into black i’m fine

can you pick me up?
tell me lies again
i think i’m giving up
i’ll be there in a bit
i’m good with what i’ve got
i know it’ll never stop
you put the pain inside my brain so i just let it rot
but that’s okay it’s just some feelings that i get a lot
you make me have the worst thoughts that i’ve ever thought
and you knew the whole time that it’s never gone
it don’t mean i’m better off

[blxty]
i got scars
i can’t hide anymore
i messed up
calling you mi amor
and i’m done all your comments make me so sick
how much more can i cry until you notice me, me
why can't you see, see
you’re all i need, ne- ugh
so come to me so i can feel complete

ur fault +blxty

w/ @emotionals + prod @1ello5k on all plats

@zixdown

call me up 
askin where im at
i cant answer tht
dnt want2 make u mad
come say wassup
i kno youve had enough
i know uve had it rough
iknow that its my fault
ik im not the one

i know i know
im dying slow
oh i know i know
im the worst & it shows..
i smoke&smoke 
so the pain it could go
far away, left me all on my own

nthn feels right 
smoke until i feel right
wait 4u tnite
waitin at the blue lights
say u love me then u hate me
guess thats 2right?
i dnt wann2 to hear it again
u say it 2times

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i know ft. emotionals [prod. 1ello5k]

LVL*UP* [ripazure + venexxi]

can't even forgive you won't ever forget you
sorry for the things that i said that upset you
you were never sorry cause your head was such a mess too
least i tried to fix you how i'd never let you
i'm not who you thought but you were right about a lot
hardly an adult but i can't get the clock to stop
maybe imma fail but i can never give it up
when the ship sets sail away from neverland i'm gone
keep me in a box i didn't fit in when it closed
i still couldn't breathe even after you poked the holes
i don't wanna see anymore cause i know
that the only one for me is who is left when i'm alone
but i still see the shape of your cheeks and your haircut
someone every week tries to whisk me off to their spot
sweep me off my feet but i don't feel a thing at all not
cause you can't be beat but cause that's something i would never want
everything we did imma relive til i'm dead
greatest hits and worst cases playing out up in my head
i can't sleep up in my bed it's as perfect as i've said
but the doubts you had me sold on have me chained to my debts
to my debts to my debts, to my debts, to my debts, oh

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

4giv 4get

TR3NDS3TT3RRRR

all that remains [prod. cutspace + llive]

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
mv - https://youtu.be/osXYLj5Iwx4?si=6FvHBP9A2V5nUeBn
all platforms soon

PRL or YSL
i’m lookin’ pretty inside of hell
i always show but never tell
these jeans, they shine; don’t need a belt

don’t wanna die like all alone
but i’m so high, i’m by myself
take a bottle off the shelf
& then i tell it all farewell

two iPhones, they ring
got your bitch on my screen
soon she’ll be on her knee’s
(yeah, she’ll be on her knee’s)

i don’t want you to leave
but you want me to bleed
yeah, this pain, i’ve foreseen

& i know i’m addicted
i’m rockin’ Affliction
& it’s true like religion
they all swear that i’m gifted
but i’m off the shits, yeah
& i can’t forget, yeah
the things that you said
w/ your gun to my head, yeah

& i’m w/ a white girl
call her pretty, she’s my world
buy her diamonds, rubies, pearls
i love her freckles & her curls (ohh)

& i’m w/ a white girl
got her takin’ off my shirt
we’ll be fuckin’ in the floor
but i can’t lie, it always hurts

yeah, i’m just a white nerd
always on computers
it’s such a shame that this won’t work
ohhh

i got a taste of your blood
now i fiend for the rush
need it more than these drugs
ohhh

& outside, i’m an angel
but you know i got demons
crash the car when i’m speedin’
yuhh

i saw your silhouette 
& now i cant forget
the smell of cigarettes
the taste upon your breath

i saw your silhouette
now i’m full of regret
i’ll smoke a cigarette
burn a hole inside my chest

it’s hard enough with my armor on
got my armor off & she’s in her bra
i’m gonna take it off
you know, i’m so in love
but she don’t give a fuck
she just wants me gone..

i’ll write another song
i really hope it’d be the one
to make ‘em understand
this shit’s really just in my blood

& i’m w/ white girl
call her pretty, she’s my world
buy her diamonds, rubies, pearls
i love her freckles & her curls (ohh)

yeah, i’m w/ a white girl
got her takin’ off my shirt
soon we’ll be fuckin’ in the floor
but i can’t lie, it always hurts…
(ohhh ohh ohh)

& i’m just a white nerd
always on computers
i’ll go to hell, i’m gonna burn
not gonna wait, yeah it’s my turn…

##sad_digital_bullshit

white nerd

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white nerd [mv in desc.]

back out p. shoiyi x jolst

breaking the bones in my hands (prod. dollmaker)

Schizophoria - HowCouldI? p!nkcasperr x camertin x soLuvSig - (prod) UV6X7

Lyrxx2nation ft 3hreex5ive-Tonight

Gimme the quick revive cause my hearts done
When love is the focal point u burn the outcome
Im surprised to see at this function
Cause last time we were close u left my soul numb

To be honest
She lied for five months for the profit
I was lost for a while but now im on it
How are u I only ask to be the bigger man
What is life if we only live to live again
In ur head im sure ur only seeing static
How u treated me was lessons bout neglecting
So my partner knows I dont need to be managed
How u treated me left wounds more than a bandage could solve

I heal these wounds with plenty of alcohol
And now im sure I wouldn’t miss u at all on me
Until I think about the nights u were all on me
Oh my god


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60 sec cover of Sewerperson’s tbh. Emo rap snippet, just wanted to capture the vibe. If you fw this I’ll drop a full version

tbh (sewerperson cover)

claymore w/ kevinhilfiger & misakufoxx (prod. taylor morgan & curtains)

@𝖗𝖊𝖊𝖉𝖘𝖓𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗

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either way it still hurts + p. fony wallace & remghost

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